LORD OF THE FLIES
a novel by
WILLIAM GOLDING
With a biographical and
critical note by E. L. Epstein
A Perigee Book
Published by The Berkley Publishing Group
Copyright 1954 by William
Golding
Library of Congress Catalogue
Card Number 59-11717
ISBN 0-399-50148-7
Contents
1.
The Sound of the Shell page
7
4.
Painted Faces and Long Hair
58
10.
The Shell and the Glasses
155
For my mother and father
The Sound of the Shell
The boy with fair hair lowered himself down the last few
feet of rock and began to pick his way toward the lagoon. Though he had taken
off his school sweater and trailed it now from one hand, his grey shirt stuck
to him and his hair was plastered to his forehead. All round him the long scar
smashed into the jungle was a bath of heat. He was clambering heavily among the
creepers and broken trunks when a bird, a vision of red and yellow, flashed
upwards with a witch-like cry; and this cry was echoed by another.
"Hi!" it said. "Wait a minute!"
The undergrowth at the side of the scar was shaken and a
multitude of raindrops fell pattering.
"Wait a minute," the voice said. "I got
caught up."
The fair boy stopped and jerked his stockings with an
automatic gesture that made the jungle seem for a moment like the Home
Counties.
The voice spoke again.
"I can't hardly move with all these creeper
things."
The owner of the voice came backing out of the
undergrowth so that twigs scratched on a greasy wind-breaker. The naked crooks
of his knees were plump, caught and scratched by thorns. He bent down, removed
the thorns carefully, and turned around. He was shorter than the fair boy and
very fat. He came forward, searching out safe lodgments for his feet, and then
looked up through thick spectacles.
"Where's the man with the megaphone?"
The fair boy shook his head.
"This is an island. At least I think it's an island.
That's a reef out in the sea. Perhaps there aren't any grownups anywhere."
The fat boy looked startled.
"There was that pilot. But he wasn't in the
passenger cabin, he was up in front."
The fair boy was peering at the reef through screwed-up
eyes.
"All them other kids," the fat boy went on.
"Some of them must have got out. They must have, mustn't they?"
The fair boy began to pick his way as casually as
possible toward the water. He tried to be offhand and not too obviously
uninterested, but the fat boy hurried after him.
"Aren't there any grownups at all?"
"I don't think so."
The fair boy said this solemnly; but then the delight of
a realized ambition overcame him. In the middle of the scar he stood on his
head and grinned at the reversed fat boy.
"No grownups!"
The fat boy thought for a moment.
"That pilot."
The fair boy allowed his feet to come down and sat on the
steamy earth.
"He must have flown off after he dropped us. He
couldn't land here. Not in a place with wheels."
"We was attacked!"
"He'll be back all right."
The fat boy shook his head.
"When we was coming down I looked through one of
them windows. I saw the other part of the plane. There were flames coming out
of it."
He looked up and down the scar.
"And this is what the cabin done."
The fair boy reached out and touched the jagged end of a
trunk. For a moment he looked interested.
"What happened to it?" he asked. "Where's
it got to now?"
"That storm dragged it out to sea. It wasn't half
dangerous with all them tree trunks falling. There must have been some kids
still in it."
He hesitated for a moment, then spoke again.
"What's your name?"
"Ralph."
The fat boy waited to be asked his name in turn but this
proffer of acquaintance was not made; the fair boy called Ralph smiled vaguely,
stood up, and began to make his way once more toward the lagoon. The fat boy
hung steadily at his shoulder.
"I expect there's a lot more of us scattered about.
You haven't seen any others, have you?"
Ralph shook his head and increased his speed. Then he
tripped over a branch and came down with a crash.
The fat boy stood by him, breathing hard.
"My auntie told me not to run," he explained,
"on account of my asthma."
"Ass-mar?"
"That's right. Can't catch my breath. I was the only
boy in our school what had asthma," said the fat boy with a touch of
pride. "And I've been wearing specs since I was three."
He took off his glasses and held them out to Ralph,
blinking and smiling, and then started to wipe them against his grubby
wind-breaker. An expression of pain and inward concentration altered the pale
contours of his face. He smeared the sweat from his cheeks and quickly adjusted
the spectacles on his nose.
"Them fruit."
He glanced round the scar.
"Them fruit," he said, "I expect--"
He put on his glasses, waded away from Ralph, and
crouched down among the tangled foliage.
"I'll be out again in just a minute--"
Ralph disentangled himself cautiously and stole away
through the branches. In a few seconds the fat boy's grunts were behind him and
he was hurrying toward the screen that still lay between him and the lagoon. He
climbed over a broken trunk and was out of the jungle.
The shore was fledged with palm trees. These stood or
leaned or reclined against the light and their green feathers were a hundred
feet up in the air. The ground beneath them was a bank covered with coarse
grass, torn everywhere by the upheavals of fallen trees, scattered with
decaying coconuts and palm saplings. Behind this was the darkness of the forest
proper and the open space of the scar. Ralph stood, one hand against a grey
trunk, and screwed up his eyes against the shimmering water. Out there, perhaps
a mile away, the white surf flinked on a coral reef, and beyond that the open
sea was dark blue. Within the irregular arc of coral the lagoon was still as a
mountain lake--blue of all shades and shadowy green and purple. The beach
between the palm terrace and the water was a thin stick, endless apparently,
for to Ralph's left the perspectives of palm and beach and water drew to a
point at infinity; and always, almost visible, was the heat.
He jumped down from the terrace. The sand was thick over
his black shoes and the heat hit him. He became conscious of the weight of
clothes, kicked his shoes off fiercely and ripped off each stocking with its
elastic garter in a single movement. Then he leapt back on the terrace, pulled
off his shirt, and stood there among the skull-like coconuts with green shadows
from the palms and the forest sliding over his skin. He undid the snake-clasp
of his belt, lugged off his shorts and pants, and stood there naked, looking at
the dazzling beach and the water.
He was old enough, twelve years and a few months, to have
lost the prominent tummy of childhood and not yet old enough for adolescence to
have made him awkward. You could see now that he might make a boxer, as far as
width and heaviness of shoulders went, but there was a mildness about his mouth
and eyes that proclaimed no devil. He patted the palm trunk softly, and, forced
at last to believe in the reality of the island laughed delightedly again and
stood on his head. He turned neatly on to his feet, jumped down to the beach,
knelt and swept a double armful of sand into a pile against his chest. Then he
sat back and looked at the water with bright, excited eyes.
"Ralph--"
The fat boy lowered himself over the terrace and sat down
carefully, using the edge as a seat.
"I'm sorry I been such a time. Them fruit--"
He wiped his glasses and adjusted them on his button
nose. The frame had made a deep, pink "V" on the bridge. He looked
critically at Ralph's golden body and then down at his own clothes. He laid a
hand on the end of a zipper that extended down his chest.
"My auntie--"
Then he opened the zipper with decision and pulled the
whole wind-breaker over his head.
"There!"
Ralph looked at him sidelong and said nothing.
"I expect we'll want to know all their names,"
said the fat boy, "and make a list. We ought to have a meeting."
Ralph did not take the hint so the fat boy was forced to
continue.
"I don't care what they call me," he said
confidentially, "so long as they don't call me what they used to call me
at school."
Ralph was faintly interested.
"What was that?"
The fat boy glanced over his shoulder, then leaned toward
Ralph.
He whispered.
"They used to call me 'Piggy.'"
Ralph shrieked with laughter. He jumped up.
"Piggy! Piggy!"
"Ralph--please!"
Piggy clasped his hands in apprehension.
"I said I didn't want--"
"Piggy! Piggy!"
Ralph danced out into the hot air of the beach and then
returned as a fighter-plane, with wings swept back, and machine-gunned Piggy.
"Sche-aa-ow!"
He dived in the sand at Piggy's feet and lay there
laughing.
"Piggy!"
Piggy grinned reluctantly, pleased despite himself at
even this much recognition.
"So long as you don't tell the others--"
Ralph giggled into the sand. The expression of pain and
concentration returned to Piggy's face.
"Half a sec'."
He hastened back into the forest. Ralph stood up and
trotted along to the right.
Here the beach was interrupted abruptly by the square
motif of the landscape; a great platform of pink granite thrust up
uncompromisingly through forest and terrace and sand and lagoon to make a
raised jetty four feet high. The top of this was covered with a thin layer of
soil and coarse grass and shaded with young palm trees. There was not enough
soil for them to grow to any height and when they reached perhaps twenty feet
they fell and dried, forming a criss-cross pattern of trunks, very convenient
to sit on. The palms that still stood made a green roof, covered on the
underside with a quivering tangle of reflections from the lagoon. Ralph hauled
himself onto this platform, noted the coolness and shade, shut one eye, and
decided that the shadows on his body were really green. He picked his way to
the seaward edge of the platform and stood looking down into the water. It was
clear to the bottom and bright with the efflorescence of tropical weed and
coral. A school of tiny, glittering fish flicked hither and thither. Ralph
spoke to himself, sounding the bass strings of delight.
"Whizzoh!"
Beyond the platform there was more enchantment. Some act
of God--a typhoon perhaps, or the storm that had accompanied his own
arrival--had banked sand inside the lagoon so that there was a long, deep pool
in the beach with a high ledge of pink granite at the further end. Ralph had been
deceived before now by the specious appearance of depth in a beach pool and he
approached this one preparing to be disappointed. But the island ran true to
form and the incredible pool, which clearly was only invaded by the sea at high
tide, was so deep at one end as to be dark green. Ralph inspected the whole
thirty yards carefully and then plunged in. The water was warmer than his blood
and he might have been swimming in a huge bath.
Piggy appeared again, sat on the rocky ledge, and watched
Ralph's green and white body enviously.
"You can't half swim."
"Piggy."
Piggy took off his shoes and socks, ranged them carefully
on the ledge, and tested the water with one toe.
"It's hot!"
"What did you expect?"
"I didn't expect nothing. My auntie--"
"Sucks to your auntie!"
Ralph did a surface dive and swam under water with his
eyes open; the sandy edge of the pool loomed up like a hillside. He turned
over, holding his nose, and a golden light danced and shattered just over his
face. Piggy was looking determined and began to take off his shorts. Presently
he was palely and fatly naked. He tiptoed down the sandy side of the pool, and
sat there up to his neck in water smiling proudly at Ralph.
"Aren't you going to swim?"
Piggy shook his head.
"I can't swim. I wasn't allowed. My asthma--"
"Sucks to your ass-mar!"
Piggy bore this with a sort of humble patience. "You
can't half swim well."
Ralph paddled backwards down the slope, immersed his
mouth and blew a jet of water into the air. Then he lifted his chin and spoke.
"I could swim when I was five. Daddy taught me. He's
a commander in the Navy. When he gets leave he'll come and rescue us. What's
your father?"
Piggy flushed suddenly.
"My dad's dead," he said quickly, "and my
mum--"
He took off his glasses and looked vainly for something
with which to clean them.
"I used to live with my auntie. She kept a candy
store. I used to get ever so many candies. As many as I liked. When'll your dad
rescue us?"
"Soon as he can."
Piggy rose dripping from the water and stood naked,
cleaning his glasses with a sock. The only sound that reached them now through
the heat of the morning was the long, grinding roar of the breakers on the
reef.
"How does he know we're here?"
Ralph lolled in the water. Sleep enveloped him like the
swathing mirages that were wrestling with the brilliance of the lagoon.
"How does he know we're here?"
Because, thought Ralph, because, because. The roar from
the reef became very distant.
"They'd tell him at the airport."
Piggy shook his head, put on his flashing glasses and
looked down at Ralph.
"Not them. Didn't you hear what the pilot said?
About the atom bomb? They're all dead."
Ralph pulled himself out of the water, stood facing
Piggy, and considered this unusual problem.
Piggy persisted.
"This an island, isn't it?"
"I climbed a rock," said Ralph slowly,
"and I think this is an island."
"They're all dead," said Piggy, "an' this
is an island. Nobody don't know we're here. Your dad don't know, nobody don't
know--"
His lips quivered and the spectacles were dimmed with
mist.
"We may stay here till we die."
With that word the heat seemed to increase till it became
a threatening weight and the lagoon attacked them with a blinding effulgence.
"Get my clothes," muttered Ralph. "Along
there."
He trotted through the sand, enduring the sun's enmity,
crossed the platform and found his scattered clothes. To put on a grey shirt
once more was strangely pleasing. Then he climbed the edge of the platform and
sat in the green shade on a convenient trunk. Piggy hauled himself up, carrying
most of his clothes under his arms. Then he sat carefully on a fallen trunk
near the little cliff that fronted the lagoon; and the tangled reflections
quivered over him.
Presently he spoke.
"We got to find the others. We got to do
something."
Ralph said nothing. Here was a coral island. Protected
from the sun, ignoring Piggy's ill-omened talk, he dreamed pleasantly.
Piggy insisted.
"How many of us are there?"
Ralph came forward and stood by Piggy.
"I don't know."
Here and there, little breezes crept over the polished
waters beneath the haze of heat. When these breezes reached the platform the
palm fronds would whisper, so that spots of blurred sunlight slid over their
bodies or moved like bright, winged things in the shade.
Piggy looked up at Ralph. All the shadows on Ralph's face
were reversed; green above, bright below from the lagoon. A blur of sunlight
was crawling across his hair.
"We got to do something."
Ralph looked through him. Here at last was the imagined
but never fully realized place leaping into real life. Ralph's lips parted in a
delighted smile and Piggy, taking this smile to himself as a mark of
recognition, laughed with pleasure.
"If it really is an island--"
"What's that?"
Ralph had stopped smiling and was pointing into the
lagoon. Something creamy lay among the ferny weeds.
"A stone."
"No. A shell."
Suddenly Piggy was a-bubble with decorous excitement.
"S'right. It's a shell! I seen one like that before.
On someone's back wall. A conch he called it. He used to blow it and then his
mum would come. It's ever so valuable--"
Near to Ralph's elbow a palm sapling leaned out over the
lagoon. Indeed, the weight was already pulling a lump from the poor soil and
soon it would fall. He tore out the stem and began to poke about in the water,
while the brilliant fish flicked away on this side and that. Piggy leaned
dangerously.
"Careful! You'll break it--"
"Shut up."
Ralph spoke absently. The shell was interesting and
pretty and a worthy plaything; but the vivid phantoms of his day-dream still
interposed between him and Piggy, who in this context was an irrelevance. The
palm sapling, bending, pushed the shell across the weeds. Ralph used one hand
as a fulcrum and pressed down with the other till the shell rose, dripping, and
Piggy could make a grab.
Now the shell was no longer a thing seen but not to be
touched, Ralph too became excited. Piggy babbled:
"--a conch; ever so expensive. I bet if you wanted
to buy one, you'd have to pay pounds and pounds and pounds--he had it on his
garden wall, and my auntie--"
Ralph took the shell from Piggy and a little water ran
down his arm. In color the shell was deep cream, touched here and there with
fading pink. Between the point, worn away into a little hole, and the pink lips
of the mouth, lay eighteen inches of shell with a slight spiral twist and
covered with a delicate, embossed pattern. Ralph shook sand out of the deep
tube.
"--mooed like a cow," he said. "He had
some white stones too, an' a bird cage with a green parrot. He didn't blow the
white stones, of course, an' he said--"
Piggy paused for breath and stroked the glistening thing
that lay in Ralph's hands.
"Ralph!"
Ralph looked up.
"We can use this to call the others. Have a meeting.
They'll come when they hear us--"
He beamed at Ralph.
"That was what you meant, didn't you? That's why you
got the conch out of the water?"
Ralph pushed back his fair hair.
"How did your friend blow the conch?"
"He kind of spat," said Piggy. "My auntie
wouldn't let me blow on account of my asthma. He said you blew from down
here." Piggy laid a hand on his jutting abdomen. "You try, Ralph.
You'll call the others."
Doubtfully, Ralph laid the small end of the shell against
his mouth and blew. There came a rushing sound from its mouth but nothing more.
Ralph wiped the salt water off his lips and tried again, but the shell remained
silent.
"He kind of spat."
Ralph pursed his lips and squirted air into the shell,
which emitted a low, farting noise. This amused both boys so much that Ralph
went on squirting for some minutes, between bouts of laughter.
"He blew from down here."
Ralph grasped the idea and hit the shell with air from
his diaphragm. Immediately the thing sounded. A deep, harsh note boomed under
the palms, spread through the intricacies of the forest and echoed back from
the pink granite of the mountain. Clouds of birds rose from the treetops, and
something squealed and ran in the undergrowth.
Ralph took the shell away from his lips.
"Gosh!"
His ordinary voice sounded like a whisper after the harsh
note of the conch. He laid the conch against his lips, took a deep breath and
blew once more. The note boomed again: and then at his firmer pressure, the
note, fluking up an octave, became a strident blare more penetrating than
before. Piggy was shouting something, his face pleased, his glasses flashing.
The birds cried, small animals scuttered. Ralph's breath failed; the note
dropped the octave, became a low wubber, was a rush of air.
The conch was silent, a gleaming tusk; Ralph's face was
dark with breathlessness and the air over the island was full of bird-clamor
and echoes ringing.
"I bet you can hear that for miles."
Ralph found his breath and blew a series of short blasts.
Piggy exclaimed: "There's one!"
A child had appeared among the palms, about a hundred
yards along the beach. He was a boy of perhaps six years, sturdy and fair, his
clothes torn, his face covered with a sticky mess of fruit. His trousers had
been lowered for an obvious purpose and had only been pulled back half-way. He
jumped off the palm terrace into the sand and his trousers fell about his
ankles; he stepped out of them and trotted to the platform. Piggy helped him
up. Meanwhile Ralph continued to blow till voices shouted in the forest. The
small boy squatted in front of Ralph, looking up brightly and vertically. As he
received the reassurance of something purposeful being done he began to look
satisfied, and his only clean digit, a pink thumb, slid into his mouth.
Piggy leaned down to him.
"What's yer name?"
"Johnny."
Piggy muttered the name to himself and then shouted it to
Ralph, who was not interested because he was still blowing. His face was dark
with the violent pleasure of making this stupendous noise, and his heart was
making the stretched shirt shake. The shouting in the forest was nearer.
Signs of life were visible now on the beach. The sand,
trembling beneath the heat haze, concealed many figures in its miles of length;
boys were making their way toward the platform through the hot, dumb sand.
Three small children, no older than Johnny, appeared from startlingly close at
hand, where they had been gorging fruit in the forest. A dark little boy, not
much younger than Piggy, parted a tangle of undergrowth, walked on to the
platform, and smiled cheerfully at everybody. More and more of them came.
Taking their cue from the innocent Johnny, they sat down on the fallen palm
trunks and waited. Ralph continued to blow short, penetrating blasts. Piggy
moved among the crowd, asking names and frowning to remember them. The children
gave him the same simple obedience that they had given to the men with
megaphones. Some were naked and carrying their clothes; others half-naked, or
more or less dressed, in school uniforms, grey, blue, fawn, jacketed, or
jerseyed. There were badges, mottoes even, stripes of color in stockings and
pullovers. Their heads clustered above the trunks in the green shade; heads
brown, fair, black, chestnut, sandy, mouse-colored; heads muttering, whispering,
heads full of eyes that watched Ralph and speculated. Something was being done.
The children who came along the beach, singly or in twos,
leapt into visibility when they crossed the line from heat haze to nearer sand.
Here, the eye was first attracted to a black, bat-like creature that danced on
the sand, and only later perceived the body above it. The bat was the child's
shadow, shrunk by the vertical sun to a patch between the hurrying feet. Even
while he blew, Ralph noticed the last pair of bodies that reached the platform
above a fluttering patch of black. The two boys, bullet-headed and with hair
like tow, flung themselves down and lay grinning and panting at Ralph like
dogs. They were twins, and the eye was shocked and incredulous at such cheery
duplication. They breathed together, they grinned together, they were chunky
and vital. They raised wet lips at Ralph, for they seemed provided with not
quite enough skin, so that their profiles were blurred and their mouths pulled
open. Piggy bent his flashing glasses to them and could be heard between the
blasts, repeating their names.
"Sam, Eric, Sam, Eric."
Then he got muddled; the twins shook their heads and
pointed at each other and the crowd laughed.
At last Ralph ceased to blow and sat there, the conch
trailing from one hand, his head bowed on his knees. As the echoes died away so
did the laughter, and there was silence.
Within the diamond haze of the beach something dark was
fumbling along. Ralph saw it first, and watched till the intentness of his gaze
drew all eyes that way. Then the creature stepped from mirage on to clear sand,
and they saw that the darkness was not all shadow but mostly clothing. The
creature was a party of boys, marching approximately in step in two parallel
lines and dressed in strangely eccentric clothing. Shorts, shirts, and
different garments they carried in their hands; but each boy wore a square
black cap with a silver badge on it. Their bodies, from throat to ankle, were
hidden by black cloaks which bore a long silver cross on the left breast and
each neck was finished off with a hambone frill. The heat of the tropics, the
descent, the search for food, and now this sweaty march along the blazing beach
had given them the complexions of newly washed plums. The boy who controlled
them was dressed in the same way though his cap badge was golden. When his
party was about ten yards from the platform he shouted an order and they
halted, gasping, sweating, swaying in the fierce light. The boy himself came
forward, vaulted on to the platform with his cloak flying, and peered into what
to him was almost complete darkness.
"Where's the man with the trumpet?"
Ralph, sensing his sun-blindness, answered him.
"There's no man with a trumpet. Only me."
The boy came close and peered down at Ralph, screwing up
his face as he did so. What he saw of the fair-haired boy with the creamy shell
on his knees did not seem to satisfy him. He turned quickly, his black cloak
circling.
"Isn't there a ship, then?"
Inside the floating cloak he was tall, thin, and bony;
and his hair was red beneath the black cap. His face was crumpled and freckled,
and ugly without silliness. Out of this face stared two light blue eyes,
frustrated now, and turning, or ready to turn, to anger.
"Isn't there a man here?"
Ralph spoke to his back.
"No. We're having a meeting. Come and join in."
The group of cloaked boys began to scatter from close
line. The tall boy shouted at them.
"Choir! Stand still!"
Wearily obedient, the choir huddled into line and stood
there swaying in the sun. None the less, some began to protest faintly.
"But, Merridew. Please, Merridew . . . can't
we?"
Then one of the boys flopped on his face in the sand and
the line broke up. They heaved the fallen boy to the platform and let him lie.
Merridew, his eyes staring, made the best of a bad job.
"All right then. Sit down. Let him alone."
"But Merridew."
"He's always throwing a faint," said Merridew.
"He did in Gib.; and Addis; and at matins over the precentor."
This last piece of shop brought sniggers from the choir,
who perched like black birds on the criss-cross trunks and examined Ralph with
interest. Piggy asked no names. He was intimidated by this uniformed
superiority and the offhand authority in Merridew's voice. He shrank to the
other side of Ralph and busied himself with his glasses.
Merridew turned to Ralph.
"Aren't there any grownups?"
"No."
Merridew sat down on a trunk and looked round the circle.
"Then we'll have to look after ourselves."
Secure on the other side of Ralph, Piggy spoke timidly.
"That's why Ralph made a meeting. So as we can
decide what to do. We've heard names. That's Johnny. Those two--they're twins,
Sam 'n Eric. Which is Eric--? You? No--you're Sam--"
"I'm Sam--"
"'n I'm Eric."
"We'd better all have names," said Ralph,
"so I'm Ralph."
"We got most names," said Piggy. "Got 'em
just now."
"Kids' names," said Merridew. "Why should
I be Jack? I'm Merridew."
Ralph turned to him quickly. This was the voice of one
who knew his own mind.
"Then," went on Piggy, "that boy--I
forget--"
"You're talking too much," said Jack Merridew.
"Shut up, Fatty."
Laughter arose.
"He's not Fatty," cried Ralph, "his real
name's Piggy!"
"Piggy!"
"Piggy!"
"Oh, Piggy!"
A storm of laughter arose and even the tiniest child
joined in. For the moment the boys were a closed circuit of sympathy with Piggy
outside: he went very pink, bowed his head and cleaned his glasses again.
Finally the laughter died away and the naming continued.
There was Maurice, next in size among the choir boys to Jack, but broad and
grinning all the time. There was a slight, furtive boy whom no one knew, who
kept to himself with an inner intensity of avoidance and secrecy. He muttered
that his name was Roger and was silent again. Bill, Robert, Harold, Henry; the
choir boy who had fainted sat up against a palm trunk, smiled pallidly at Ralph
and said that his name was Simon.
Jack spoke.
"We've got to decide about being rescued."
There was a buzz. One of the small boys, Henry, said that
he wanted to go home.
"Shut up," said Ralph absently. He lifted the
conch. "Seems to me we ought to have a chief to decide things."
"A chief! A chief!"
"I ought to be chief," said Jack with simple
arrogance, "because I'm chapter chorister and head boy. I can sing C
sharp."
Another buzz.
"Well then," said Jack, "I--"
He hesitated. The dark boy, Roger, stirred at last and
spoke up.
"Let's have a vote."
"Yes!"
"Vote for chief!"
"Let's vote--"
This toy of voting was almost as pleasing as the conch.
Jack started to protest but the clamor changed from the general wish for a
chief to an election by acclaim of Ralph himself. None of the boys could have
found good reason for this; what intelligence had been shown was traceable to
Piggy while the most obvious leader was Jack. But there was a stillness about
Ralph as he sat that marked him out: there was his size, and attractive
appearance; and most obscurely, yet most powerfully, there was the conch. The
being that had blown that, had sat waiting for them on the platform with the
delicate thing balanced on his knees, was set apart.
"Him with the shell."
"Ralph! Ralph!"
"Let him be chief with the trumpet-thing."
Ralph raised a hand for silence.
"All right. Who wants Jack for chief?"
With dreary obedience the choir raised their hands.
"Who wants me?"
Every hand outside the choir except Piggy's was raised
immediately. Then Piggy, too, raised his hand grudgingly into the air.
Ralph counted.
"I'm chief then."
The circle of boys broke into applause. Even the choir
applauded; and the freckles on Jack's face disappeared under a blush of
mortification. He started up, then changed his mind and sat down again while
the air rang. Ralph looked at him, eager to offer something.
"The choir belongs to you, of course."
"They could be the army--"
"Or hunters--"
"They could be--"
The suffusion drained away from Jack's face. Ralph waved
again for silence.
"Jack's in charge of the choir. They can be--what do
you want them to be?"
"Hunters."
Jack and Ralph smiled at each other with shy liking. The
rest began to talk eagerly.
Jack stood up.
"All right, choir. Take off your togs."
As if released from class, the choir boys stood up,
chattered, piled their black cloaks on the grass. Jack laid his on the trunk by
Ralph. His grey shorts were sticking to him with sweat. Ralph glanced at them
admiringly, and when Jack saw his glance he explained.
"I tried to get over that hill to see if there was
water all round. But your shell called us."
Ralph smiled and held up the conch for silence.
"Listen, everybody. I've got to have time to think
things out. I can't decide what to do straight off. If this isn't an island we
might be rescued straight away. So we've got to decide if this is an island.
Everybody must stay round here and wait and not go away. Three of us--if we
take more we'd get all mixed, and lose each other--three of us will go on an
expedition and find out. I'll go, and Jack, and, and . . ."
He looked round the circle of eager faces. There was no
lack of boys to choose from.
"And Simon."
The boys round Simon giggled, and he stood up, laughing a
little. Now that the pallor of his faint was over, he was a skinny, vivid
little boy, with a glance coming up from under a hut of straight hair that hung
down, black and coarse.
He nodded at Ralph.
"I'll come."
"And I--"
Jack snatched from behind him a sizable sheath-knife and
clouted it into a trunk. The buzz rose and died away.
Piggy stirred.
"I'll come."
Ralph turned to him.
"You're no good on a job like this."
"All the same--"
"We don't want you," said Jack, flatly.
"Three's enough."
Piggy's glasses flashed.
"I was with him when he found the conch. I was with
him before anyone else was."
Jack and the others paid no attention. There was a
general dispersal. Ralph, Jack and Simon jumped off the platform and walked
along the sand past the bathing pool. Piggy hung bumbling behind them.
"If Simon walks in the middle of us," said
Ralph, "then we could talk over his head."
The three of them fell into step. This meant that every
now and then Simon had to do a double shuffle to catch up with the others.
Presently Ralph stopped and turned back to Piggy.
"Look."
Jack and Simon pretended to notice nothing. They walked
on.
"You can't come."
Piggy's glasses were misted again--this time with
humiliation.
"You told 'em. After what I said."
His face flushed, his mouth trembled.
"After I said I didn't want--"
"What on earth are you talking about?"
"About being called Piggy. I said I didn't care as
long as they didn't call me Piggy; an' I said not to tell and then you went an'
said straight out--"
Stillness descended on them. Ralph, looking with more
understanding at Piggy, saw that he was hurt and crushed. He hovered between
the two courses of apology or further insult.
"Better Piggy than Fatty," he said at last,
with the directness of genuine leadership, "and anyway, I'm sorry if you
feel like that. Now go back, Piggy, and take names. That's your job. So
long."
He turned and raced after the other two. Piggy stood and
the rose of indignation faded slowly from his cheeks. He went back to the
platform.
The three boys walked briskly on the sand. The tide was
low and there was a strip of weed-strewn beach that was almost as firm as a
road. A kind of glamour was spread over them and the scene and they were
conscious of the glamour and made happy by it. They turned to each other,
laughing excitedly, talking, not listening. The air was bright. Ralph, faced by
the task of translating all this into an explanation, stood on his head and
fell over. When they had done laughing, Simon stroked Ralph's arm shyly; and
they had to laugh again.
"Come on," said Jack presently, "we're
explorers."
"We'll go to the end of the island," said
Ralph, "and look round the corner."
"If it is an island--"
Now, toward the end of the afternoon, the mirages were
settling a little. They found the end of the island, quite distinct, and not
magicked out of shape or sense. There was a jumble of the usual squareness,
with one great block sitting out in the lagoon. Sea birds were nesting there.
"Like icing," said Ralph, "on a pink
cake."
"We shan't see round this corner," said Jack,
"because there isn't one. Only a slow curve--and you can see, the rocks
get worse--"
Ralph shaded his eyes and followed the jagged outline of
the crags up toward the mountain. This part of the beach was nearer the
mountain than any other that they had seen.
"We'll try climbing the mountain from here," he
said. "I should think this is the easiest way. There's less of that jungly
stuff; and more pink rock. Come on."
The three boys began to scramble up. Some unknown force
had wrenched and shattered these cubes so that they lay askew, often piled
diminishingly on each other. The most usual feature of the rock was a pink
cliff surmounted by a skewed block; and that again surmounted, and that again,
till the pinkness became a stack of balanced rock projecting through the looped
fantasy of the forest creepers. Where the pink cliffs rose out of the ground
there were often narrow tracks winding upwards. They could edge along them,
deep in the plant world, their faces to the rock.
"What made this track?"
Jack paused, wiping the sweat from his face. Ralph stood
by him, breathless.
"Men?"
Jack shook his head.
"Animals."
Ralph peered into the darkness under the trees. The
forest minutely vibrated.
"Come on."
The difficulty was not the steep ascent round the
shoulders of rock, but the occasional plunges through the undergrowth to get to
the next path. Here the roots and stems of creepers were in such tangles that
the boys had to thread through them like pliant needles. Their only guide,
apart from the brown ground and occasional flashes of light through the
foliage, was the tendency of slope: whether this hole, laced as it was with the
cables of creeper, stood higher than that.
Somehow, they moved up.
Immured in these tangles, at perhaps their most difficult
moment, Ralph turned with shining eyes to the others.
"Wacco."
"Wizard."
"Smashing."
The cause of their pleasure was not obvious. All three were
hot, dirty and exhausted. Ralph was badly scratched. The creepers were as thick
as their thighs and left little but tunnels for further penetration. Ralph
shouted experimentally and they listened to the muted echoes.
"This is real exploring," said Jack. "I
bet nobody's been here before."
"We ought to draw a map," said Ralph,
"only we haven't any paper."
"We could make scratches on bark," said Simon,
"and rub black stuff in."
Again came the solemn communion of shining eyes in the
gloom.
"Wacco."
"Wizard."
There was no place for standing on one's head. This time
Ralph expressed the intensity of his emotion by pretending to knock Simon down;
and soon they were a happy, heaving pile in the under-dusk.
When they had fallen apart Ralph spoke first.
"Got to get on."
The pink granite of the next cliff was further back from
the creepers and trees so that they could trot up the path. This again led into
more open forest so that they had a glimpse of the spread sea. With openness
came the sun; it dried the sweat that had soaked their clothes in the dark,
damp heat. At last the way to the top looked like a scramble over pink rock,
with no more plunging through darkness. The boys chose their way through
defiles and over heaps of sharp stone.
"Look! Look!"
High over this end of the island, the shattered rocks
lifted up their stacks and chimneys. This one, against which Jack leaned, moved
with a grating sound when they pushed.
"Come on--"
But not "Come on" to the top. The assault on
the summit must wait while the three boys accepted this challenge. The rock was
as large as a small motor car.
"Heave!"
Sway back and forth, catch the rhythm.
"Heave!"
Increase the swing of the pendulum, increase, increase,
come up and bear against that point of furthest balance-- increase--increase--
"Heave!"
The great rock loitered, poised on one toe, decided not
to return, moved through the air, fell, struck, turned over, leapt droning
through the air and smashed a deep hole in the canopy of the forest. Echoes and
birds flew, white and pink dust floated, the forest further down shook as with
the passage of an enraged monster: and then the island was still.
"Wacco!"
"Like a bomb!"
"Whee-aa-oo!"
Not for five minutes could they drag themselves away from
this triumph. But they left at last.
The way to the top was easy after that. As they reached
the last stretch Ralph stopped.
"Golly!"
They were on the lip of a circular hollow in the side of
the mountain. This was filled with a blue flower, a rock plant of some sort,
and the overflow hung down the vent and spilled lavishly among the canopy of
the forest. The air was thick with butterflies, lifting, fluttering, settling.
Beyond the hollow was the square top of the mountain and
soon they were standing on it.
They had guessed before that this was an island:
clambering among the pink rocks, with the sea on either side, and the crystal
heights of air, they had known by some instinct that the sea lay on every side.
But there seemed something more fitting in leaving the last word till they
stood on the top, and could see a circular horizon of water.
Ralph turned to the others.
"This belongs to us."
It was roughly boat-shaped: humped near this end with
behind them the jumbled descent to the shore. On either side rocks, cliffs, treetops
and a steep slope: forward there, the length of the boat, a tamer descent,
tree-clad, with hints of pink: and then the jungly flat of the island, dense
green, but drawn at the end to a pink tail. There, where the island petered out
in water, was another island; a rock, almost detached, standing like a fort,
facing them across the green with one bold, pink bastion.
The boys surveyed all this, then looked out to sea. They
were high up and the afternoon had advanced; the view was not robbed of sharpness
by mirage.
"That's a reef. A coral reef. I've seen pictures
like that."
The reef enclosed more than one side of the island, lying
perhaps a mile out and parallel to what they now thought of as their beach. The
coral was scribbled in the sea as though a giant had bent down to reproduce the
shape of the island in a flowing chalk line but tired before he had finished.
Inside was peacock water, rocks and weeds showing as in an aquarium; outside
was the dark blue of the sea. The tide was running so that long streaks of foam
tailed away from the reef and for a moment they felt that the boat was moving
steadily astern.
Jack pointed down.
"That's where we landed."
Beyond falls and cliffs there was a gash visible in the
trees; there were the splintered trunks and then the drag, leaving only a
fringe of palm between the scar and the sea. There, too, jutting into the
lagoon, was the platform, with insect-like figures moving near it.
Ralph sketched a twining line from the bald spot on which
they stood down a slope, a gully, through flowers, round and down to the rock
where the scar started.
"That's the quickest way back."
Eyes shining, mouths open, triumphant, they savored the
right of domination. They were lifted up: were friends.
"There's no village smoke, and no boats," said
Ralph wisely. "We'll make sure later; but I think it's uninhabited."
"We'll get food," cried Jack. "Hunt. Catch
things. until they fetch us."
Simon looked at them both, saying nothing but nodding
till his black hair flopped backwards and forwards: his face was glowing.
Ralph looked down the other way where there was no reef.
"Steeper," said Jack.
Ralph made a cupping gesture.
"That bit of forest down there . . . the mountain
holds it up."
Every point of the mountain held up trees--flowers and
trees. Now the forest stirred, roared, flailed. The nearer acres of rock
flowers fluttered and for half a minute the breeze blew cool on their faces.
Ralph spread his arms.
"All ours."
They laughed and tumbled and shouted on the mountain.
"I'm hungry."
When Simon mentioned his hunger the others became aware
of theirs.
"Come on," said Ralph. "We've found out
what we wanted to know."
They scrambled down a rock slope, dropped among flowers
and made their way under the trees. Here they paused and examined the bushes
round them curiously.
Simon spoke first.
"Like candles. Candle bushes. Candle buds."
The bushes were dark evergreen and aromatic and the many
buds were waxen green and folded up against the light. Jack slashed at one with
his knife and the scent spilled over them.
"Candle buds."
"You couldn't light them," said Ralph.
"They just look like candles."
"Green candles," said Jack contemptuously.
"We can't eat them. Come on."
They were in the beginnings of the thick forest, plonking
with weary feet on a track, when they heard the noises--squeakings--and the
hard strike of hoofs on a path. As they pushed forward the squeaking increased
till it became a frenzy. They found a piglet caught in a curtain of creepers,
throwing itself at the elastic traces in all the madness of extreme terror. Its
voice was thin, needle-sharp and insistent; The three boys rushed forward and
Jack drew his knife again with a flourish. He raised his arm in the air. There
came a pause, a hiatus, the pig continued to scream and the creepers to jerk,
and the blade continued to flash at the end of a bony arm. The pause was only
long enough for them to understand what an enormity the downward stroke would
be. Then the piglet tore loose from the creepers and scurried into the
undergrowth. They were left looking at each other and the place of terror.
Jack's face was white under the freckles. He noticed that he still held the
knife aloft and brought his arm down replacing the blade in the sheath. Then
they all three laughed ashamedly and began to climb back to the track.
"I was choosing a place," said Jack. "I
was just waiting for a moment to decide where to stab him."
"You should stick a pig," said Ralph fiercely.
"They always talk about sticking a pig."
"You cut a pig's throat to let the blood out,"
said Jack, "otherwise you can't eat the meat."
"Why didn't you--?"
They knew very well why he hadn't: because of the
enormity of the knife descending and cutting into living flesh; because of the
unbearable blood.
"I was going to," said Jack. He was ahead of
them, and they could not see his face. "I was choosing a place. Next
time--!"
He snatched his knife out of the sheath and slammed it
into a tree trunk. Next time there would be no mercy. He looked round fiercely,
daring them to contradict. Then they broke out into the sunlight and for a
while they were busy finding and devouring food as they moved down the scar
toward the platform and the meeting.
Fire on the Mountain
By the time Ralph finished blowing the conch the platform
was crowded. There were differences between this meeting and the one held in
the morning. The afternoon sun slanted in from the other side of the platform
and most of the children, feeling too late the smart of sunburn, had put their
clothes on. The choir, less of a group, had discarded their cloaks.
Ralph sat on a fallen trunk, his left side to the sun. On
his right were most of the choir; on his left the larger boys who had not known
each other before the evacuation; before him small children squatted in the
grass.
Silence now. Ralph lifted the cream and pink shell to his
knees and a sudden breeze scattered light over the platform. He was uncertain
whether to stand up or remain sitting. He looked sideways to his left, toward
the bathing pool. Piggy was sitting near but giving no help.
Ralph cleared his throat.
"Well then."
All at once he found he could talk fluently and explain
what he had to say. He passed a hand through his fair hair and spoke.
"We're on an island. We've been on the mountain top
and seen water all round. We saw no houses, no smoke, no footprints, no boats,
no people. We're on an uninhabited island with no other people on it."
Jack broke in.
"All the same you need an army--for hunting. Hunting
pigs--"
"Yes. There are pigs on the island."
All three of them tried to convey the sense of the pink
live thing struggling in the creepers.
"We saw--"
"Squealing--"
"It broke away--"
"Before I could kill it--but--next time!"
Jack slammed his knife into a trunk and looked round
challengingly.
The meeting settled down again.
"So you see," said Ralph, "We need hunters
to get us meat. And another thing."
He lifted the shell on his knees and looked round the
sun-slashed faces.
"There aren't any grownups. We shall have to look
after ourselves."
The meeting hummed and was silent.
"And another thing. We can't have everybody talking
at once. We'll have to have 'Hands up' like at school."
He held the conch before his face and glanced round the
mouth.
"Then I'll give him the conch."
"Conch?"
"That's what this shell's called. I'll give the
conch to the next person to speak. He can hold it when he's speaking."
"But--"
"Look--"
"And he won't be interrupted: Except by me."
Jack was on his feet.
"We'll have rules!" he cried excitedly.
"Lots of rules! Then when anyone breaks 'em--"
"Whee--oh!"
"Wacco!"
"Bong!"
"Doink!"
Ralph felt the conch lifted from his lap. Then Piggy was
standing cradling the great cream shell and the shouting died down. Jack, left
on his feet, looked uncertainly at Ralph who smiled and patted the log. Jack
sat down. Piggy took off his glasses and blinked at the assembly while he wiped
them on his shirt.
"You're hindering Ralph. You're not letting him get
to the most important thing."
He paused effectively.
"Who knows we're here? Eh?"
"They knew at the airport."
"The man with a trumpet-thing--"
"My dad."
Piggy put on his glasses.
"Nobody knows where we are," said Piggy. He was
paler than before and breathless. "Perhaps they knew where we was going
to; and perhaps not. But they don't know where we are 'cos we never got
there." He gaped at them for a moment, then swayed and sat down. Ralph
took the conch from his hands.
"That's what I was going to say," he went on,
"when you all, all. . . ." He gazed at their intent faces. "The
plane was shot down in flames. Nobody knows where we are. We may be here a long
time."
The silence was so complete that they could hear the
unevenness of Piggy's breathing. The sun slanted in and lay golden over half
the platform. The breezes that on the lagoon had chased their tails like
kittens were finding their way across the platform and into the forest. Ralph
pushed back the tangle of fair hair that hung on his forehead.
"So we may be here a long time."
Nobody said anything. He grinned suddenly.
"But this is a good island. We--Jack, Simon and me--
we climbed the mountain. It's wizard. There's food and drink, and--"
"Rocks--"
"Blue flowers--"
Piggy, partly recovered, pointed to the conch in Ralph's
hands, and Jack and Simon fell silent. Ralph went on.
"While we're waiting we can have a good time on this
island."
He gesticulated widely.
"It's like in a book."
At once there was a clamor.
"
"Swallows and Amazons--"
"Coral Island--"
Ralph waved the conch.
"This is our island. It's a good island. Until the
grownups come to fetch us we'll have fun."
Jack held out his hand for the conch.
"There's pigs," he said. "There's food;
and bathing water in that little stream along there--and everything. Didn't
anyone find anything else?"
He handed the conch back to Ralph and sat down.
Apparently no one had found anything.
The older boys first noticed the child when he resisted.
There was a group of little boys urging him forward and he did not want to go.
He was a shrimp of a boy, about six years old, and one side of his face was
blotted out by a mulberry-colored birthmark. He stood now, warped out of the
perpendicular by the fierce light of publicity, and he bored into the coarse grass
with one toe. He was muttering and about to cry.
The other little boys, whispering but serious, pushed him
toward Ralph.
"All right," said Ralph, "come on
then."
The small boy looked round in panic.
"Speak up!"
The small boy held out his hands for the conch and the
assembly shouted with laughter; at once he snatched back his hands and started
to cry.
"Let him have the conch!" shouted Piggy.
"Let him have it!"
At last Ralph induced him to hold the shell but by then
the blow of laughter had taken away the child's voice. Piggy knelt by him, one
hand on the great shell, listening and interpreting to the assembly.
"He wants to know what you're going to do about the
snake-thing."
Ralph laughed, and the other boys laughed with him. The
small boy twisted further into himself.
"Tell us about the snake-thing."
"Now he says it was a beastie."
"Beastie?''
"A snake-thing. Ever so big. He saw it."
"Where?"
"In the woods."
Either the wandering breezes or perhaps the decline of
the sun allowed a little coolness to lie under the trees. The boys felt it and
stirred restlessly.
"You couldn't have a beastie, a snake-thing, on an
island this size," Ralph explained kindly. "You only get them in big
countries, like Africa, or
Murmur; and the grave nodding of heads.
"He says the beastie came in the dark."
"Then he couldn't see it!"
Laughter and cheers.
"Did you hear that? Says he saw the thing in the
dark--"
"He still says he saw the beastie. It came and went
away again an' came back and wanted to eat him--"
"He was dreaming."
Laughing, Ralph looked for confirmation round the ring of
faces. The older boys agreed; but here and there among the little ones was the
doubt that required more than rational assurance.
"He must have had a nightmare. Stumbling about among
all those creepers."
More grave nodding; they knew about nightmares. "He
says he saw the beastie, the snake-thing, and will it come back tonight?"
"But there isn't a beastie!"
"He says in the morning it turned into them things
like ropes in the trees and hung in the branches. He says will it come back
tonight?"
"But there isn't a beastie!"
There was no laughter at all now and more grave watching.
Ralph pushed both hands through his hair and looked at the little boy in mixed
amusement and exasperation.
Jack seized the conch.
"Ralph's right of course. There isn't a snake-thing.
But if there was a snake we'd hunt it and kill it. We're going to hunt pigs to
get meat for everybody. And we'll look for the snake too--"
"But there isn't a snake!"
"We'll make sure when we go hunting."
Ralph was annoyed and, for the moment, defeated. He felt
himself facing something ungraspable. The eyes that looked so intently at him
were without humor.
"But there isn't a beast!"
Something he had not known was there rose in him and
compelled him to make the point, loudly and again.
"But I tell you there isn't a beast!"
The assembly was silent.
Ralph lifted the conch again and his good humor came back
as he thought of what he had to say next.
"Now we come to the most important thing. I've been
thinking. I was thinking while we were climbing the mountain." He flashed
a conspiratorial grin at the other two. "And on the beach just now. This
is what I thought. We want to have fun. And we want to be rescued."
The passionate noise of agreement from the assembly hit
him like a wave and he lost his thread. He thought again.
"We want to be rescued; and of course we shall be
rescued."
Voices babbled. The simple statement, unbacked by any
proof but the weight of Ralph's new authority, brought light and happiness. He
had to wave the conch before he could make them hear him.
"My father's in the Navy. He said there aren't any
unknown islands left. He says the Queen has a big room full of maps and all the
islands in the world are drawn there. So the Queen's got a picture of this
island."
Again came the sounds of cheerfulness and better heart.
"And sooner or later a ship will put in here. It
might even be Daddy's ship. So you see, sooner or later, we shall be rescued."
He paused, with the point made. The assembly was lifted
toward safety by his words. They liked and now respected him. Spontaneously
they began to clap and presently the platform was loud with applause. Ralph
flushed, looking sideways at Piggy's open admiration, and then the other way at
Jack who was smirking and showing that he too knew how to clap.
Ralph waved the conch.
"Shut up! Wait! Listen!"
He went on in the silence, borne on his triumph.
"There's another thing. We can help them to find us.
If a ship comes near the island they may not notice us. So we must make smoke
on top of the mountain. We must make a fire."
"A fire! Make a fire!"
At once half the boys were on their feet. Jack clamored
among them, the conch forgotten.
"Come on! Follow me!"
The space under the palm trees was full of noise and
movement. Ralph was on his feet too, shouting for quiet, but no one heard him.
All at once the crowd swayed toward the island and was gone--following Jack.
Even the tiny children went and did their best among the leaves and broken
branches. Ralph was left, holding the conch, with no one but Piggy.
Piggy's breathing was quite restored.
"Like kids!" he said scornfully. "Acting
like a crowd of kids!"
Ralph looked at him doubtfully and laid the conch on the
tree trunk.
"I bet it's gone tea-time," said Piggy.
"What do they think they're going to do on that mountain?"
He caressed the shell respectfully, then stopped and
looked up.
"Ralph! Hey! Where you going?"
Ralph was already clambering over the first smashed
swathes of the scar. A long way ahead of him was crashing and laughter.
Piggy watched him in disgust.
"Like a crowd of kids--"
He sighed, bent, and laced up his shoes. The noise of the
errant assembly faded up the mountain. Then, with the martyred expression of a
parent who has to keep up with the senseless ebullience of the children, he
picked up the conch, turned toward the forest, and began to pick his way over
the tumbled scar.
Below the other side of the mountain top was a platform
of forest. Once more Ralph found himself making the cupping gesture.
"Down there we could get as much wood as we
want."
Jack nodded and pulled at his underlip. Starting perhaps
a hundred feet below them on the steeper side of the mountain, the patch might have
been designed expressly for fuel. Trees, forced by the damp heat, found too
little soil for full growth, fell early and decayed: creepers cradled them, and
new saplings searched a way up.
Jack turned to the choir, who stood ready. Their black
caps of maintenance were slid over one ear like berets.
"We'll build a pile. Come on."
They found the likeliest path down and began tugging at
the dead wood. And the small boys who had reached the top came sliding too till
everyone but Piggy was busy. Most of the wood was so rotten that when they
pulled, it broke up into a shower of fragments and woodlice and decay; but some
trunks came out in one piece. The twins, Sam 'n Eric, were the first to get a
likely log but they could do nothing till Ralph, Jack, Simon, Roger and Maurice
found room for a hand-hold. Then they inched the grotesque dead thing up the
rock and toppled it over on top. Each party of boys added a quota, less or
more, and the pile grew. At the return Ralph found himself alone on a limb with
Jack and they grinned at each other, sharing this burden. Once more, amid the
breeze, the shouting, the slanting sunlight on the high mountain, was shed that
glamour, that strange invisible light of friendship, adventure, and content.
"Almost too heavy."
Jack grinned back.
"Not for the two of us."
Together, joined in an effort by the burden, they
staggered up the last steep Of the mountain. Together, they chanted One! Two!
Three! and crashed the log on to the great pile. Then they stepped back,
laughing with triumphant pleasure, so that immediately Ralph had to stand on
his head. Below them, boys were still laboring, though some of the small ones
had lost interest and were searching this new forest for fruit. Now the twins,
with unsuspected intelligence, came up the mountain with armfuls of dried
leaves and dumped them against the pile. One by one, as they sensed that the
pile was complete, the boys stopped going back for more and stood, with the
pink, shattered top of the mountain around them. Breath came evenly by now, and
sweat dried.
Ralph and Jack looked at each other while society paused
about them. The shameful knowledge grew in them and they did not know how to
begin confession.
Ralph spoke first, crimson in the face.
"Will you?"
He cleared his throat and went on.
"Will you light the fire?"
Now the absurd situation was open, Jack blushed too. He
began to mutter vaguely.
"You rub two sticks. You rub--"
He glanced at Ralph, who blurted out the last confession
of incompetence.
"Has anyone got any matches?"
"You make a bow and spin the arrow," said
Roger. He rubbed his hands in mime. "Psss. Psss."
A little air was moving over the mountain. Piggy came
with it, in shorts and shirt, laboring cautiously out of the forest with the
evening sunlight gleaming from his glasses. He held the conch under his arm.
Ralph shouted at him.
"Piggy! Have you got any matches?"
The other boys took up the cry till the mountain rang.
Piggy shook his head and came to the pile.
"My! You've made a big heap, haven't you?"
Jack pointed suddenly.
"His specs--use them as burning glasses!"
Piggy was surrounded before he could back away.
"Here--let me go!" His voice rose to a shriek
of terror as Jack snatched the glasses off his face. "Mind out! Give 'em
back! I can hardly see! You'll break the conch!"
Ralph elbowed him to ne side and knelt by the pile.
"Stand out of the light."
There was pushing and pulling and officious cries. Ralph
moved the lenses back and forth, this way and that, till a glossy white image
of the declining sun lay on a piece of rotten wood. Almost at once a thin
trickle of smoke rose up and made him cough. Jack knelt too and blew gently, so
that the smoke drifted away, thickening, and a tiny flame appeared. The flame,
nearly invisible at first in that bright sunlight, enveloped a small twig,
grew, was enriched with color and reached up to a branch which exploded with a
sharp crack. The flame flapped higher and the boys broke into a cheer.
"My specs!" howled Piggy. "Give me my
specs!"
Ralph stood away from the pile and put the glasses into
Piggy's groping hands. His voice subsided to a mutter.
"Jus' blurs, that's all. Hardly see my hand--"
The boys were dancing. The pile was so rotten, and now so
tinder-dry, that whole limbs yielded passionately to the yellow flames that
poured upwards and shook a great beard of flame twenty feet in the air. For
yards round the fire the heat was like a blow, and the breeze was a river of
sparks. Trunks crumbled to white dust.
Ralph shouted.
"More wood! All of you get more wood!"
Life became a race with the fire and the boys scattered
through the upper forest. To keep a clean flag of flame flying on the mountain
was the immediate end and no one looked further. Even the smallest boys, unless
fruit claimed them, brought little pieces of wood and threw them in. The air
moved a little faster and became a light wind, so that leeward and windward
side were clearly differentiated. On one side the air was cool, but on the
other the fire thrust out a savage arm of heat that crinkled hair on the
instant. Boys who felt the evening wind on their damp faces paused to enjoy the
freshness of it and then found they were exhausted. They flung themselves down
in the shadows that lay among the shattered rocks. The beard of flame diminished
quickly; then the pile fell inwards with a soft, cindery sound, and sent a
great tree of sparks upwards that leaned away and drifted downwind. The boys
lay, panting like dogs.
Ralph raised his head off his forearms.
"That was no good."
Roger spat efficiently into the hot dust.
"What d'you mean?"
"There wasn't any smoke. Only flame."
Piggy had settled himself in a space between two rocks,
and sat with the conch on his knees.
"We haven't made a fire," he said, "what's
any use. We couldn't keep a fire like that going, not if we tried."
"A fat lot you tried," said Jack
contemptuously. "You just sat."
"We used his specs," said Simon, smearing a
black cheek with his forearm. "He helped that way."
"I got the conch," said Piggy indignantly.
"You let me speak!"
"The conch doesn't count on top of the
mountain," said Jack, "so you shut up."
"I got the conch in my hand."
"Put on green branches," said Maurice.
"That's the best way to make smoke."
"I got the conch--"
Jack turned fiercely.
"You shut up!"
Piggy wilted. Ralph took the conch from him and looked
round the circle of boys.
"We've got to have special people for looking after
the fire. Any day there may be a ship out there"--he waved his arm at the
taut wire of the horizon--"and if we have a signal going they'll come and
take us off. And another thing. We ought to have more rules. Where the conch
is, that's a meeting. The same up here as down there."
They assented. Piggy opened his mouth to speak, caught
Jack's eye and shut it again. Jack held out his hands for the conch and stood
up, holding the delicate thing carefully in his sooty hands.
"I agree with Ralph. We've got to have rules and
obey them. After all, we're not savages. We're English, and the English are
best at everything. So we've got to do the right things."
He turned to Ralph.
"Ralph, I'll split up the choir--my hunters, that
is--into groups, and we'll be responsible for keeping the fire going--"
This generosity brought a spatter of applause from the
boys, so that Jack grinned at them, then waved the conch for silence.
"We'll let the fire burn out now. Who would see
smoke at night-time, anyway? And we can start the fire again whenever we like.
Altos, you can keep the fire going this week, and trebles the next--"
The assembly assented gravely.
"And we'll be responsible for keeping a lookout too.
If we see a ship out there"--they followed the direction of his bony arm
with their eyes--"we'll put green branches on. Then there'll be more
smoke."
They gazed intently at the dense blue of the horizon, as
if a little silhouette might appear there at any moment.
The sun in the west was a drop of burning gold that slid
nearer and nearer the sill of the world. All at once they were aware of the
evening as the end of light and warmth.
Roger took the conch and looked round at them gloomily.
"I've been watching the sea. There hasn't been the
trace of a ship. Perhaps we'll never be rescued."
A murmur rose and swept away. Ralph took back the conch.
"I said before we'll be rescued sometime. We've just
got to wait, that's all."
Daring, indignant, Piggy took the conch.
"That's what I said! I said about our meetings and
things and then you said shut up--"
His voice lifted into the whine of virtuous
recrimination. They stirred and began to shout him down.
"You said you wanted a small fire and you been and
built a pile like a hayrick. If I say anything," cried Piggy, with bitter
realism, "you say shut up; but if Jack or Maurice or Simon--"
He paused in the tumult, standing, looking beyond them
and down the unfriendly side of the mountain to the great patch where they had
found dead wood. Then he laughed so strangely that they were hushed, looking at
the flash of his spectacles in astonishment. They followed his gaze to find the
sour joke.
"You got your small fire all right."
Smoke was rising here and there among the creepers that
festooned the dead or dying trees. As they watched, a flash of fire appeared at
the root of one wisp, and then the smoke thickened. Small flames stirred at the
trunk of a tree and crawled away through leaves and brushwood, dividing and
increasing. One patch touched a tree trunk and scrambled up like a bright
squirrel. The smoke increased, sifted, rolled outwards. The squirrel leapt on
the wings of the wind and clung to another standing tree, eating downwards.
Beneath the dark canopy of leaves and smoke the fire laid hold on the forest
and began to gnaw. Acres of black and yellow smoke rolled steadily toward the
sea. At the sight of the flames and the irresistible course of the fire, the
boys broke into shrill, excited cheering. The flames, as though they were a
kind of wild life, crept as a jaguar creeps on its belly toward a line of
birch-like saplings that fledged an outcrop of the pink rock. They flapped at
the first of the trees, and the branches grew a brief foliage of fire. The
heart of flame leapt nimbly across the gap between the trees and then went
swinging and flaring along the whole row of them. Beneath the capering boys a
quarter of a mile square of forest was savage with smoke and flame. The
separate noises of the fire merged into a drum-roll that seemed to shake the
mountain.
"You got your small fire all right."
Startled, Ralph realized that the boys were falling still
and silent, feeling the beginnings of awe at the power set free below them. The
knowledge and the awe made him savage.
"Oh, shut up!"
"I got the conch," said Piggy, in a hurt voice.
"I got a right to speak."
They looked at him with eyes that lacked interest in what
they saw, and cocked ears at the drum-roll of the fire. Piggy glanced nervously
into hell and cradled the conch.
"We got to let that burn out now. And that was our
firewood."
He licked his lips.
"There ain't nothing we can do. We ought to be more
careful. I'm scared--"
Jack dragged his eyes away from the fire.
"You're always scared. Yah--Fatty!"
"I got the conch," said Piggy bleakly. He
turned to Ralph. "I got the conch, ain't I Ralph?"
Unwillingly Ralph turned away from the splendid, awful
sight.
"What's that?"
"The conch. I got a right to speak."
The twins giggled together.
"We wanted smoke--"
"Now look--!"
A pall stretched for miles away from the island. All the
boys except Piggy started to giggle; presently they were shrieking with
laughter.
Piggy lost his temper.
"I got the conch! Just you listen! The first thing
we ought to have made was shelters down there by the beach. It wasn't half cold
down there in the night. But the first time Ralph says 'fire' you goes howling
and screaming up this here mountain. Like a pack of kids!"
By now they were listening to the tirade.
"How can you expect to be rescued if you don't put
first things first and act proper?"
He took off his glasses and made as if to put down the
conch; but the sudden motion toward it of most of the older boys changed his
mind. He tucked the shell under his arm, and crouched back on a rock.
"Then when you get here you build a bonfire that
isn't no use. Now you been and set the whole island on fire. Won't we look
funny if the whole island burns up? Cooked fruit, that's what we'll have to
eat, and roast pork. And that's nothing to laugh at! You said Ralph was chief
and you don't give him time to think. Then when he says something you rush off,
like, like--"
He paused for breath, and the fire growled at them.
"And that's not all. Them kids. The little 'uns. Who
took any notice of 'em? Who knows how many we got?"
Ralph took a sudden step forward.
"I told you to. I told you to get a list of
names!"
"How could I," cried Piggy indignantly,
"all by myself? They waited for two minutes, then they fell in the sea;
they went into the forest; they just scattered everywhere. How was I to know
which was which?"
Ralph licked pale lips.
"Then you don't know how many of us there ought to
be?"
"How could I with them little 'uns running round
like insects? Then when you three came back, as soon as you said make a fire,
they all ran away, and I never had a chance--"
"That's enough!" said Ralph sharply, and
snatched back the conch. "If you didn't you didn't."
"--then you come up here an' pinch my specs--"
Jack turned on him.
"You shut up!"
"--and them little 'uns was wandering about down
there where the fire is. How d'you know they aren't still there?"
Piggy stood up and pointed to the smoke and flames. A
murmur rose among the boys and died away. Something strange was happening to
Piggy, for he was gasping for breath.
"That little 'un--" gasped Piggy--"him
with the mark on his face, I don't see him. Where is he now?"
The crowd was as silent as death.
"Him that talked about the snakes. He was down
there--"
A tree exploded in the fire like a bomb. Tall swathes of
creepers rose for a moment into view, agonized, and went down again. The little
boys screamed at them.
"Snakes! Snakes! Look at the snakes!"
In the west, and unheeded, the sun lay only an inch or
two above the sea. Their faces were lit redly from beneath. Piggy fell against
a rock and clutched it with both hands.
"That little 'un that had a mark on his face--where
is--he now? I tell you I don't see him."
The boys looked at each other fearfully, unbelieving.
"--where is he now?"
Ralph muttered the reply as if in shame. "Perhaps he
went back to the, the--" Beneath them, on the unfriendly side of the
mountain, the drum-roll continued.
Huts on the Beach
Jack was bent double. He was down like a sprinter, his
nose only a few inches from the humid earth. The tree trunks and the creepers
that festooned them lost themlves in a green dusk thirty feet above him, and all
about was the undergrowth. There was only the faintest indication of a trail
here; a cracked twig and what might be the impression of one side of a hoof. He
lowered his chin and stared at the traces as though he would force them to
speak to him. Then dog-like, uncomfortably on all fours yet unheeding his
discomfort, he stole forward five yards and stopped. Here was loop of creeper
with a tendril pendant from a node. The tendril was polished on the underside;
pigs, passing through the loop, brushed it with their bristly hide.
Jack crouched with his face a few inches away from this
clue, then stared forward into the semi-darkness of the undergrowth. His sandy
hair, considerably longer than it had been when they dropped in, was lighter
now; and his bare back was a mass of dark freckles and peeling sunburn. A
sharpened stick about five feet long trailed from his right hand, and except
for a pair of tattered shorts held up by his knife-belt he was naked. He closed
his eyes, raised his head and breathed in gently with flared nostrils,
assessing the current of warm air for information. The forest and he were very
still.
At length he let out his breath in a long sigh and opened
his eyes. They were bright blue, eyes that in this frustration seemed bolting
and nearly mad. He passed his tongue across dry lips and scanned the
uncommunicative forest. Then again he stole forward and cast this way and that
over the ground.
The silence of the forest was more oppressive than the
heat, and at this hour of the day there was not even the whine of insects. Only
when Jack himself roused a gaudy bird from a primitive nest of sticks was the
silence shattered and echoes set ringing by a harsh cry that seemed to come out
of the abyss of ages. Jack himself shrank at this cry with a hiss of indrawn
breath, and for a minute became less a hunter than a furtive thing, ape-like
among the tangle of trees. Then the trail, the frustration, claimed him again
and he searched the ground avidly. By the trunk of a vast tree that grew pale
flowers on its grey bark he checked, closed his eyes, and once more drew in the
warm air; and this time his breath came short, there was even a passing pallor
in his face, and then the surge of blood again. He passed like a shadow under
the darkness of the tree and crouched, looking down at the trodden ground at
his feet.
The droppings were warm. They lay piled among turned
earth. They were olive green, smooth, and they steamed a little. Jack lifted
his head and stared at the inscrutable masses of creeper that lay across the
trail. Then he raised his spear and sneaked forward. Beyond the creeper, the
trail joined a pig-run that was wide enough and trodden enough to be a path.
The ground was hardened by an accustomed tread and as Jack rose to his full
height he heard something moving on it. He swung back his right arm and hurled
the spear with all his strength. From the pig-run came the quick, hard patter
of hoofs, a castanet sound, seductive, maddening--the promise of meat. He
rushed out of the undergrowth and snatched up his spear. The pattering of pig's
trotters died away in the distance.
Jack stood there, streaming with sweat, streaked with
brown earth, stained by all the vicissitudes of a day's hunting. Swearing, he
turned off the trail and pushed his way through until the forest opened a
little and instead of bald trunks supporting a dark roof there were light grey
trunks and crowns of feathery palm. Beyond these was the glitter of the sea and
he could hear voices. Ralph was standing by a contraption of palm trunks and
leaves, a rude shelter that faced the lagoon and seemed very near to falling
down. He did not notice when Jack spoke.
"Got any water?"
Ralph looked up, frowning, from the complication of
leaves. He did not notice Jack even when he saw him.
"I said have you got any water? I'm thirsty."
Ralph withdrew his attention from the shelter and realized Jack with a start.
"Oh, hullo. Water? There by the tree. Ought to be
some left."
Jack took up a coconut shell that brimmed with fresh
water from among a group that was arranged in the shade, and drank. The water
splashed over his chin and neck and chest. He breathed noisily when he had
finished.
"Needed that."
Simon spoke from inside the shelter.
"Up a bit."
Ralph turned to the shelter and lifted a branch with a
whole tiling of leaves.
The leaves came apart and fluttered down. Simon's
contrite face appeared in the hole.
"Sorry."
Ralph surveyed the wreck with distaste.
"Never get it done."
He flung himself down at Jack's feet. Simon remained,
looking out of the hole in the shelter. Once down, Ralph explained.
"Been working for days now. And look!"
Two shelters were in position, but shaky. This one was a
ruin.
"And they keep running off. You remember the
meeting? How everyone was going to work hard until the shelters were
finished?"
"Except me and my hunters--"
"Except the hunters. Well, the littluns are--"
He gesticulated, sought for a word.
"They're hopeless. The older ones aren't much
better. D'you see? All day I've been working with Simon. No one else. They're
off bathing, or eating, or playing."
Simon poked his head out carefully.
"You're chief. You tell 'em off."
Ralph lay flat and looked up at the palm trees and the
sky.
"Meetings. Don't we love meetings? Every day. Twice
a day. We talk." He got on one elbow. "I bet if I blew the conch this
minute, they'd come running. Then we'd be, you know, very solemn, and someone
would say we ought to build a jet, or a submarine, or a TV set. When the
meeting was over they'd work for five minutes, then wander off or go
hunting."
Jack flushed.
"We want meat."
"Well, we haven't got any yet. And we want shelters.
Besides, the rest of your hunters came back hours ago. They've been
swimming."
"I went on," said Jack. "I let them go. I
had to go on. I--"
He tried to convey the compulsion to track down and kill
that was swallowing him up.
"I went on. I thought, by myself--"
The madness came into his eyes again.
"I thought I might--kill."
"But you didn't."
"I thought I might."
Some hidden passion vibrated in Ralph's voice.
"But you haven't yet."
His invitation might have passed as casual, were it not
for the undertone.
"You wouldn't care to help with the shelters, I
suppose?"
"We want meat--"
"And we don't get it."
Now the antagonism was audible.
"But I shall! Next time! I've got to get a barb on
this spear! We wounded a pig and the spear fell out. If we could only make
barbs--"
"We need shelters."
Suddenly Jack shouted in rage.
"Are you accusing--?"
"All I'm saying is we've worked dashed hard. That's
all."
They were both red in the face and found looking at each
other difficult. Ralph rolled on his stomach and began to play with the grass.
"If it rains like when we dropped in we'll need
shelters all right. And then another thing. We need shelters because of
the--"
He paused for a moment and they both pushed their anger
away. Then he went on with the safe, changed subject.
"You've noticed, haven't you?"
Jack put down his spear and squatted.
"Noticed what?"
"Well. They're frightened."
He rolled over and peered into Jack's fierce, dirty face.
"I mean the way things are. They dream. You can hear
'em. Have you been awake at night?"
Jack shook his head.
"They talk and scream. The littluns. Even some of
the others. As if--"
"As if it wasn't a good island."
Astonished at the interruption, they looked up at Simon's
serious face.
"As if," said Simon, "the beastie, the
beastie or the snake-thing, was real. Remember?"
The two older boys flinched when they heard the shameful
syllable. Snakes were not mentioned now, were not mentionable.
"As if this wasn't a good island," said Ralph
slowly. "Yes, that's right."
Jack sat up and stretched out his legs.
"They're batty."
"Crackers. Remember when we went exploring?"
They grinned at each other, remembering the glamour of the first day. Ralph
went on.
"So we need shelters as a sort of--"
"Home."
"That's right."
Jack drew up his legs, clasped his knees, and frowned in
an effort to attain clarity.
"All the same--in the forest. I mean when you're
hunting, not when you're getting fruit, of course, but when you're on your
own--"
He paused for a moment, not sure if Ralph would take him
seriously.
"Go on."
"If you're hunting sometimes you catch yourself
feeling as if--" He flushed suddenly. "There's nothing in it of
course. Just a feeling. But you can feel as if you're not hunting, but--being
hunted, as if something's behind you all the time in the jungle."
They were silent again: Simon intent, Ralph incredulous
and faintly indignant. He sat up, rubbing one shoulder with a dirty hand.
"Well, I don't know."
Jack leapt to his feet and spoke very quickly.
"That's how you can feel in the forest. Of course
there's nothing in it. Only--only--"
He took a few rapid steps toward the beach, then came back.
"Only I know how they feel. See? That's all."
"The best thing we can do is get ourselves
rescued."
Jack had to think for a moment before he could remember
what rescue was.
"Rescue? Yes, of course! All the same, I'd like to
catch a pig first--" He snatched up his spear and dashed it into the
ground. The opaque, mad look came into his eyes again. Ralph looked at him
critically through his tangle of fair hair.
"So long as your hunters remember the fire--"
"You and your fire!"
The two boys trotted down the beach, and, turning at the
water's edge, looked back at the pink mountain. The trickle of smoke sketched a
chalky line up the solid blue of the sky, wavered high up and faded. Ralph
frowned.
"I wonder how far off you could see that."
"Miles."
"We don't make enough smoke."
The bottom part of the trickle, as though conscious of
their gaze, thickened to a creamy blur which crept up the feeble column.
"They've put on green branches," muttered
Ralph. "I wonder!" He screwed up his eyes and swung round to search
the horizon.
"Got it!"
Jack shouted so loudly that Ralph jumped.
"What? Where? Is it a ship?"
But Jack was pointing to the high declivities that led
down from the mountain to the flatter part of the island.
"Of course! They'll lie up there--they must, when
the sun's too hot--"
Ralph gazed bewildered at his rapt face.
"--they get up high. High up and in the shade,
resting during the heat, like cows at home--"
"I thought you saw a ship!"
"We could steal up on one--paint our faces so they
wouldn't see--perhaps surround them and then--"
Indignation took away Ralph's control.
"I was talking about smoke! Don't you want to be
rescued? All you can talk about is pig, pig, pig!"
"But we want meat!"
"And I work all day with nothing but Simon and you
come back and don't even notice the huts!"
"I was working too--"
"But you like it!" shouted Ralph. "You
want to hunt! While I--"
They faced each other on the bright beach, astonished at
the rub of feeling. Ralph looked away first, pretending interest in a group of
littluns on the sand. From beyond the platform came the shouting of the hunters
in the swimming pool. On the end of the platform, Piggy was lying flat, looking
down into the brilliant water.
"People don't help much."
He wanted to explain how people were never quite what you
thought they were.
"Simon. He helps." He pointed at the shelters.
"All the rest rushed off. He's done as much as I
have. Only--"
"Simon's always about."
Ralph stared back to the shelters with Jack by his side.
"Do a bit for you," muttered Jack, "before
I have a bathe."
"Don't bother."
But when they reached the shelters Simon was not to be
seen. Ralph put his head in the hole, withdrew it, and turned to Jack.
"He's buzzed off."
"Got fed up," said Jack, "and gone for a
bathe."
Ralph frowned.
"He's queer. He's funny."
Jack nodded, as much for the sake of agreeing as
anything, and by tacit consent they left the shelter and went toward the
bathing pool.
"And then," said Jack, "when I've had a
bathe and something to eat, I'll just trek over to the other side of the
mountain and see if I can see any traces. Coming?"
"But the sun's nearly set!"
"I might have time---"
They walked along, two continents of experience and
feeling, unable to communicate.
"If I could only get a pig!"
"I'll come back and go on with the shelter."
They looked at each other, baffled, in love and hate. All
the warm salt water of the bathing pool and the shouting and splashing and
laughing were only just sufficient to bring them together again.
Simon was not in the bathing pool as they had expected.
When the other two had trotted down the beach to look
back at the mountain he had followed them for a few yards and then stopped. He
had stood frowing down at a pile of sand on the beach where somebody had been
trying to build a little house or hut. Then he turned his back on this and
walked into the forest with an air of purpose. He was a small, skinny boy, his
chin pointed, and his eyes so bright they had deceived Ralph into thinking him delightfully
gay and wicked. The coarse mop of black hair was long and swung down, almost
concealing a low, broad forehead. He wore the remains of shorts and his feet
were bare like Jack's. Always darkish in color, Simon was burned by the sun to
a deep tan that glistened with sweat.
He picked his way up the scar, passed the great rock
where Ralph had climbed on the first morning, then turned off to his right
among the trees. He walked with an accustomed tread through the acres of fruit
trees, where the least energetic could find an easy if unsatisfying meal.
Flower and fruit grew together on the same tree and everywhere was the scent of
ripeness and the booming of a million bees at pasture. Here the littluns who
had run after him caught up with him. They talked, cried out unintelligibly,
lugged him toward the trees. Then, amid the roar of bees in the afternoon
sunlight, Simon found for them the fruit they could not reach, pulled off the
choicest from up in the foliage, passed them back down to the endless, outstretched
hands. When he had satisfied them he paused and looked round. The littluns
watched him inscrutably over double handfuls of ripe fruit.
Simon turned away from them and went where the just
perceptible path led him. Soon high jungle closed in. Tall trunks bore
unexpected pale flowers all the way up to the dark canopy where life went on
clamorously. The air here was dark too, and the creepers dropped their ropes
like the rigging of foundered ships. His feet left prints in the soft soil and
the creepers shivered throughout their lengths when he bumped them.
He came at last to a place where more sunshine fell.
Since they had not so far to go for light the creepers had woven a great mat
that hung at the side of an open space in the jungle; for here a patch of rock
came close to the surface and would not allow more than little plants and ferns
to grow. The whole space was walled with dark aromatic bushes, and was a bowl
of heat and light. A great tree, fallen across one corner, leaned against the
trees that still stood and a rapid climber flaunted red and yellow sprays right
to the top.
Simon paused. He looked over his shoulder as Jack had
done at the close ways behind him and glanced swiftly round to confirm that he
was utterly alone. For a moment his movements were almost furtive. Then he bent
down and wormed his way into the center of the mat. The creepers and the bushes
were so close that he left his sweat on them and they pulled together behind
him. When he was secure in the middle he was in a little cabin screened off
from the open space by a few leaves. He squatted down, parted the leaves and
looked out into the clearing. Nothing moved but a pair of gaudy butterflies
that danced round each other in the hot air. Holding his breath he cocked a
critical ear at the sounds of the island. Evening was advancing toward the
island; the sounds of the bright fantastic birds, the bee-sounds, even the
crying of the gulls that were returning to their roosts among the square rocks,
were fainter. The deep sea breaking miles away on the reef made an undertone
less perceptible than the susurration of the blood.
Simon dropped the screen of leaves back into place. The
slope of the bars of honey-colored sunlight decreased; they slid up the bushes,
passed over the green candle-like buds, moved up toward the canopy, and
darkness thickened under the trees. With the fading of the light the riotous
colors died and the heat and urgency cooled away. The candlebuds stirred. Their
green sepals drew back a little and the white tips of the flowers rose
delicately to meet the open air.
Now the sunlight had lifted clear of the open space and
withdrawn from the sky. Darkness poured out, submerging the ways between the
trees till they were dim and strange as the bottom of the sea. The candle-buds
opened their wide white flowers glimmering under the light that pricked down
from the first stars. Their scent spilled out into the air and took possession
of the island.
Painted Faces and Long Hair
The first rhythm that they became used to was the slow
swing from dawn to quick dusk. They accepted the pleasures of morning, the
bright sun, the whelming sea and sweet air, as a time when play was good and
life so full that hope was not necessary and therefore forgotten. Toward noon,
as the floods of light fell more nearly to the perpendicular, the stark colors
of the morning were smoothed in pearl and opalescence; and the heat--as though
the impending sun's height gave it momentum--became a blow that they ducked,
running to the shade and lying there, perhaps even sleeping.
Strange things happened at midday. The glittering sea
rose up, moved apart in planes of blatant impossibility; the coral reef and the
few stunted palms that clung to the more elevated parts would float up into the
sky, would quiver, be plucked apart, run like raindrops on a wire or be
repeated as in an odd succession of mirrors. Sometimes land loomed where there
was no land and flicked out like a bubble as the children watched. Piggy
discounted all this learnedly as a "mirage"; and since no boy could
reach even the reef over the stretch of water where the snapping sharks waited,
they grew accustomed to these mysteries and ignored them, just as they ignored
the miraculous, throbbing stars. At midday the illusions merged into the sky
and there the sun gazed down like an angry eye. Then, at the end of the
afternoon; the mirage subsided and the horizon became level and blue and
clipped as the sun declined. That was another time of comparative coolness but
menaced by the coming of the dark. When the sun sank, darkness dropped on the
island like an extinguisher and soon the shelters were full of restlessness,
under the remote stars.
Nevertheless, the northern European tradition of work,
play, and food right through the day, made it possible for them to adjust
themselves wholly to this new rhythm. The littlun Percival had early crawled
into a shelter and stayed there for two days, talking, singing, and crying,
till they thought him batty and were faintly amused. Ever since then he had
been peaked, red-eyed, and miserable; a littiun who played little and cried
often.
The smaller boys were known now by the generic title of
"littluns." The decrease in size, from Ralph down, was gradual; and
though there was a dubious region inhabited by Simon and Robert and Maurice,
nevertheless no one had any difficulty in recognizing biguns at one end and
littluns at the other. The undoubted littluns, those aged about six, led a
quite distinct, and at the same time intense, life of their own. They ate most
of the day, picking fruit where they could reach it and not particular about
ripeness and quality. They were used now to stomach-aches and a sort of chronic
diarrhoea. They suffered untold terrors in the dark and huddled together for
comfort. Apart from food and sleep, they found time for play, aimless and
trivial, in the white sand by the bright water. They cried for their mothers
much less often than might have been expected; they were very brown, and filthily
dirty. They obeyed the summons of the conch, partly because Ralph blew it, and
he was big enough to be a link with the adult world of authority; and partly
because they enjoyed the entertainment of the assemblies. But otherwise they
seldom bothered with the biguns and their passionately emotional and corporate
life was their own.
They had built castles in the sand at the bar of the
little river. These castles were about one foot high and were decorated with
shells, withered flowers, and interesting stones. Round the castles was a
complex of marks, tracks, walls, railway lines, that were of significance only
if inspected with the eye at beach-level. The littluns played here, if not
happily at least with absorbed attention; and often as many as three of them
would play the same game together.
Three were playing here now. Henry was the biggest of
them. He was also a distant relative of that other boy whose mulberry-marked
face had not been seen since the evening of the great fire; but he was not old
enough to understand this, and if he had been told that the other boy had gone
home in an aircraft, he would have accepted the statement without fuss or
disbelief.
Henry was a bit of a leader this afternoon, because the
other two were Percival and Johnny, the smallest boys on the island. Percival
was mouse-colored and had not been very attractive even to his mother; Johnny
was well built, with fair hair and a natural belligerence. Just now he was
being obedient because he was interested; and the three children, kneeling in
the sand, were at peace.
Roger and Maurice came out of the forest. They were
relieved from duty at the fire and had come down for a swim. Roger led the way
straight through the castles, kicking them over, burying the flowers,
scattering the chosen stones. Maurice followed, laughing, and added to the
destruction. The three littluns paused in their game and looked up. As it
happened, the particular marks in which they were interested had not been
touched, so they made no protest. Only Percival began to whimper with an eyeful
of sand and Maurice hurried away. In his other life Maurice had received
chastisement for filling a younger eye with sand. Now, though there was no
parent to let fall a heavy hand, Maurice still felt the unease of wrongdoing. At
the back of his mind formed the uncertain outlines of an excuse. He muttered
something about a swim and broke into a trot.
Roger remained, watching the littluns. He was not
noticeably darker than when he had dropped in, but the shock of black hair,
down his nape and low on his forehead, seemed to suit his gloomy face and made
what had seemed at first an unsociable remoteness into something forbidding.
Percival finished his whimper and went on playing, for the tears had washed the
sand away. Johnny watched him with china-blue eyes; then began to fling up sand
in a shower, and presently Percival was crying again.
When Henry tired of his play and wandered off along the
beach, Roger followed him, keeping beneath the palms and drifting casually in
the same direction. Henry walked at a distance from the palms and the shade
because he was too young to keep himself out of the sun. He went down the beach
and busied himself at the water's edge. The great Pacific tide was coming in
and every few seconds the relatively still water of the lagoon heaved forwards
an inch. There were creatures that lived in this last fling of the sea, tiny
transparencies that came questing in with the water over the hot, dry sand.
With impalpable organs of sense they examined this new field. Perhaps food had
appeared where at the last incursion there had been none; bird droppings,
insects perhaps, any of the strewn detritus of landward life. Like a myriad of
tiny teeth in a saw, the transparencies came scavenging over the beach.
This was fascinating to Henry. He poked about with a bit
of stick, that itself was wave-worn and whitened and a vagrant, and tried to
control the motions of the scavengers. He made little runnels that the tide
filled and tried to crowd them with creatures. He became absorbed beyond mere
happiness as he felt himself exercising control over living things. He talked
to them, urging them, ordering them. Driven back by the tide, his footprints
became bays in which they were trapped and gave him the illusion of mastery. He
squatted on his hams at the water's edge, bowed, with a shock of hair falling
over his forehead and past his eyes, and the afternoon sun emptied down
invisible arrows.
Roger waited too. At first he had hidden behind a great
palm; but Henry's absorption with the transparencies was so obvious that at
last he stood out in full view. He looked along the beach. Percival had gone
off, crying, and Johnny was left in triumphant possession of the castles, He
sat there, crooning to himself and throwing sand at an imaginary Percival.
Beyond him, Roger could see the platform and the glints of spray where Ralph
and Simon and Piggy and Maurice were diving in the pool. He listened carefully
but could only just hear them.
A sudden breeze shook the fringe of palm trees, so that
the fronds tossed and fluttered. Sixty feet above Roger, several nuts, fibrous
lumps as big as rugby balls, were loosed from their stems. They fell about him
with a series of hard thumps and he was not touched. Roger did not consider his
escape, but looked from the nuts to Henry and back again.
The subsoil beneath the palm trees was a raised beach,
and generations of palms had worked loose in this the stones that had lain on
the sands of another shore. Roger stooped, picked up a stone, aimed, and threw
it at Henry-- threw it to miss. The stone, that token of preposterous time,
bounced five yards to Henry's right and fell in the water. Roger gathered a
handful of stones and began to throw them. Yet there was a space round Henry,
perhaps six yards in diameter, into which he dare not throw. Here, invisible
yet strong, was the taboo of the old life. Round the squatting child was the
protection of parents and school and policemen and the law. Roger's arm was
conditioned by a civilization that knew nothing of him and was in ruins.
Henry was surprised by the plopping sounds in the water.
He abandoned the noiseless transparencies and pointed at the center of the
spreading rings like a setter. This side and that the stones fell, and Henry
turned obediently but always too late to see the stones in the air. At last he
saw one and laughed, looking for the friend who was teasing him. But Roger had
whipped behind the palm again, was leaning against it breathing quickly, his
eyelids fluttering. Then Henry lost interest in stones and wandered off.
"Roger."
Jack was standing under a tree about ten yards away. When
Roger opened his eyes and saw him, a darker shadow crept beneath the
swarthiness of his skin; but Jack noticed nothing. He was eager, impatient,
beckoning, so that Roger went to him.
There was a small pool at the end of the river, dammed
back by sand and full of white water-lilies and needle-like reeds. Here Sam and
Eric were waiting, and Bill. Jack, concealed from the sun, knelt by the pool
and opened the two large leaves that he carried. One of them contained white
clay, and the other red. By them lay a stick of charcoal brought down from the
fire.
Jack explained to Roger as he worked.
"They don't smell me. They see me, I think.
Something pink, under the trees."
He smeared on the clay.
"If only I'd some green!"
He turned a half-concealed face up to Roger and answered
the incomprehension of his gaze.
"For hunting. Like in the war. You know--dazzle
paint. Like things trying to look like something else--" He twisted in the
urgency of telling. "--Like moths on a tree trunk."
Roger understood and nodded gravely. The twins moved
toward Jack and began to protest timidly about something. Jack waved them away.
"Shut up."
He rubbed the charcoal stick between the patches of red
and white on his face.
"No. You two come with me."
He peered at his reflection and disliked it. He bent
down, took up a double handful of lukewarm water and rubbed the mess from his
face. Freckles and sandy eyebrows appeared.
Roger smiled, unwillingly.
"You don't half look a mess."
Jack planned his new face. He made one cheek and one
eye-socket white, then he rubbed red over the other half of his face and
slashed a black bar of charcoal across from right ear to left jaw. He looked in
the pool for his reflection, but his breathing troubled the mirror.
"Samneric. Get me a coconut. An empty one."
He knelt, holding the shell of water. A rounded patch of
sunlight fell on his face and a brightness appeared in the depths of the water.
He looked in astonishment, no longer at himself but at an awesome stranger. He
spilt the water and leapt to his feet, laughing excitedly. Beside the pool his
sinewy body held up a mask that drew their eyes and appalled them. He began to
dance and his laughter became a bloodthirsty snarling. He capered toward Bill,
and the mask was a thing on its own, behind which Jack hid, liberated from
shame and self-consciousness. The face of red and white and black swung through
the air and jigged toward Bill. Bill started up laughing; then suddenly he fell
silent and blundered away through the bushes.
Jack rushed toward the twins.
"The rest are making a line. Come on!"
"But--"
"--we--"
"Come on! I'll creep up and stab--"
The mask compelled them.
Ralph climbed out of the bathing pool and trotted up the
beach and sat in the shade beneath the palms. His fair hair was plastered over
his eyebrows and he pushed it back. Simon was floating in the water and kicking
with his feet, and Maurice was practicing diving. Piggy was mooning about,
aimlessly picking up things and discarding them. The rock-pools which so
fascinated him were covered by the tide, so he was without an interest until
the tide went back. Presently, seeing Ralph under the palms, he came and sat by
him.
Piggy wore the remainders of a pair of shorts, his fat
body was golden brown, and the glasses still flashed when he looked at
anything. He was the only boy on the island whose hair never seemed to grow.
The rest were shockheaded, but Piggy's hair still lay in wisps over his head as
though baldness were his natural state and this imperfect covering would soon
go, like the velvet on a young stag's antlers.
"I've been thinking," he said, "about a
clock. We could make a sundial. We could put a stick in the sand, and
then--"
The effort to express the mathematical processes involved
was too great. He made a few passes instead.
"And an airplane, and a TV set," said Ralph
sourly, "and a steam engine."
Piggy shook his head.
"You have to have a lot of metal things for
that," he said, "and we haven't got no metal. But we got a
stick."
Ralph turned and smiled involuntarily. Piggy was a bore;
his fat, his ass-mar and his matter-of-fact ideas were dull, but there was
always a little pleasure to be got out of pulling his leg, even if one did it
by accident.
Piggy saw the smile and misinterpreted it as
friendliness. There had grown up tacitly among the biguns the opinion that
Piggy was an outsider, not only by accent, which did not matter, but by fat,
and ass-mar, and specs, and a certain disinclination for manual labor. Now,
finding that something he had said made Ralph smile, he rejoiced and pressed
his advantage.
"We got a lot of sticks. We could have a sundial
each. Then we should know what the time was."
"A fat lot of good that would be."
"You said you wanted things done. So as we could be
rescued."
"Oh, shut up."
He leapt to his feet and trotted back to the pool, just
as Maurice did a rather poor dive. Ralph was glad of a chance to change the
subject. He shouted as Maurice came to the surface.
"Belly flop! Belly flop!"
Maurice flashed a smile at Ralph who slid easily into the
water. Of all the boys, he was the most at home there; but today, irked by the
mention of rescue, the useless, footling mention of rescue, even the green
depths of water and the shattered, golden sun held no balm. Instead of
remaining and playing, he swam with steady strokes under Simon and crawled out
of the other side of the pool to lie there, sleek and streaming like a seal.
Piggy, always clumsy, stood up and came to stand by him, so that Ralph rolled
on his stomach and pretended not to see. The mirages had died away and gloomily
he ran his eye along the taut blue line of the horizon.
The next moment he was on his feet and shouting.
"Smoke! Smoke!"
Simon tried to sit up in the water and got a mouthful.
Maurice, who had been standing ready to dive, swayed back on his heels, made a
bolt for the platform, then swerved back to the grass under the palms. There he
started to pull on his tattered shorts, to be ready for anything.
Ralph stood, one hand holding back his hair, the other
clenched. Simon was climbing out of the water. Piggy was rubbing his glasses on
his shorts and squinting at the sea. Maurice had got both legs through one leg
of his shorts. Of all the boys, only Ralph was still.
"I can't see no smoke," said Piggy
incredulously. "I can't see no smoke, Ralph--where is it?"
Ralph said nothing. Now both his hands were clenched over
his forehead so that the fair hair was kept out of his eyes. He was leaning
forward and already the salt was whitening his body.
"Ralph--where's the ship?"
Simon stood by, looking from Ralph to the horizon.
Maurice's trousers gave way with a sigh and he abandoned them as a wreck,
rushed toward the forest, and then came back again.
The smoke was a tight little knot on the horizon and was
uncoiling slowly. Beneath the smoke was a dot that might be a funnel. Ralph's
face was pale as he spoke to himself.
"They'll see our smoke."
Piggy was looking in the right direction now.
"It don't look much."
He turned round and peered up at the mountain. Ralph
continued to watch the ship, ravenously. Color was coming back into his face.
Simon stood by him, silent.
"I know I can't see very much," said Piggy,
"but have we got any smoke?"
Ralph moved impatiently, still watching the ship.
"The smoke on the mountain."
Maurice came running, and stared out to sea. Both Simon
and Piggy were looking up at the mountain. Piggy screwed up his face but Simon
cried out as though he had hurt himself.
"Ralph! Ralph!"
The quality of his speech twisted Ralph on the sand.
"You tell me," said Piggy anxiously. "Is
there a signal?"
Ralph looked back at the dispersing smoke in the horizon,
then up at the mountain.
"Ralph--please! Is there a signal?"
Simon put out his hand, timidly, to touch Ralph; but
Ralph started to run, splashing through the shallow end of the bathing pool,
across the hot, white sand and under the palms. A moment later he was battling
with the complex undergrowth that was already engulfing the scar. Simon ran
after him, then Maurice. Piggy shouted.
"Ralph! Please--Ralph!"
Then he too started to run, stumbling over Maurice's
discarded shorts before he was across the terrace. Behind the four boys, the
smoke moved gently along the horizon; and on the beach, Henry and Johnny were
throwing sand at Percival who was crying quietly again; and all three were in
complete ignorance of the excitement.
By the time Ralph had reached the landward end of the
scar he was using precious breath to swear. He did desperate violence to his
naked body among the rasping creepers so that blood was sliding over him. Just
where the steep ascent of the mountain began, he stopped. Maurice was only a
few yards behind him.
"Piggy's specs!" shouted Ralph. "If the
fire's all out, we'll need them--"
He stopped shouting and swayed on his feet. Piggy was
only just visible, bumbling up from the beach. Ralph looked at the horizon,
then up to the mountain. Was it better to fetch Piggy's glasses, or would the
ship have gone? Or if they climbed on, supposing the fire was all out, and they
had to watch Piggy crawling nearer and the ship sinking under the horizon?
Balanced on a high peak of need, agonized by indecision, Ralph cried out:
"Oh God, oh God!"
Simon, struggling with the bushes, caught his breath. His
face was twisted. Ralph blundered on, savaging himself, as the wisp of smoke
moved on.
The fire was dead. They saw that straight away; saw what
they had really known down on the beach when the smoke of home had beckoned.
The fire was out, smokeless and dead; the watchers were gone. A pile of unused
fuel lay ready.
Ralph turned to the sea. The horizon stretched,
impersonal once more, barren of all but the faintest trace of smoke. Ralph ran
stumbling along the rocks, saved himself on the edge of the pink cliff, and
screamed at the ship.
"Come back! Come back!"
He ran backwards and forwards along the cliff, his face
always to the sea, and his voice rose insanely.
"Come back! Come back!"
Simon and Maurice arrived. Ralph looked at them with
unwinking eyes. Simon turned away, smearing the water from his cheeks. Ralph
reached inside himself for the worst word he knew.
"They let the bloody fire go out."
He looked down the unfriendly side of the mountain. Piggy
arrived, out of breath and whimpering like a littlun. Ralph clenched his fist
and went very red. The intentness of his gaze, the bitterness of his voice,
pointed for him.
"There they are."
A procession had appeared, far down among the pink stones
that lay near the water's edge. Some of the boys wore black caps but otherwise
they were almost naked. They lifted sticks in the air together whenever they
came to an easy patch. They were chanting, something to do with the bundle that
the errant twins carried so carefully. Ralph picked out Jack easily, even at
that distance, tall, red-haired, and inevitably leading the procession.
Simon looked now, from Ralph to Jack, as he had looked
from Ralph to the horizon, and what he saw seemed to make him afraid. Ralph
said nothing more, but waited while the procession came nearer. The chant was
audible but at that distance still wordless. Behind Jack walked the twins,
carrying a great stake on their shoulders. The gutted carcass of a pig swung
from the stake, swinging heavily as the twins toiled over the uneven ground.
The pig's head hung down with gaping neck and seemed to search for something on
the ground. At last the words of the chant floated up to them, across the bowl
of blackened wood and ashes.
"_Kill the pig. Cut her throat. Spill her
blood._"
Yet as the words became audible, the procession reached
the steepest part of the mountain, and in a minute or two the chant had died
away. Piggy sniveled and Simon shushed him quickly as though he had spoken too
loudly in church.
Jack, his face smeared with clays, reached the top first
and hailed Ralph excitedly, with lifted spear.
"Look! We've killed a pig--we stole up on them--we
got in a circle--"
Voices broke in from the hunters.
"We got in a circle--"
"We crept up--"
"The pig squealed--"
The twins stood with the pig swinging between them,
dropping black gouts on the rock. They seemed to share one wide, ecstatic grin.
Jack had too many things to tell Ralph at once. Instead, he danced a step or
two, then remembered his dignity and stood still, grinning. He noticed blood on
his hands and grimaced distastefully, looked for something on which to clean
them, then wiped them on his shorts and laughed.
Ralph spoke.
"You let the fire go out."
Jack checked, vaguely irritated by this irrelevance but
too happy to let it worry him.
"We can light the fire again. You should have been
with us, Ralph. We had a smashing time. The twins got knocked over--"
"We hit the pig--"
"--I fell on top--"
"I cut the pig's throat," said Jack, proudly,
and yet twitched as he said it. "Can I borrow yours, Ralph, to make a nick
in the hilt?"
The boys chattered and danced. The twins continued to
grin.
"There was lashings of blood," said Jack,
laughing and shuddering, "you should have seen it!"
"We'll go hunting every day--"
Ralph spoke again, hoarsely. He had not moved.
"You let the fire go out."
This repetition made Jack uneasy. He looked at the twins
and then back at Ralph.
"We had to have them in the hunt," he said,
"or there wouldn't have been enough for a ring."
He flushed, conscious of a fault.
"The fire's only been out an hour or two. We can
light up again--"
He noticed Ralph's scarred nakedness, and the sombre
silence of all four of them. He sought, charitable in his happiness, to include
them in the thing that had happened. His mind was crowded with memories;
memories of the knowledge that had come to them when they closed in on the
struggling pig, knowledge that they had outwitted a living thing, imposed their
will upon it, taken away its life like a long satisfying drink.
He spread his arms wide.
"You should have seen the blood!"
The hunters were more silent now, but at this they buzzed
again. Ralph flung back his hair. One arm pointed at the empty horizon. His voice
was loud and savage, and struck them into silence.
"There was aship."
Jack, faced at once with too many awful implications,
ducked away from them. He laid a hand on the pig and drew his knife. Ralph
brought his arm down, fist clenched, and his voice shook.
"There was a ship. Out there. You said you'd keep
the fire going and you let it out!" He took a step toward Jack, who turned
and faced him.
"They might have seen us. We might have gone
home--"
This was too bitter for Piggy, who forgot his timidity in
the agony of his loss. He began to cry out, shrilly:
"You and your blood, Jack Merridew! You and your
hunting! We might have gone home--"
Ralph pushed Piggy to one side.
"I was chief, and you were going to do what I said.
You talk. But you can't even build huts--then you go off hunting and let out
the fire--"
He turned away, silent for a moment. Then his voice came
again on a peak of feeling.
"There was a ship--"
One of the smaller hunters began to wail. The dismal
truth was filtering through to everybody. Jack went very red as he hacked and
pulled at the pig.
"The job was too much. We needed everyone."
Ralph turned.
"You could have had everyone when the shelters were
finished. But you had to hunt--"
"We needed meat."
Jack stood up as he said this, the bloodied knife in his
hand. The two boys faced each other. There was the brilliant world of hunting,
tactics, fierce exhilaration, skill; and there was the world of longing and
baffled commonsense. Jack transferred the knife to his left hand and smudged
blood over his forehead as he pushed down the plastered hair.
Piggy began again.
"You didn't ought to have let that fire out. You
said you'd keep the smoke going--"
This from Piggy, and the wails of agreement from some of
the hunters, drove Jack to violence. The bolting look came into his blue eyes.
He took a step, and able at last to hit someone, stuck his fist into Piggy's
stomach. Piggy sat down with a grunt. Jack stood over him. His voice was
vicious with humiliation.
"You would, would you? Fatty!"
Ralph made a step forward and Jack smacked Piggy's head.
Piggy's glasses flew off and tinkled on the rocks. Piggy cried out in terror:
"My specs!"
He went crouching and feeling over the rocks but Simon,
who got there first, found them for him. Passions beat about Simon on the
mountain-top with awful wings.
"One side's broken."
Piggy grabbed and put on the glasses. He looked
malevolently at Jack.
"I got to have them specs. Now I only got one eye.
Jus' you wait--"
Jack made a move toward Piggy who scrambled away till a
great rock lay between them. He thrust his head over the top and glared at Jack
through his one flashing glass.
"Now I only got one eye. Just you wait--"
Jack mimicked the whine and scramble.
"Jus' you wait--yah!"
Piggy and the parody were so funny that the hunters began
to laugh. Jack felt encouraged. He went on scrambling and the laughter rose to
a gale of hysteria. Unwillingly Ralph felt his lips twitch; he was angry with
himself for giving way.
He muttered.
"That was a dirty trick."
Jack broke out of his gyration and stood facing Ralph.
His words came in a shout.
"All right, all right!"
He looked at Piggy, at the hunters, at Ralph.
"I'm sorry. About the fire, I mean. There. I--"
He drew himself up.
"--I apologize."
The buzz from the hunters was one of admiration at this
handsome behavior. Clearly they were of the opinion that Jack had done the
decent thing, had put himself in the right by his generous apology and Ralph,
obscurely, in the wrong. They waited for an appropriately decent answer.
Yet Ralph's throat refused to pass one. He resented, as
an addition to Jack's misbehavior, this verbal trick. The fire was dead, the
ship was gone. Could they not see? Anger instead of decency passed his throat.
"That was a dirty trick."
They were silent on the mountain-top while the opaque
look appeared in Jack's eyes and passed away.
Ralph's final word was an ingracious mutter.
"All right. Light the fire."
With some positive action before them, a little of the
tension died. Ralph said no more, did nothing, stood looking down at the ashes
round his feet. Jack was loud and active. He gave orders, sang, whistled, threw
remarks at the silent Ralph--remarks that did not need an answer, and therefore
could not invite a snub; and still Ralph was silent. No one, not even Jack,
would ask him to move and in the end they had to build the fire three yards
away and in a place not really as convenient.
So Ralph asserted his chieftainship and could not have
chosen a better way if he had thought for days. Against this weapon, so
indefinable and so effective, Jack was powerless and raged without knowing why.
By the time the pile was built, they were on different sides of a high barrier.
When they had dealt with the fire another crisis arose.
Jack had no means of lighting it. Then to his surprise, Ralph went to Piggy and
took the glasses from him. Not even Ralph knew how a link between him and Jack
had been snapped and fastened elsewhere.
"I'll bring 'em back."
"I'll come too."
Piggy stood behind him, islanded in a sea of meaningless
color, while Ralph knelt and focused the glossy spot. Instantly the fire was
alight, Piggy held out his hands and grabbed the glasses back.
Before these fantastically attractive flowers of violet
and red and yellow, unkindness melted away. They became a circle of boys round
a camp fire and even Piggy and Ralph were half-drawn in. Soon some of the boys
were rushing down the slope for more wood while Jack hacked the pig. They tried
holding the whole carcass on a stake over the fire, but the stake burnt more
quickly than the pig roasted. In the end they skewered bits of meat on branches
and held them in the flames: and even then almost as much boy was roasted as
meat.
Ralph's mouth watered. He meant to refuse meat, but his
past diet of fruit and nuts, with an odd crab or fish, gave him too little
resistance. He accepted a piece of halfraw meat and gnawed it like a wolf.
Piggy spoke, also dribbling.
"Aren't I having none?"
Jack had meant to leave him in doubt, as an assertion of
power; but Piggy by advertising his omission made more cruelty necessary.
"You didn't hunt."
"No more did Ralph," said Piggy wetly,
"nor Simon." He amplified. "There isn't more than a ha'porth of
meat in a crab."
Ralph stirred uneasily. Simon, sitting between the twins
and Piggy, wiped his mouth and shoved his piece of meat over the rocks to
Piggy, who grabbed it. The twins giggled and Simon lowered his face in shame.
Then Jack leapt to his feet, slashed off a great hunk of
meat, and flung it down at Simon's feet.
"Eat! Damn you!"
He glared at Simon.
"Take it!"
He spun on his heel, center of a bewildered circle of
boys.
"I got you meat!"
Numberless and inexpressible frustrations combined to
make his rage elemental and awe-inspiring.
"I painted my face--I stole up. Now you eat--all of
you--and I--"
Slowly the silence on the mountain-top deepened till the
click of the fire and the soft hiss of roasting meat could be heard clearly.
Jack looked round for understanding but found only respect. Ralph stood among
the ashes of the signal fire, his hands full of meat, saying nothing.
Then at last Maurice broke the silence. He changed the
subject to the only one that could bring the majority of them together.
"Where did you find the pig?"
Roger pointed down the unfriendly side. "They were
there--by the sea."
Jack, recovering could not bear to have his story told.
He broke in quickly.
"We spread round. I crept, on hands and knees. The
spears fell out because they hadn't barbs on. The pig ran away and made an
awful noise--"
"It turned back and ran into the circle,
bleeding--"
All the boys were talking at once, relieved and excited.
"We closed in--"
The first blow had paralyzed its hind quarters, so then
the circle could close in and beat and beat--
"I cut the pig's throat--"
The twins, still sharing their identical grin, jumped up
and ran round each other. Then the rest joined in, making pig-dying noises and
shouting.
"One for his nob!"
"Give him a fourpenny one!"
Then Maurice pretended to be the pig and ran squealing
into the center, and the hunters, circling still, pretended to beat him. As
they danced, they sang.
"_Kill the pig. Cut her throat. Bash her in._"
Ralph watched them, envious and resentful. Not till they
flagged and the chant died away, did he speak.
"I'm calling an assembly."
One by one, they halted, and stood watching him.
"With the conch. I'm calling a meeting even if we
have to go on into the dark. Down on the platform. When I blow it. Now."
He turned away and walked off, down the mountain.
Beast from Water
The tide was coming in and there was only a narrow strip
of firm beach between the water and the white, stumbling stuff near the palm
terrace. Ralph chose the firm strip as a path because he needed to think, and
only here could he allow his feet to move without having to watch them.
Suddenly, pacing by the water, he was overcome with astonishment. He found
himself understanding the wearisomeness of this life, where every path was an
improvisation and a considerable part of one's waking life was spent watching
one's feet. He stopped, facing the strip; and remembering that first
enthusiastic exploration as though it were part of a brighter childhood, he
smiled jeeringly. He turned then and walked back toward the platform with the
sun in his face. The time had come for the assembly and as he walked into the
concealing splendors of the sunlight he went carefully over the points of his
speech. There must be no mistake about this assembly, no chasing imaginary. . .
.
He lost himself in a maze of thoughts that were rendered
vague by his lack of words to express them. Frowning, he tried again.
This meeting must not be fun, but business.
At that he walked faster, aware all at once of urgency
and the declining sun and a little wind created by his speed that breathed
about his face. This wind pressed his grey shirt against his chest so that he
noticed--in this new mood of comprehension--how the folds were stiff like
cardboard, and unpleasant; noticed too how the frayed edges of his shorts were
making an uncomfortable, pink area on the front of his thighs. With a
convulsion of the mind, Ralph discovered dirt and decay, understood how much he
disliked perpetually flicking the tangled hair out of his eyes, and at last,
when the sun was gone, rolling noisily to rest among dry leaves. At that he
began to trot.
The beach near the bathing pool was dotted with groups of
boys waiting for the assembly. They made way for him silently, conscious of his
grim mood and the fault at the fire.
The place of assembly in which he stood was roughly a
triangle; but irregular and sketchy, like everything they made. First there was
the log on which he himself sat; a dead tree that must have been quite
exceptionally big for the platform. Perhaps one of those legendary storms of
the Pacific had shifted it here. This palm trunk lay parallel to the beach, so
that when Ralph sat he faced the island but to the boys was a darkish figure
against the shimmer of the lagoon. The two sides of the triangle of which the
log was base were less evenly defined. On the right was a log polished by
restless seats along the top, but not so large as the chief's and not so
comfortable. On the left were four small logs, one of them--the
farthest--lamentably springy. Assembly after assembly had broken up in laughter
when someone had leaned too far back and the log had whipped and thrown half a
dozen boys backwards into the grass. Yet now, he saw, no one had had the
wit--not himself nor Jack, nor Piggy--to bring a stone and wedge the thing. So
they would continue enduring the ill-balanced twister, because, because. . . .
Again he lost himself in deep waters.
Grass was worn away in front of each trunk but grew tall
and untrodden in the center of the triangle. Then, at the apex, the grass was
thick again because no one sat there. All round the place of assembly the grey
trunks rose, straight or leaning, and supported the low roof of leaves. On two
sides was the beach; behind, the lagoon; in front, the darkness of the island.
Ralph turned to the chief's seat. They had never had an
assembly as late before. That was why the place looked so different. Normally
the underside of the green roof was lit by a tangle of golden reflections, and
their faces were lit upside down--like, thought Ralph, when you hold an
electric torch in your hands. But now the sun was slanting in at one side, so
that the shadows were where they ought to be.
Again he fell into that strange mood of speculation that
was so foreign to him. If faces were different when lit from above or
below--what was a face? What was anything?
Ralph moved impatiently. The trouble was, if you were a
chief you had to think, you had to be wise. And then the occasion slipped by so
that you had to grab at a decision. This made you think; because thought was a
valuable thing, that got results. . . .
Only, decided Ralph as he faced the chief's seat, I can't
think. Not like Piggy.
Once more that evening Ralph had to adjust his values.
Piggy could think. He could go step by step inside that fat head of his, only
Piggy was no chief. But Piggy, for all his ludicrous body, had brains. Ralph
was a specialist in thought now, and could recognize thought in another.
The sun in his eyes reminded him how time was passing, so
he took the conch down from the tree and examined the surface. Exposure to the
air had bleached the yellow and pink to near-white, and transparency. Ralph
felt a kind of affectionate reverence for the conch, even though he had fished
the thing out of the lagoon himself. He faced the place of assembly and put the
conch to his lips.
The others were waiting for this and came straight away.
Those who were aware that a ship had passed the island while the fire was out
were subdued by the thought of Ralph's anger; while those, including the
littluns who did not know, were impressed by the general air of solemnity. The
place of assembly filled quickly; Jack, Simon, Maurice, most of the hunters, on
Ralph's right; the rest on the left, under the sun. Piggy came and stood
outside the triangle. This indicated that he wished to listen, but would not
speak; and Piggy intended it as a gesture of disapproval.
"The thing is: we need an assembly."
No one said anything but the faces turned to Ralph were
intent. He flourished the conch. He had learnt as a practical business that
fundamental statements like this had to be said at least twice, before everyone
understood them. One had to sit, attracting all eyes to the conch, and drop words
like heavy round stones among the little groups that crouched or squatted. He
was searching his mind for simple words so that even the littluns would
understand what the assembly was about. Later perhaps, practiced
debaters--Jack, Maurice, Piggy--would use their whole art to twist the meeting:
but now at the beginning the subject of the debate must be laid out clearly.
"We need an assembly. Not for fun. Not for laughing
and falling off the log"--the group of littluns on the twister giggled and
looked at each other--"not for making jokes, or for"--he lifted the
conch in an effort to find the compelling word--"for cleverness. Not for
these things. But to put things straight."
He paused for a moment.
"I've been alone. By myself I went, thinking what's what.
I know what we need. An assembly to put things straight. And first of all, I'm
speaking."
He paused for a moment and automatically pushed back his
hair. Piggy tiptoed to the triangle, his ineffectual protest made, and joined
the others.
Ralph went on.
"We have lots of assemblies. Everybody enjoys
speaking and being together. We decide things. But they don't get done. We were
going to have water brought from the stream and left in those coconut shells
under fresh leaves. So it was, for a few days. Now there's no water. The shells
are dry. People drink from the river."
There was a murmur of assent.
"Not that there's anything wrong with drinking from
the river. I mean I'd sooner have water from that place-- you know, the pool
where the waterfall is--than out of an old coconut shell. Only we said we'd
have the water brought. And now not. There were only two full shells there this
afternoon."
He licked his lips.
"Then there's huts. Shelters."
The murmur swelled again and died away.
"You mostly sleep in shelters. Tonight, except for
Samneric up by the fire, you'll all sleep there. Who built the shelters?"
Clamor rose at once. Everyone had built the shelters.
Ralph had to wave the conch once more.
"Wait a minute! I mean, who built all three? We all
built the first one, four of us the second one, and me 'n Simon built the last
one over there. That's why it's so tottery. No. Don't laugh. That shelter might
fall down if the rain comes back. We'll need those shelters then."
He paused and cleared his throat.
"There's another thing. We chose those rocks right
along beyond the bathing pool as a lavatory. That was sensible too. The tide
cleans the place up. You littluns know about that."
There were sniggers here and there and swift glances.
"Now people seem to use anywhere. Even near the
shelters and the platform. You littluns, when you're getting fruit; if you're
taken short--"
The assembly roared.
"I said if you're taken short you keep away from the
fruit. That's dirty!"
Laughter rose again.
"I said that's dirty!"
He plucked at his stiff, grey shirt.
"That's really dirty. If you're taken short you go
right along the beach to the rocks. See?"
Piggy held out his hands for the conch but Ralph shook
his head. His speech was planned, point by point.
"We've all got to use the rocks again. This place is
getting dirty." He paused. The assembly, sensing a crisis, was tensely
expectant. "And then: about the fire."
Ralph let out his spare breath with a little gasp that
was echoed by his audience. Jack started to chip a piece of wood with his knife
and whispered something to Robert, who looked away.
"The fire is the most important thing on the island.
How can we ever be rescued except by luck, if we don't keep a fire going? Is a
fire too much for us to make?"
He flung out an arm.
"Look at us! How many are we? And yet we can't keep
a fire going to make smoke. Don't you understand? Can't you see we ought
to--ought to die before we let the fire out?"
There was a self-conscious giggling among the hunters.
Ralph turned on them passionately.
"You hunters! You can laugh! But I tell you the
smoke is more important than the pig, however often you kill one. Do all of you
see?" He spread his arms wide and turned to the whole triangle.
"We've got to make smoke up there--or die."
He paused, feeling for his next point.
"And another thing."
Someone called out.
"Too many things."
There came a mutter of agreement. Ralph overrode them.
"And another thing. We nearly set the whole island
on fire. And we waste time, rolling rocks, and making little cooking fires. Now
I say this and make it a rule, because I'm chief. We won't have a fire anywhere
but on the mountain. Ever."
There was a row immediately. Boys stood up and shouted
and Ralph shouted back.
"Because if you want a fire to cook fish or crab,
you can jolly well go up the mountain. That way we'll be certain."
Hands were reaching for the conch in the light of the
setting sun. He held on and leapt on the trunk.
"All this I meant to say. Now I've said it. You
voted me for chief. Now you do what I say."
They quieted, slowly, and at last were seated again.
Ralph dropped down and spoke in his ordinary voice.
"So remember. The rocks for a lavatory. Keep the
fire going and smoke showing as a signal. Don't take fire from the mountain.
Take your food up there."
Jack stood up, scowling in the gloom, and held out his
hands.
"I haven't finished yet."
"But you've talked and talked!"
"I've got the conch."
Jack sat down, grumbling.
"Then the last thing. This is what people can talk
about."
He waited till the platform was very still.
"Things are breaking up. I don't understand why. We
began well; we were happy. And then--"
He moved the conch gently, looking beyond them at
nothing, remembering the beastie, the snake, the fire, the talk of fear.
"Then people started getting frightened."
A murmur, almost a moan, rose and passed away. Jack had
stopped whittling. Ralph went on, abruptly.
"But that's littluns' talk. We'll get that straight.
So the last part, the bit we can all talk about, is kind of deciding on the
fear."
The hair was creeping into his eyes again.
"We've got to talk about this fear and decide
there's nothing in it. I'm frightened myself, sometimes; only that's nonsense!
Like bogies. Then, when we've decided, we can start again and be careful about
things like the fire." A picture of three boys walking along the bright
beach flitted through his mind. "And be happy."
Ceremonially, Ralph laid the conch on the trunk beside
him as a sign that the speech was over. What sunlight reached them was level.
Jack stood up and took the conch.
"So this is a meeting to find out what's what. I'll
tell you what's what. You littluns started all this, with the fear talk.
Beasts! Where from? Of course we're frightened sometimes but we put up with
being frightened. Only Ralph says you scream in the night. What does that mean
but nightmares? Anyway, you don't hunt or build or help--you're a lot of
cry-babies and sissies. That's what. And as for the fear--you'll have to put up
with that like the rest of us."
Ralph looked at Jack open-mouthed, but Jack took no
notice.
"The thing is--fear can't hurt you any more than a
dream. There aren't any beasts to be afraid of on this island." He looked
along the row of whispering littluns. "Serve you right if something did
get you, you useless lot of cry-babies! But there is no animal--"
Ralph interrupted him testily.
"What is all this? Who said anything about an
animal?"
"You did, the other day. You said they dream and cry
out. Now they talk--not only the littluns, but my hunters sometimes--talk of a
thing, a dark thing, a beast, some sort of animal. I've heard. You thought not,
didn't you? Now listen. You don't get big animals on small islands. Only pigs.
You only get lions and tigers in big countries like Africa and
"And the Zoo--"
"I've got the conch. I'm not talking about the fear.
I'm talking about the beast. Be frightened if you like. But as for the
beast--"
Jack paused, cradling the conch, and turned to his
hunters with their dirty black caps.
"Am I a hunter or am I not?"
They nodded, simply. He was a hunter all right. No one
doubted that.
"Well then--I've been all over this island. By
myself. If there were a beast I'd have seen it. Be frightened because you're
like that--but there is no beast in the forest."
Jack handed back the conch and sat down. The whole
assembly applauded him with relief. Then Piggy held out his hand.
"I don't agree with all Jack said, but with some.
'Course there isn't a beast in the forest. How could there be? What would a
beast eat?"
"Pig."
"We eat pig."
"Piggy!"
"I got the conch!" said Piggy indignantly.
"Ralph-- they ought to shut up, oughtn't they? You shut up, you littluns!
What I mean is that I don't agree about this here fear. Of course there isn't
nothing to be afraid of in the forest. Why--I been there myself! You'll be
talking about ghosts and such things next. We know what goes on and if there's
something wrong, there's someone to put it right."
He took off his glasses and blinked at them. The sun had
gone as if the light had been turned off.
He proceeded to explain.
"If you get a pain in your stomach, whether it's a
little one or a big one--"
"Yours is a big one."
"When you done laughing perhaps we can get on with
the meeting. And if them littluns climb back on the twister again they'll only
fall off in a sec. So they might as well sit on the ground and listen. No. You
have doctors for everything, even the inside of your mind. You don't really
mean that we got to be frightened all the time of nothing? Life," said
Piggy expansively, "is scientific, that's what it is. In a year or two
when the war's over they'll be traveling to Mars and back. I know there isn't
no beast--not with claws and all that, I mean--but I know there isn't no fear,
either."
Piggy paused.
"Unless--"
Ralph moved restlessly.
"Unless what?"
"Unless we get frightened of people."
A sound, half-laugh, half-jeer, rose among the seated
boys. Piggy ducked his head and went on hastily.
"So let's hear from that littlun who talked about a
beast and perhaps we can show him how silly he is."
The littluns began to jabber among themselves, then one
stood forward.
"What's your name?"
"Phil."
For a littlun he was self-confident, holding out his
hands, cradling the conch as Ralph did, looking round at them to collect their
attention before he spoke.
"Last night I had a dream, a horrid dream, fighting
with things. I was outside the shelter by myself, fighting with things, those
twisty things in the trees."
He paused, and the other littluns laughed in horrified
sympathy.
"Then I was frightened and I woke up. And I was
outside the shelter by myself in the dark and the twisty things had gone
away."
The vivid horror of this, so possible and so nakedly
terrifying, held them all silent. The child's voice went piping on from behind
the white conch.
"And I was frightened and started to call out for
Ralph and then I saw something moving among the trees, something big and
horrid."
He paused, half-frightened by the recollection yet proud
of the sensation he was creating.
"That was a nightmare," said Ralph. "He
was walking in his sleep."
The assembly murmured in subdued agreement.
The littlun shook his head stubbornly.
"I was asleep when the twisty things were fighting
and when they went away I was awake, and I saw something big and horrid moving
in the trees."
Ralph held out his hands for the conch and the littlun
sat down.
"You were asleep. There wasn't anyone there. How
could anyone be wandering about in the forest at night? Was anyone? Did anyone
go out?"
There was a long pause while the assembly grinned at the
thought of anyone going out in the darkness. Then Simon stood up and Ralph
looked at him in astonishment.
"You! What were you mucking about in the dark
for?"
Simon grabbed the conch convulsively.
"I wanted--to go to a place--a place I know."
"What place?"
"Just a place I know. A place in the jungle."
He hesitated.
Jack settled the question for them with that contempt in
his voice that could sound so funny and so final.
"He was taken short."
With a feeling of humiliation on Simon's behalf, Ralph
took back the conch, looking Simon sternly in the face as he did so.
"Well, don't do it again. Understand? Not at night.
There's enough silly talk about beasts, without the littluns seeing you gliding
about like a--"
The derisive laughter that rose had fear in it and
condemnation. Simon opened his mouth to speak but Ralph had the conch, so he
backed to his seat.
When the assembly was silent Ralph turned to Piggy.
"Well, Piggy?"
"There was another one. Him."
The littluns pushed Percival forward, then left him by
himself. He stood knee-deep in the central grass, looking at his hidden feet,
trying to pretend he was in a tent. Ralph remembered another small boy who had stood
like this and he flinched away from the memory. He had pushed the thought down
and out of sight, where only some positive reminder like this could bring it to
the surface. There had been no further numberings of the littluns, partly
because there was no means of insuring that all of them were accounted for and
partly because Ralph knew the answer to at least one question Piggy had asked
on the mountaintop. There were little boys, fair, dark, freckled, and all
dirty, but their faces were all dreadfully free of major blemishes. No one had
seen the mulberry-colored birthmark again. But that time Piggy had coaxed and
bullied. Tacitly admitting that he remembered the unmentionable, Ralph nodded
to Piggy.
"Go on. Ask him."
Piggy knelt, holding the conch.
"Now then. What's your name?"
The small boy twisted away into his tent. Piggy turned
helplessly to Ralph, who spoke sharply.
"What's your name?"
Tormented by the silence and the refusal the assembly
broke into a chant.
"What's your name? What's your name?"
"Quiet!"
Ralph peered at the child in the twilight.
"Now tell us. What's your name?"
"Percival Wemys Madison. The Vicarage, Harcourt St.
Anthony, Hants, telephone, telephone, tele--"
As if this information was rooted far down in the springs
of sorrow, the littlun wept. His face puckered, the tears leapt from his eyes,
his mouth opened till they could see a square black hole. At first he was a
silent effigy of sorrow; but then the lamentation rose out of him, loud and
sustained as the conch.
"Shut up, you! Shut up!"
Percival Wemys Madison would not shut up. A spring had
been tapped, far beyond the reach of authority or even physical intimidation.
The crying went on, breath after breath, and seemed to sustain him upright as
if he were nailed to it.
"Shut up! Shut up!"
For now the littluns were no longer silent. They were
reminded of their personal sorrows; and perhaps felt themselves to share in a
sorrow that was universal. They began to cry in sympathy, two of them almost as
loud as Percival.
Maurice saved them. He cried out.
"Look at me!"
He pretended to fall over. He rubbed his rump and sat on
the twister so that he fell in the grass. He downed badly; but Percival and the
others noticed and sniffed and laughed. Presently they were all laughing so
absurdly that the biguns joined in.
Jack was the first to make himself heard. He had not got
the conch and thus spoke against the rules; but nobody minded.
"And what about the beast?"
Something strange was happening to Percival. He yawned
and staggered, so that Jack seized and shook him.
"Where does the beast live?"
Percival sagged in Jack's grip.
"That's a clever beast," said Piggy, jeering,
"if it can hide on this island."
"Jack's been everywhere--"
"Where could a beast live?"
"Beast my foot!"
Percival muttered something and the assembly laughed
again. Ralph leaned forward.
"What does he say?"
Jack listened to Percival's answer and then let go of
him. Percival, released, surrounded by the comfortable presence of humans, fell
in the long grass and went to sleep.
Jack cleared his throat, then reported casually.
"He says the beast comes out of the sea."
The last laugh died away. Ralph turned involuntarily, a
black, humped figure against the lagoon. The assembly looked with him,
considered the vast stretches of water, the high sea beyond, unknown indigo of
infinite possibility, heard silently the sough and whisper from the reef.
Maurice spoke, so loudly that they jumped.
"Daddy said they haven't found all the animals in
the sea yet."
Argument started again. Ralph held out the glimmering
conch and Maurice took it obediently. The meeting subsided.
"I mean when Jack says you can be frightened because
people are frightened anyway that's all right. But when he says there's only
pigs on this island I expect he's right but he doesn't know, not really, not
certainly I mean--" Maurice took a breath. "My daddy says there's
things, what d'you call'em that make ink--squids--that are hundreds of yards
long and eat whales whole." He paused again and laughed gaily. "I
don't believe in the beast of course. As Piggy says, life's scientific, but we
don't know, do we? Not certainly, I mean--"
Someone shouted.
"A squid couldn't come up out of the water!"
"Could!"
"Couldn't!"
In a moment the platform was full of arguing,
gesticulating shadows. To Ralph, seated, this seemed the breaking up of sanity.
Fear, beasts, no general agreement that the fire was all-important: and when
one tried to get the thing straight the argument sheered off, bringing up
fresh, unpleasant matter.
He could see a whiteness in the gloom near him so he
grabbed it from Maurice and blew as loudly as he could. The assembly was
shocked into silence. Simon was close to him, laying hands on the conch. Simon
felt a perilous necessity to speak; but to speak in assembly was a terrible
thing to him.
"Maybe," he said hesitantly, "maybe there
is a beast."
The assembly cried out savagely and Ralph stood up in
amazement.
"You, Simon? You believe in this?"
"I don't know," said Simon. His heartbeats were
choking him. "But. . . ."
The storm broke.
"Sit down!"
"Shut up!"
"Take the conch!"
"Sod you!"
"Shut up!"
Ralph shouted.
"Hear him! He's got the conch!"
"What I mean is . . . maybe it's only us."
"Nuts!"
That was from Piggy, shocked out of decorum. Simon went
on.
"We could be sort of. . . ."
Simon became inarticulate in his effort to express
mankind's essential illness. Inspiration came to him.
"What's the dirtiest thing there is?"
As an answer Jack dropped into the uncomprehending silence
that followed it the one crude expressive syllable. Release was immense. Those
littluns who had climbed back on the twister fell off again and did not mind.
The hunters were screaming with delight.
Simon's effort fell about him in ruins; the laughter beat
him cruelly and he shrank away defenseless to his seat.
At last the assembly was silent again. Someone spoke out
of turn.
"Maybe he means it's some sort of ghost."
Ralph lifted the conch and peered into the gloom. The
lightest thing was the pale beach. Surely the littluns were nearer? Yes--there
was no doubt about it, they were huddled into a tight knot of bodies in the
central grass. A flurry of wind made the palms talk and the noise seemed very
loud now that darkness and silence made it so noticeable. Two grey trunks
rubbed each other with an evil speaking that no one had noticed by day.
Piggy took the conch out of his hands. His voice was
indignant.
"I don't believe in no ghosts--ever!"
Jack was up too, unaccountably angry.
"Who cares what you believe--Fatty!"
"I got the conch!"
There was the sound of a brief tussle and the conch moved
to and fro.
"You gimme the conch back!"
Ralph pushed between them and got a thump on the chest.
He wrestled the conch from someone and sat down breathlessly.
"There's too much talk about ghosts. We ought to
have left all this for daylight."
A hushed and anonymous voice broke in.
"Perhaps that's what the beast is--a ghost."
The assembly was shaken as by a wind.
"There's too much talking out of turn," Ralph
said, "because we can't have proper assemblies if you don't stick to the
rules."
He stopped again. The careful plan of this assembly had
broken down.
"What d'you want me to say then? I was wrong to call
this assembly so late. We'll have a vote on them; on ghosts I mean; and then go
to the shelters because we're all tired. No--Jack is it?--wait a minute. I'll
say here and now that I don't believe in ghosts. Or I don't think I do. But I
don't like the thought of them. Not now that is, in the dark. But we were going
to decide what's what."
He raised the conch for a moment.
"Very well then. I suppose what's what is whether
there are ghosts or not--"
He thought for a moment, formulating the question.
"Who thinks there may be ghosts?"
For a long time there was silence and no apparent
movement. Then Ralph peered into the gloom and made out the hands. He spoke
flatly.
"I see."
The world, that understandable and lawful world, was
slipping away. Once there was this and that; and now-- and the ship had gone.
The conch was snatched from his hands and Piggy's voice
shrilled.
"I didn't vote for no ghosts!"
He whirled round on the assembly.
"Remember that, all of you!"
They heard him stamp.
"What are we? Humans? Or animals? Or savages? What's
grownups going to think? Going off--hunting pigs--letting fires out--and
now!"
A shadow fronted him tempestuously.
"You shut up, you fat slug!"
There was a moment's struggle and the glimmering conch
jigged up and down. Ralph leapt to his feet.
"Jack! Jack! You haven't got the conch! Let him
speak."
Jack's face swam near him.
"And you shut up! Who are you, anyway? Sitting there
telling people what to do. You can't hunt, you can't sing--"
"I'm chief. I was chosen."
"Why should choosing make any difference? Just giving
orders that don't make any sense--"
"Piggy's got the conch."
"That's right--favor Piggy as you always do--"
"Jack!"
Jack's voice sounded in bitter mimicry.
"Jack! Jack!"
"The rules!" shouted Ralph. "You're
breaking the rules!"
"Who cares?"
Ralph summoned his wits.
"Because the rules are the only thing we've
got!"
But Jack was shouting against him.
"Bollocks to the rules! We're strong--we hunt! If
there's a beast, we'll hunt it down! We'll close in and beat and beat and
beat--!"
He gave a wild whoop and leapt down to the pale sand. At
once the platform was full of noise and excitement, scramblings, screams and
laughter. The assembly shredded away and became a discursive and random scatter
from the palms to the water and away along the beach, beyond night-sight. Ralph
found his cheek touching the conch and took it from Piggy.
"What's grownups going to say?" cried Piggy
again. "Look at 'em!"
The sound of mock hunting, hysterical laughter and real
terror came from the beach.
"Blow the conch, Ralph."
Piggy was so close that Ralph could see the glint of his
one glass.
"There's the fire. Can't they see?"
"You got to be tough now. Make 'em do what you
want."
Ralph answered in the cautious voice of one who rehearses
a theorem.
"If I blow the conch and they don't come back; then
we've had it. We shan't keep the fire going. We'll be like animals. We'll never
be rescued."
"If you don't blow, we'll soon be animals anyway. I
can't see what they're doing but I can hear."
The dispersed figures had come together on the sand and
were a dense black mass that revolved. They were chanting something and
littluns that had had enough were staggering away, howling. Ralph raised the
conch to his lips and then lowered it.
"The trouble is: Are there ghosts, Piggy? Or
beasts?"
"Course there aren't."
"Why not?"
"'Cos things wouldn't make sense. Houses an'
streets, an'--TV--they wouldn't work."
The dancing, chanting boys had worked themselves away
till their sound was nothing but a wordless rhythm.
"But s'pose they don't make sense? Not here, on this
island? Supposing things are watching us and waiting?"
Ralph shuddered violently and moved closer to Piggy, so
that they bumped frighteningly.
"You stop talking like that! We got enough trouble,
Ralph, an' I've had as much as I can stand. If there is ghosts--''
"I ought to give up being chief. Hear 'em."
"Oh lord! Oh no!"
Piggy gripped Ralph's arm.
"If Jack was chief he'd have all hunting and no
fire. We'd be here till we died."
His voice ran up to a squeak.
"Who's that sitting there?"
"
"Fat lot of good we are," said Ralph.
"Three blind mice. I'll give up."
"If you give up," said Piggy, in an appalled
whisper, "what 'ud happen to me?"
"Nothing."
"He hates me. I dunno why. If he could do what he wanted--you're
all right, he respects you. Besides--you'd hit him."
"You were having a nice fight with him just
now."
"I had the conch," said Piggy simply. "I
had a right to speak."
Simon stirred in the dark.
"Go on being chief."
"You shut up, young Simon! Why couldn't you say
there wasn't a beast?"
"I'm scared of him," said Piggy, "and
that's why I know him. If you're scared of someone you hate him but you can't
stop thinking about him. You kid yourself he's all right really, an' then when
you see him again; it's like asthma an' you can't breathe. I tell you what. He
hates you too, Ralph--"
"Me? Why me?"
"I dunno. You got him over the fire; an' you're
chief an' he isn't."
"But he's, he's, Jack Merridew!"
"I been in bed so much I done some thinking. I know
about people. I know about me. And him. He can't hurt you: but if you stand out
of the way he'd hurt the next thing. And that's me."
"Piggy's right, Ralph. There's you and Jack. Go on
being chief."
"We're all drifting and things are going rotten. At
home there was always a grownup. Please, sir, please, miss; and then you got an
answer. How I wish!"
"I wish my auntie was here."
"I wish my father. . . Oh, what's the use?"
"Keep the fire going."
The dance was over and the hunters were going back to the
shelters.
"Grownups know things," said Piggy. "They
ain't afraid of the dark. They'd meet and have tea and discuss. Then things 'ud
be all right--"
"They wouldn't set fire to the island. Or
lose--"
"They'd build a ship--"
The three boys stood in the darkness, striving
unsuccessfully to convey the majesty of adult life.
"They wouldn't quarrel--"
"Or break my specs--"
"Or talk about a beast--"
"If only they could get a message to us," cried
Ralph desperately. "If only they could send us something grownup. . . a
sign or something."
A thin wail out of the darkness chilled them and set them
grabbing for each other. Then the wail rose, remote and unearthly,' and turned
to an inarticulate gibbering. Percival Wemys Madison, of the Vicarage, Harcourt
St. Anthony, lying in the long grass, was living through circumstances in which
the incantation of his address was powerless to help him.
Beast from Air
There was no light left save that of the stars. When they
had understood what made this ghostly noise and Percival was quiet again, Ralph
and Simon picked him up unhandily and carried him to a shelter. Piggy hung
about near for all his brave words, and the three bigger boys went together to
the next shelter. They lay restlessly and noisily among the dry leaves,
watching the patch of stars that was the opening toward the lagoon. Sometimes a
littlun cried out from the other shelters and once a bigun spoke in the dark.
Then they too fell asleep.
A sliver of moon rose over the horizon, hardly large
enough to make a path of light even when it sat right down on the water; but
there were other lights in the sky, that moved fast, winked, or went out,
though not even a faint popping came down from the battle fought at ten miles'
height. But a sign came down from the world of grownups, though at the time
there was no child awake to read it. There was a sudden bright explosion and
corkscrew trail across the sky; then darkness again and stars. There was a
speck above the island, a figure dropping swiftly beneath a parachute, a figure
that hung with dangling limbs. The changing winds of various altitudes took the
figure where they would. Then, three miles up, the wind steadied and bore it in
a descending curve round the sky and swept it in a great slant across the reef
and the lagoon toward the mountain. The figure fell and crumpled among the blue
flowers of the mountain-side, but now there was a gentle breeze at this height
too and the parachute flopped and banged and pulled. So the figure, with feet
that dragged behind it, slid up the mountain. Yard by yard, puff by puff, the
breeze hauled the figure through the blue flowers, over the boulders and red
stones, till it lay huddled among the shattered rocks of the mountain-top. Here
the breeze was fitful and allowed the strings of the parachute to tangle and
festoon; and the figure sat, its helmeted head between its knees, held by a
complication of lines. When the breeze blew, the lines would strain taut and
some accident of this pull lifted the head and chest upright so that the figure
seemed to peer across the brow of the mountain. Then, each time the wind
dropped, the lines would slacken and the figure bow forward again, sinking its
head between its knees. So as the stars moved across the sky, the figure sat on
the mountain-top and bowed and sank and bowed again.
In the darkness of early morning there were noises by a
rock a little way down the side of the mountain. Two boys rolled out a pile of
brushwood and dead leaves, two dim shadows talking sleepily to each other. They
were the twins, on duty at the fire. In theory one should have been asleep and
one on watch. But they could never manage to do things sensibly if that meant
acting independently, and since staying awake all night was impossible, they
had both gone to sleep. Now they approached the darker smudge that had been the
signal fire, yawning, rubbing their eyes, treading with practiced feet. When
they reached it they stopped yawning, and one ran quickly back for brushwood
and leaves.
The other knelt down.
"I believe it's out."
He fiddled with the sticks that were pushed into his
hands.
"No."
He lay down and put his lips close to the smudge and blew
soffly. His face appeared, lit redly. He stopped blowing for a moment.
"Sam--give us--"
"--tinder wood."
Eric bent down and blew softly again till the patch was
bright. Sam poked the piece of tinder wood into the hot spot, then a branch.
The glow increased and the branch took fire. Sam piled on more branches.
"Don't burn the lot," said Eric, "you're
putting on too much."
"Let's warm up."
"We'll only have to fetch more wood."
"I'm cold."
"So'm I."
"Besides, it's--"
"--dark. All right, then."
Eric squatted back and watched Sam make up the fire. He
built a little tent of dead wood and the fire was safely alight.
"That was near."
"He'd have been--"
"Waxy."
"Huh."
For a few moments the twins watched the fire in silence.
Then Eric sniggered.
"Wasn't he waxy?"
"About the--"
"Fire and the pig."
"Lucky he went for Jack, 'stead of us."
"Huh. Remember old Waxy at school?"
"'Boy--you-are-driving-me-slowly-insane!'"
The twins shared their identical laughter, then
remembered the darkness and other things and glanced round uneasily. The
flames, busy about the tent, drew their eyes back again. Eric watched the
scurrying woodlice that were so frantically unable to avoid the flames, and
thought of the first fire--just down there, on the steeper side of the
mountain, where now was complete darkness. He did not like to remember it, and
looked away at the mountain-top.
Warmth radiated now, and beat pleasantly on them. Sam
amused himself by fitting branches into the fire as closely as possible. Eric
spread out his hands, searching for the distance at which the heat was just
bearable. Idly looking beyond the fire, he resettled the scattered rocks from
their flat shadows into daylight contours. Just there was the big rock, and the
three stones there, that split rock, and there beyond was a gap--just there--
"Sam."
"Huh?"
"Nothing."
The flames were mastering the branches, the bark was
curling and falling away, the wood exploding. The tent fell inwards and flung a
wide circle of light over the mountain-top.
"Sam--"
"Huh?"
"Sam! Sam!"
Sam looked at Eric irritably. The intensity of Eric's gaze
made the direction in which he looked terrible, for Sam had his back to it. He
scrambled round the fire, squatted by Eric, and looked to see. They became
motionless, gripped in each other's arms, four unwinking eyes aimed and two
mouths open.
Far beneath them, the trees of the forest sighed, then
roared. The hair on their foreheads fluttered and flames blew out sideways from
the fire. Fifteen yards away from them came the plopping noise of fabric blown
open.
Neither of the boys screamed but the grip of their arms
tightened and their mouths grew peaked. For perhaps ten seconds they crouched
like that while the flailing fire sent smoke and sparks and waves of inconstant
light over the top of the mountain.
Then as though they had but one terrified mind between
them they scrambled away over the rocks and fled.
Ralph was dreaming. He had fallen asleep after what
seemed hours of tossing and turning noisily among the dry leaves. Even the
sounds of nightmare from the other shelters no longer reached him, for he was
back to where he came from, feeding the ponies with sugar over the garden wall.
Then someone was shaking his arm, telling him that it was time for tea.
"Ralph! Wake up!"
The leaves were roaring like the sea.
"Ralph, wake up!"
"What's the matter?"
"We saw--"
"--the beast--"
"--plain!"
"Who are you? The twins?"
"We saw the beast--"
"Quiet. Piggy!"
The leaves were roaring still. Piggy bumped into him and
a twin grabbed him as he made for the oblong of paling stars.
"You can't go out--it's horrible!"
"Piggy--where are the spears?"
"I can hear the--"
"Quiet then. Lie still."
They lay there listening, at first with doubt but then
with terror to the description the twins breathed at them between bouts of
extreme silence. Soon the darkness was full of claws, full of the awful unknown
and menace. An interminable dawn faded the stars out, and at last light, sad
and grey, filtered into the shelter. They began to stir though still the world
outside the shelter was impossibly dangerous. The maze of the darkness sorted
into near and far, and at the
Ralph knelt in the entrance to the shelter and peered
cautiously round him.
"Sam 'n Eric. Call them to an assembly. Quietly. Go
on."
The twins, holding tremulously to each other, dared the
few yards to the next shelter and spread the dreadful news. Ralph stood up and
walked for the sake of dignity, though with his back pricking, to the platform.
Piggy and Simon followed him and the other boys came sneaking after.
Ralph took the conch from where it lay on the polished
seat and held it to his lips; but then he hesitated and did not blow. He held
the shell up instead and showed it to them and they understood.
The rays of the sun that were fanning upwards from below
the horizon swung downwards to eye-level. Ralph looked for a moment at the
growing slice of gold that lit them from the right hand and seemed to make
speech possible. The circle of boys before him bristled with hunting spears.
He handed the conch to Eric, the nearest of the twins.
"We've seen the beast with our own eyes. No--we
weren't asleep--"
Sam took up the story. By custom now one conch did for
both twins, for their substantial unity was recognized.
"It was furry. There was something moving behind its
head--wings. The beast moved too--"
"That was awful. It kind of sat up--"
"The fire was bright--"
"We'd just made it up--"
"--more sticks on--"
"There were eyes--"
"Teeth--"
"Claws--"
"We ran as fast as we could--"
"Bashed into things--"
"The beast followed us--"
"I saw it slinking behind the trees--"
"Nearly touched me--"
Ralph pointed fearfully at Eric's face, which was striped
with scars where the bushes had torn him.
"How did you do that?"
Eric felt his face.
"I'm all rough. Am I bleeding?"
The circle of boys shrank away in horror. Johnny, yawning
still, burst into noisy tears and was slapped by Bill till he choked on them.
The bright morning was full of threats and the circle began to change. It faced
out, rather than in, and the spears of sharpened wood were like a fence. Jack
called them back to the center.
"This'll be a real hunt! Who'll come?"
Ralph moved impatiently.
"These spears are made of wood. Don't be
silly."
Jack sneered at him.
"Frightened?"
"'Course I'm frightened. Who wouldn't be?"
He turned to the twins, yearning but hopeless.
"I suppose you aren't pulling our legs?"
The reply was too emphatic for anyone to doubt them.
Piggy took the conch.
"Couldn't we--kind of--stay here? Maybe the beast
won't come near us."
But for the sense of something watching them, Ralph would
have shouted at him.
"Stay here? And be cramped into this bit of the
island, always on the lookout? How should we get our food? And what about the
fire?"
"Let's be moving," said Jack relentlessly,
"we're wasting time."
"No we're not. What about the littluns?"
"Sucks to the littluns!"
"Someone's got to look after them."
"Nobody has so far."
"There was no need! Now there is. Piggy'll look
after them."
"That's right. Keep Piggy out of danger."
"Have some sense. What can Piggy do with only one
eye?"
The rest of the boys were looking from Jack to Ralph,
curiously.
"And another thing. You can't have an ordinary hunt
because the beast doesn't leave tracks. If it did you'd have seen them. For all
we know, the beast may swing through the trees like what's its name."
They nodded.
"So we've got to think."
Piggy took off his damaged glasses and cleaned the
remaining lens.
"How about us, Ralph?"
"You haven't got the conch. Here."
"I mean--how about us? Suppose the beast comes when
you're all away. I can't see proper, and if I get scared--"
Jack broke in, contemptuously.
"You're always scared."
"I got the conch--"
"Conch! Conch!" shouted Jack. "We don't
need the conch any more. We know who ought to say things. What good did Simon
do speaking, or Bill, or Walter? It's time some people knew they've got to keep
quiet and leave deciding things to the rest of us."
Ralph could no longer ignore his speech. The blood was
hot in his cheeks.
"You haven't got the conch," he said. "Sit
down."
Jack's face went so white that the freckles showed as
clear, brown flecks. He licked his lips and remained standing.
"This is a hunter's job."
The rest of the boys watched intently. Piggy, finding
himself uncomfortably embroiled, slid the conch to Ralph's knees and sat down.
The silence grew oppressive and Piggy held his breath.
"This is more than a hunter's job," said Ralph
at last, "because you can't track the beast. And don't you want to be
rescued?"
He turned to the assembly.
"Don't you all want to be rescued?"
He looked back at Jack.
"I said before, the fire is the main thing. Now the
fire must be out--"
The old exasperation saved him and gave him the energy to
attack.
"Hasn't anyone got any sense? We've got to relight
that fire. You never thought of that, Jack, did you? Or don't any of you want
to be rescued?"
Yes, they wanted to be rescued, there was no doubt about
that; and with a violent swing to Ralph's side, the crisis passed. Piggy let
out his breath with a gasp, reached for it again and failed. He lay against a
log, his mouth gaping, blue shadows creeping round his lips. Nobody minded him.
"Now think, Jack. Is there anywhere on the island
you haven't been?"
Unwillingly Jack answered.
"There's only--but of course! You remember? The
tail-end part, where the rocks are all piled up. I've been near there. The rock
makes a sort of bridge. There's only one way up."
"And the thing might live there."
All the assembly talked at once.
"Quite! All right. That's where we'll look. If the
beast isn't there we'll go up the mountain and look; and light the fire."
"Let's go."
"We'll eat first. Then go." Ralph paused.
"We'd better take spears."
After they had eaten, Ralph and the biguns set out along
the beach. They left Piggy propped up on the platform. This day promised, like
the others, to be a sunbath under a blue dome. The beach stretched away before
them in a gentle curve till perspective drew it into one with the forest; for
the day was not advanced enough to be obscured by the shifting veils of mirage.
Under Ralph's direction, they picked up a careful way along the palm terrace,
rather than dare the hot sand down by the water. He let Jack lead the way; and
Jack trod with theatrical caution though they could have seen an enemy twenty
yards away. Ralph walked in the rear, thankful to have escaped responsibility
for a time.
Simon, walking in front of Ralph, felt a flicker of
incredulity--a beast with claws that scratched, that sat on a mountain-top,
that left no tracks and yet was not fast enough to catch Samneric. However
Simon thought of the beast, there rose before his inward sight the picture of a
human at once heroic and sick.
He sighed. Other people could stand up and speak to an
assembly, apparently, without that dreadful feeling of the pressure of
personality; could say what they would as though they were speaking to only one
person. He stepped aside and looked back. Ralph was coming along, holding his
spear over his shoulder. Diffidently, Simon allowed his pace to slacken until
he was walking side by side with Ralph and looking up at him through the coarse
black hair that now fell to his eyes. Ralph glanced sideways, smiled
constrainedly as though he had forgotten that Simon had made a fool of himself,
then looked away again at nothing. For a moment or two Simon was happy to be
accepted and then he ceased to think about himself. When he bashed into a tree
Ralph looked sideways impatiently and Robert sniggered. Simon reeled and a
white spot on his forehead turned red and trickled. Ralph dismissed Simon and
returned to his personal hell. They would reach the castle some time; and the
chief would have to go forward.
Jack came trotting back. "We're in sight now."
"All right. We'll get as close as we can."
He followed Jack toward the castle where the ground rose
slightly. On their left was an impenetrable tangle of creepers and trees.
"Why couldn't there be something in that?"
"Because you can see. Nothing goes in or out."
"What about the castle then?"
"Look."
Ralph parted the screen of grass and looked out. There
were only a few more yards of stony ground and then the two sides of the island
came almost together so that one expected a peak of headland. But instead of
this a narrow ledge of rock, a few yards wide and perhaps fifteen long,
continued the island out into the sea. There lay another of those pieces of
pink squareness that underlay the structure of the island. This side of the
castle, perhaps a hundred feet high, was the pink bastion they had seen from
the mountain-top. The rock of the cliff was split and the top littered with
great lumps that seemed to totter.
Behind Ralph the tall grass had filled with silent
hunters. Ralph looked at Jack.
"You're a hunter."
Jack went red.
"I know. All right."
Something deep in Ralph spoke for him.
"I'm chief. I'll go. Don't argue."
He turned to the others.
"You. Hide here. Wait for me."
He found his voice tended either to disappear or to come
out too loud. He looked at Jack.
"Do you--think?"
Jack muttered.
"I've been all over. It must be here."
"I see."
Simon mumbled confusedly: "I don't believe in the
beast."
Ralph answered him politely, as if agreeing about the
weather.
"No. I suppose not."
His mouth was tight and pale. He put back his hair very
slowly.
"Well. So long."
He forced his feet to move until they had carried him out
on to the neck of land.
He was surrounded on all sides by chasms of empty air.
There was nowhere to hide, even if one did not have to go on. He paused on the
narrow neck and looked down. Soon, in a matter of centuries, the sea would make
an island of the castle. On the right hand was the lagoon, troubled by the open
sea; and on the left-- Ralph shuddered. The lagoon had protected them from the
Pacific: and for some reason only Jack had gone right down to the water on the
other side. Now he saw the landsman's view of the swell and it seemed like the
breathing of some stupendous creature. Slowly the waters sank among the rocks,
revealing pink tables of granite, strange growths of coral, polyp, and weed.
Down, down, the waters went, whispering like the wind among the heads of the
forest. There was one flat rock there, spread like a table, and the waters
sucking down on the four weedy sides made them seem like cliffs. Then the sleeping
leviathan breathed out, the waters rose, the weed streamed, and the water
boiled over the table rock with a roar. There was no sense of the passage of
waves; only this minute-long fall and rise and fall.
Ralph turned away to the red cliff. They were waiting
behind him in the long grass, waiting to see what he would do. He noticed that
the sweat in his palm was cool now; realized with surprise that he did not
really expect to meet any beast and didn't know what he would do about it if he
did.
He saw that he could climb the cliff but this was not
necessary. The squareness of the rock allowed a sort of plinth round it, so
that to the right, over the lagoon, one could inch along a ledge and turn the
corner out of sight. It was easy going, and soon he was peering round the rock.
Nothing but what you might expect: pink, tumbled boulders
with guano layered on them like icing; and a steep slope up to the shattered
rocks that crowned the bastion.
A sound behind him made him turn. Jack was edging along
the ledge.
"Couldn't let you do it on your own."
Ralph said nothing. He led the way over the rocks,
inspected a sort of half-cave that held nothing more terrible than a clutch of
rotten eggs, and at last sat down, looking round him and tapping the rock with
the butt of his spear.
Jack was excited.
"What a place for a fort!"
A column of spray wetted them.
"No fresh water."
"What's that then?"
There was indeed a long green smudge half-way up the
rock. They climbed up and tasted the trickle of water.
"You could keep a coconut shell there, filling all
the time."
"Not me. This is a rotten place."
Side by side they scaled the last height to where the
diminishing pile was crowned by the last broken rock. Jack struck the near one
with his fist and it grated slightly.
"Do you remember--?"
Consciousness of the bad times in between came to them
both. Jack talked quickly.
"Shove a palm trunk under that and if an enemy
came-- look!"
A hundred feet below them was the narrow causeway, then
the stony ground, then the grass dotted with heads, and behind that the forest.
"One heave," cried Jack, exulting,
"and--wheee--!"
He made a sweeping movement with his hand. Ralph looked
toward the mountain.
"What's the matter?"
Ralph turned.
"Why?"
"You were looking--I don't know why."
"There's no signal now. Nothing to show."
"You're nuts on the signal."
The taut blue horizon encircled them, broken only by the
mountain-top.
"That's all we've got."
He leaned his spear against the rocking stone and pushed
back two handfuls of hair.
"We'll have to go back and climb the mountain.
That's where they saw the beast."
"The beast won't be there."
"What else can we do?"
The others, waiting in the grass, saw Jack and Ralph
unharmed and broke cover into the sunlight. They forgot the beast in the
excitement of exploration. They swarmed across the bridge and soon were
climbing and shouting. Ralph stood now, one hand against an enormous red block,
a block large as a mill wheel that had been split off and hung, tottering.
Somberly he watched the mountain. He clenched his fist and beat hammer-wise on
the red wall at his right. His lips were tightly compressed and his eyes
yearned beneath the fringe of hair.
"Smoke."
He sucked his bruised fist.
"Jack! Come on."
But Jack was not there. A knot of boys, making a great
noise that he had not noticed, were heaving and pushing at a rock. As he
turned, the base cracked and the whole mass toppled into the sea so that a
thunderous plume of spray leapt half-way up the cliff.
"Stop it! Stop it!"
His voice struck a silence among them.
"Smoke."
A strange thing happened in his head. Something flittered
there in front of his mind like a bat's wing, obscuring his idea.
"Smoke."
At once the ideas were back, and the anger.
"We want smoke. And you go wasting your time. You
roll rocks."
Roger shouted.
"We've got plenty of time!"
Ralph shook his head.
"We'll go to the mountain."
The clamor broke out. Some of the boys wanted to go back
to the beach. Some wanted to roll more rocks. The sun was bright and danger had
faded with the darkness.
"Jack. The beast might be on the other side. You can
lead again. You've been."
"We could go by the shore. There's fruit."
Bill came up to Ralph.
"Why can't we stay here for a bit?"
"That's right.''
"Let's have a fort."
"There's no food here," said Ralph, "and
no shelter. Not much fresh water."
"This would make a wizard fort."
"We can roll rocks--"
"Right onto the bridge--"
"I say we'll go on!" shouted Ralph furiously.
"We've got to make certain. We'll go now."
"Let's stay here--"
"Back to the shelter--"
"I'm tired--"
"No!"
Ralph struck the skin off his knuckles. They did not seem
to hurt.
"I'm chief. We've got to make certain. Can't you see
the mountain? There's no signal showing. There may be a ship out there. Are you
all off your rockers?"
Mutinously, the boys fell silent or muttering.
Jack led the way down the rock and across the bridge.
Shadows and Tall Trees
The pig-run kept close to the jumble of rocks that lay
down by the water on the other side and Ralph was content to follow Jack along
it. If you could shut your ears to the slow suck down of the sea and boil of
the return, if you could forget how dun and unvisited were the ferny coverts on
either side, then there was a chance that you might put the beast out of mind
and dream for a while. The sun had swung over the vertical and the afternoon
heat was closing in on the island. Ralph passed a message forward to Jack and
when they next came to fruit the whole party stopped and ate.
Sitting, Ralph was aware of the heat for the first time
that day. He pulled distastefully at his grey shirt and wondered whether he
might undertake the adventure of washing it. Sitting under what seemed an
unusual heat, even for this island, Ralph planned his toilet. He would like to
have a pair of scissors and cut this hair--he flung the mass back--cut this
filthy hair right back to half an inch. He would like to have a bath, a proper
wallow with soap. He passed his tongue experimentally over his teeth and
decided that a toothbrush would come in handy too. Then there were his nails--
Ralph turned his hand over and examined them. They were
bitten down to the quick though he could not remember when he had restarted
this habit nor any time when he indulged it.
"Be sucking my thumb next--"
He looked round, furtively. Apparently no one had heard.
The hunters sat, stuffing themselves with this easy meal, trying to convince
themselves that they got sufficient kick out of bananas and that other olive-grey,
jelly-like fruit. With the memory of his sometime clean self as a standard,
Ralph looked them over. They were dirty, not with the spectacular dirt of boys
who have fallen into mud or been brought down hard on a rainy day. Not one of
them was an obvious subject for a shower, and yet--hair, much too long, tangled
here and there, knotted round a dead leaf or a twig; faces cleaned fairly well
by the process of eating and sweating but marked in the less accessible angles
with a kind of shadow; clothes, worn away, stiff like his own with sweat, put
on, not for decorum or comfort but out of custom; the skin of the body, scurfy
with brine--
He discovered with a little fall of the heart that these
were the conditions he took as normal now and that he did not mind. He sighed
and pushed away the stalk from which he had stripped the fruit. Already the
hunters were stealing away to do their business in the woods or down by the
rocks. He turned and looked out to sea.
Here, on the other side of the island, the view was
utterly different. The filmy enchantments of mirage could not endure the cold
ocean water and the horizon was hard, clipped blue. Ralph wandered down to the
rocks. Down here, almost on a level with the sea, you could follow with your
eye the ceaseless, bulging passage of the deep sea waves. They were miles wide,
apparently not breakers or the banked ridges of shallow water. They traveled
the length of the island with an air of disregarding it and being set on other
business; they were less a progress than a momentous rise and fall of the whole
ocean. Now the sea would suck down, making cascades and waterfalls of
retreating water, would sink past the rocks and plaster down the seaweed like
shining hair: then, pausing, gather and rise with a roar, irresistibly swelling
over point and outcrop, climbing the little cliff, sending at last an arm of
surf up a gully to end a yard or so from him in fingers of spray.
Wave after wave, Ralph followed the rise and fall until
something of the remoteness of the sea numbed his brain. Then gradually the
almost infinite size of this water forced itself on his attention. This was the
divider, the barrier. On the other side of the island, swathed at midday with
mirage, defended by the shield of the quiet lagoon, one might dream of rescue;
but here, faced by the brute obtuseness of the ocean, the miles of division,
one was clamped down, one was helpless, one was condemned, one was--
Simon was speaking almost in his ear. Ralph found that he
had rock painfully gripped in both hands, found his body arched, the muscles of
his neck stiff, his mouth strained open.
"You'll get back to where you came from."
Simon nodded as he spoke. He was kneeling on one knee,
looking down from a higher rock which he held with both hands; his other leg
stretched down to Ralph's level.
Ralph was puzzled and searched Simon's face for a clue.
"It's so big, I mean--"
Simon nodded.
"All the same. You'll get back all right. I think
so, anyway."
Some of the strain had gone from Ralph's body. He glanced
at the sea and then smiled bitterly at Simon.
"Got a ship in your pocket?"
Simon grinned and shook his head.
"How do you know, then?"
When Simon was still silent Ralph said curtly,
"You're batty."
Simon shook his head violently till the coarse black hair
flew backwards and forwards across his face.
"No, I'm not. I just _think you'll get back all
right._"
For a moment nothing more was said. And then they
suddenly smiled at each other.
Roger called from the coverts.
"Come and see!"
The ground was turned over near the pig-run and there
were droppings that steamed. Jack bent down to them as though he loved them.
"Ralph--we need meat even if we are hunting the
other thing."
"If you mean going the right way, we'll hunt."
They set off again, the hunters bunched a little by fear
of the mentioned beast, while Jack quested ahead. They went more slowly than
Ralph had bargained for; yet in a way he was glad to loiter, cradling his
spear. Jack came up against some emergency of his craft and soon the procession
stopped. Ralph leaned against a tree and at once the daydreams came swarming
up. Jack was in charge of the hunt and there would be time to get to the
mountain--
Once, following his father from
When you went to bed there was a bowl of cornflakes with
sugar and cream. And the books--they stood on the shelf by the bed, leaning
together with always two or three laid flat on top because he had not bothered
to put them back properly. They were dog-eared and scratched. There was the bright,
shining one about Topsy and Mopsy that he never read because it was about two
girls; there was the one about the magician which you read with a kind of
tied-down terror, skipping page twenty-seven with the awful picture of the
spider; there was a book about people who had dug things up, Egyptian things;
there was _The Boy's Book of Trains_, _The Boy's Book of Ships_. Vividly they
came before him; he could have reached up and touched them, could feel the
weight and slow slide with which _The Mammoth Book for Boys_ would come out and
slither down. . . . Everything was all right; everything was good-humored and
friendly.
The bushes crashed ahead of them. Boys flung themselves
wildly from the pig track and scrabbled in the creepers, screaming. Ralph saw
Jack nudged aside and fall. Then there was a creature bounding along the pig
track toward him, with tusks gleaming and an intimidating grunt. Ralph found he
was able to measure the distance coldly and take aim. With the boar only five
yards away, he flung the foolish wooden stick that he carried, saw it hit the
great snout and hang there for a moment. The boar's note changed to a squeal
and it swerved aside into the covert. The pig-run filled with shouting boys
again, Jack came running back, and poked about in the undergrowth.
"Through here--"
"But he'd do us!"
"Through here, I said--"
The boar was floundering away from them. They found
another pig-run parallel to the first and Jack raced away. Ralph was full of
fright and apprehension and pride.
"I hit him! The spear stuck in--"
Now they came, unexpectedly, to an open space by the sea.
Jack cast about on the bare rock and looked anxious.
"He's gone."
"I hit him," said Ralph again, "and the
spear stuck in a bit."
He felt the need of witnesses.
"Didn't you see me?"
Maurice nodded.
"I saw you. Right bang on his snout--Wheee!"
Ralph talked on, excitedly.
"I hit him all right. The spear stuck in. I wounded
him!"
He sunned himself in their new respect and felt that
hunting was good after all.
"I walloped him properly. That was the beast, I
think!" Jack came back.
"That wasn't the beast. That was a boar."
"I hit him."
"Why didn't you grab him? I tried--"
Ralph's voice ran up.
"But a boar!"
Jack flushed suddenly.
"You said he'd do us. What did you want to throw
for? Why didn't you wait?
He held out his arm.
"Look."
He turned his left forearm for them all to see. On the
outside was a rip; not much, but bloody.
"He did that with his tusks. I couldn't get my spear
down in time."
Attention focused on Jack.
"That's a wound," said Simon, "and you
ought to suck it. Like Berengaria."
Jack sucked.
"I hit him," said Ralph indignantly. "I
hit him with my spear, I wounded him."
He tried for their attention.
"He was coming along the path. I threw, like this--"
Robert snarled at him. Ralph entered into the play and
everybody laughed. Presently they were all jabbing at Robert who made mock
rushes.
Jack shouted.
"Make a ring!"
The circle moved in and round. Robert squealed in mock
terror, then in real pain.
"Ow! Stop it! You're hurting!"
The butt end of a spear fell on his back as he blundered
among them.
"Hold him!"
They got his arms and legs. Ralph, carried away by a
sudden thick excitement, grabbed Eric's spear and jabbed at Robert with it.
"Kill him! Kill him!"
All at once, Robert was screaming and struggling with the
strength of frenzy. Jack had him by the hair and was brandishing his knife.
Behind him was Roger, fighting to get close. The chant rose ritually, as at the
last moment of a dance or a hunt.
"_Kill the pig! Cut his throat! Kill the pig! Bash
him in!_"
Ralph too was fighting to get near, to get a handful of
that brown, vulnerable flesh. The desire to squeeze and hurt was
over-mastering.
Jack's arm came down; the heaving circle cheered and made
pig-dying noises. Then they lay quiet, panting, listening to Robert's
frightened snivels. He wiped his face with a dirty arm, and made an effort to
retrieve his status.
"Oh, my bum!"
He rubbed his rump ruefully. Jack rolled over.
"That was a good game."
"Just a game," said Ralph uneasily. "I got
jolly badly hurt at rugger once."
"We ought to have a drum," said Maurice,
"then we could do it properly."
Ralph looked at him.
"How properly?"
"I dunno. You want a fire, I think, and a drum, and
you keep time to the drum.
"You want a pig," said Roger, "like a real
hunt."
"Or someone to pretend," said Jack. "You
could get someone to dress up as a pig and then he could act--you know, pretend
to knock me over and all that."
"You want a real pig," said Robert, still
caressing his rump, "because you've got to kill him."
"Use a littlun," said Jack, and everybody
laughed.
Ralph sat up.
"Well. We shan't find what we're looking for at this
rate."
One by one they stood up, twitching rags into place.
Ralph looked at Jack.
"Now for the mountain."
"Shouldn't we go back to Piggy," said Maurice,
"before dark?"
The twins nodded like one boy.
"Yes, that's right. Let's go up there in the
morning."
Ralph looked out and saw the sea.
"We've got to start the fire again."
"You haven't got Piggy's specs," said Jack,
"so you can't.''
"Then we'll find out if the mountain's clear."
Maurice spoke, hesitating, not wanting to seem a funk.
"Supposing the beast's up there?"
Jack brandished his spear.
"We'll kill it."
The sun seemed a little cooler. He slashed with the
spear.
"What are we waiting for?"
"I suppose," said Ralph, "if we keep on by
the sea this way, we'll come out below the burnt bit and then we can climb the
mountain.
Once more Jack led them along by the suck and heave of
the blinding sea.
Once more Ralph dreamed, letting his skillful feet deal
with the difficulties of the path. Yet here his feet seemed less skillful than
before. For most of the way they were forced right down to the bare rock by the
water and had to edge along between that and the dark luxuriance of the forest.
There were little cliffs to be scaled, some to be used as paths, lengthy
traverses where one used hands as well as feet. Here and there they could
clamber over wave-wet rock, leaping across clear pools that the tide had left.
They came to a gully that split the narrow foreshore like a defense. This
seemed to have no bottom and they peered awe-stricken into the gloomy crack
where water gurgled. Then the wave came back, the gully boiled before them and
spray dashed up to the very creeper so that the boys were wet and shrieking.
They tried the forest but it was thick and woven like a bird's nest. In the end
they had to jump one by one, waiting till the water sank; and even so, some of
them got a second drenching. After that the rocks seemed to be growing
impassable so they sat for a time, letting their rags dry and watching the
clipped outlines of the rollers that moved so slowly past the island. They
found fruit in a haunt of bright little birds that hovered like insects. Then
Ralph said they were going too slowly. He himself climbed a tree and parted the
canopy, and saw the square head of the mountain seeming still a great way off.
Then they tried to hurry along the rocks and Robert cut his knee quite badly
and they had to recognize that this path must be taken slowly if they were to
be safe. So they proceeded after that as if they were climbing a dangerous
mountain, until the rocks became an uncompromising cliff, overhung with
impossible jungle and falling sheer into the sea.
Ralph looked at the sun critically.
"Early evening. After tea-time, at any rate."
"I don't remember this cliff," said Jack,
crestfallen, "so this must be the bit of the coast I missed."
Ralph nodded.
"Let me think."
By now, Ralph had no self-consciousness in public
thinking but would treat the day's decisions as though he were playing chess.
The only trouble was that he would never be a very good chess player. He
thought of the littluns and Piggy. Vividly he imagined Piggy by himself,
huddled in a shelter that was silent except for the sounds of nightmare.
"We can't leave the littluns alone with Piggy. Not
all night."
The other boys said nothing but stood round, watching
him.
"If we went back we should take hours."
Jack cleared his throat and spoke in a queer, tight
voice. "We mustn't let anything happen to Piggy, must we?" Ralph
tapped his teeth with the dirty point of Eric's spear.
"If we go across--"
He glanced round him.
"Someone's got to go across the island and tell
Piggy we'll be back after dark."
Bill spoke, unbelieving.
"Through the forest by himself? Now?"
"We can't spare more than one."
Simon pushed his way to Ralph's elbow.
"I'll go if you like. I don't mind, honestly."
Before Ralph had time to reply, he smiled quickly, turned
and climbed into the forest.
Ralph looked back at Jack, seeing him, infuriatingly, for
the first time.
"Jack--that time you went the whole way to the
castle rock."
Jack glowered.
"Yes?"
"You came along part of this shore--below the
mountain, beyond there."
"Yes."
"And then?"
"I found a pig-run. It went for miles."
"So the pig-run must be somewhere in there."
Ralph nodded. He pointed at the forest.
Everybody agreed, sagely.
"All right then. We'll smash a way through till we
find the pig-run."
He took a step and halted.
"Wait a minute though! Where does the pig-run go
to?"
"The mountain," said Jack, "I told
you." He sneered. "Don't you want to go to the mountain?"
Ralph sighed, sensing the rising antagonism,
understanding that this was how Jack felt as soon as he ceased to lead.
"I was thinking of the light. We'll be stumbling
about."
"We were going to look for the beast."
"There won't be enough light."
"I don't mind going," said Jack hotly.
"I'll go when we get there. Won't you? Would you rather go back to the
shelters and tell Piggy?"
Now it was Ralph's turn to flush but he spoke
despairingly, out of the new understanding that Piggy had given him.
"Why do you hate me?"
The boys stirred uneasily, as though something indecent
had been said. The silence lengthened.
Ralph, still hot and hurt, turned away first.
"Come on."
He led the way and set himself as by right to hack at the
tangles. Jack brought up the rear, displaced and brooding.
The pig-track was a dark tunnel, for the sun was sliding
quickly toward the edge of the world and in the forest shadows were never far
to seek. The track was broad and beaten and they ran along at a swift trot.
Then the roof of leaves broke up and they halted, breathing quickly, looking at
the few stars that pricked round the head of the mountain.
"There you are."
The boys peered at each other doubtfully. Ralph made a
decision.
"We'll go straight across to the platform and climb
tomorrow."
They murmured agreement; but Jack was standing by his
shoulder.
"If you're frightened of course--"
Ralph turned on him.
"Who went first on the castle rock?"
"I went too. And that was daylight."
"All right. Who wants to climb the mountain
now?" Silence was the only answer.
"Samneric? What about you?"
"We ought to go an' tell Piggy--"
"--yes, tell Piggy that--"
"But Simon went!"
"We ought to tell Piggy--in case--"
"Robert? Bill?"
They were going straight back to the platform now. Not,
of course, that they were afraid--but tired.
Ralph turned back to Jack.
"You see?"
"I'm going up the mountain." The words came
from Jack viciously, as though they were a curse. He looked at Ralph, his thin
body tensed, his spear held as if he threatened him.
"I'm going up the mountain to look for the
beast--now." Then the supreme sting, the casual, bitter word.
"Coming?"
At that word the other boys forgot their urge to be gone
and turned back to sample this fresh rub of two spirits in the dark. The word
was too good, too bitter, too successfully daunting to be repeated. It took
Ralph at low water when his nerve was relaxed for the return to the shelter and
the still, friendly waters of the lagoon.
"I don't mind."
Astonished, he heard his voice come out, cool and casual,
so that the bitterness of Jack's taunt fell powerless.
"If you don't mind, of course."
"Oh, not at all."
Jack took a step.
"Well then--"
Side by side, watched by silent boys, the two started up
the mountain.
Ralph stopped.
"We're silly. Why should only two go? If we find
anything, two won't be enough."
There came the sound of boys scuttling away.
Astonishingly, a dark figure moved against the tide.
"Roger?"
"Yes."
"That's three, then."
Once more they set out to climb the slope of the
mountain. The darkness seemed to flow round them like a tide. Jack, who had
said nothing, began to choke and cough, and a gust of wind set all three
spluttering. Ralph's eyes were blinded with tears.
"Ashes. We're on the edge of the burnt patch."
Their footsteps and the occasional breeze were stirring
up small devils of dust. Now that they stopped again, Ralph had time while he
coughed to remember how silly they were. If there was no beast--and almost
certainly there was no beast--in that case, well and good; but if there was
something waiting on top of the mountain-- what was the use of three of them,
handicapped by the darkness and carrying only sticks?
"We're being fools."
Out of the darkness came the answer.
"Windy?"
Irritably Ralph shook himself. This was all Jack's fault.
"'Course I am. But we're still being fools."
"If you don't want to go on," said the voice
sarcastically, "I'll go up by myself."
Ralph heard the mockery and hated Jack. The sting of
ashes in his eyes, tiredness, fear, enraged him.
"Go on then! We'll wait here."
There was silence.
"Why don't you go? Are you frightened?" A stain
in the darkness, a stain that was Jack, detached itself and began to draw away.
"All right. So long."
The stain vanished. Another took its place.
Ralph felt his knee against something hard and rocked a
charred trunk that was edgy to the touch. He felt the sharp cinders that had
been bark push against the back of his knee and knew that Roger had sat down.
He felt with his hands and lowered himself beside Roger, while the trunk rocked
among invisible ashes. Roger, uncommunicative by nature, said nothing. He
offered no opinion on the beast nor told Ralph why he had chosen to come on
this mad expedition. He simply sat and rocked the trunk gently. Ralph noticed a
rapid and infuriating tapping noise and realized that Roger was banging his
silly wooden stick against something.
So they sat, the rocking, tapping, impervious Roger and
Ralph, fuming; round them the close sky was loaded with stars, save where the
mountain punched up a hole of blackness.
There was a slithering noise high above them, the sound
of someone taking giant and dangerous strides on rock or ash. Then Jack found
them, and was shivering and croaking in a voice they could just recognize as
his.
"I saw a thing on top."
They heard him blunder against the trunk which rocked
violently. He lay silent for a moment, then muttered.
"Keep a good lookout. It may be following."
A shower of ash pattered round them. Jack sat up.
"I saw a thing bulge on the mountain."
"You only imagined it," said Ralph shakily,
"because nothing would bulge. Not any sort of creature."
Roger spoke; they jumped, for they had forgotten him.
"A frog."
Jack giggled and shuddered.
"Some frog. There was a noise too. A kind of 'plop'
noise. Then the thing bulged."
Ralph surprised himself, not so much by the quality of
his voice, which was even, but by the bravado of its intention.
"We'll go and look."
For the first time since he had first known Jack, Ralph
could feel him hesitate.
"Now--?"
His voice spoke for him.
"Of course."
He got off the trunk and led the way across the clinking
cinders up into the dark, and the others followed.
Now that his physical voice was silent the inner voice of
reason, and other voices too, made themselves heard. Piggy was calling him a
kid. Another voice told him not to be a fool; and the darkness and desperate
enterprise gave the night a kind of dentist's chair unreality.
As they came to the last slope, Jack and Roger drew near,
changed from the ink-stains to distinguishable figures. By common consent they
stopped and crouched together. Behind them, on the horizon, was a patch of
lighter sky where in a moment the moon would rise. The wind roared once in the
forest and pushed their rags against them.
Ralph stirred.
"Come on."
They crept forward, Roger lagging a little. Jack and
Ralph turned the shoulder of the mountain together. The glittering lengths of
the lagoon lay below them and beyond that a long white smudge that was the
reef. Roger joined them.
Jack whispered.
"Let's creep forward on hands and knees. Maybe it's
asleep."
Roger and Ralph moved on, this time leaving Jack in the
rear, for all his brave words. They came to the flat top where the rock was
hard to hands and knees.
A creature that bulged.
Ralph put his hand in the cold, soft ashes of the fire
and smothered a cry. His hand and shoulder were twitching from the unlooked-for
contact. Green lights of nausea appeared for a moment and ate into the
darkness. Roger lay behind him and Jack's mouth was at his ear.
"Over there, where there used to be a gap in the
rock. A sort of hump--see?"
Ashes blew into Ralph's face from the dead fire. He could
not see the gap or anything else, because the green lights were opening again
and growing, and the top of the mountain was sliding sideways.
Once more, from a distance, he heard Jack's whisper.
"Scared?"
Not scared so much as paralyzed; hung up there immovable
on the top of a diminishing, moving mountain. Jack slid away from him, Roger
bumped, fumbled with a hiss of breath, and passed onwards. He heard them
whispering.
"Can you see anything?"
"There--"
In front of them, only three or four yards away, was a
rock-like hump where no rock should be. Ralph could hear a tiny chattering
noise coming from somewhere-- perhaps from his own mouth. He bound himself
together with his will, fused his fear and loathing into a hatred, and stood
up. He took two leaden steps forward.
Behind them the silver of moon had drawn clear of the
horizon. Before them, something like a great ape was sitting asleep with its
head between its knees. Then the wind roared in the forest, there was confusion
in the darkness and the creature lifted its head, holding toward them the ruin
of a face.
Ralph found himself taking giant strides among the ashes,
heard other creatures crying out and leaping and dared the impossible on the
dark slope; presently the mountain was deserted, save for the three abandoned
sticks and the thing that bowed.
Gift for the Darkness
Piggy looked up miserably from the dawn-pale beach to the
dark mountain.
"Are you sure? Really sure, I mean?"
I told you a dozen times now," said Ralph, "we
saw it."
"D'you think we're safe down here?"
"How the hell should I know?"
Ralph jerked away from him and walked a few paces along
the beach. Jack was kneeling and drawing a circular pattern in the sand with
his forefinger. Piggy's voice came to them, hushed.
"Are you sure? Really?"
"Go up and see," said Jack contemptuously,
"and good riddance."
"No fear."
"The beast had teeth," said Ralph, "and
big black eyes."
He shuddered violently. Piggy took off his one round of
glass and polished the surface.
"What we going to do?"
Ralph turned toward the platform. The conch glimmered
among the trees, a white blob against the place where the sun would rise. He
pushed back his mop.
"I don't know."
He remembered the panic flight down the mountainside.
"I don't think we'd ever fight a thing that size, honestly, you know. We'd
talk but we wouldn't fight a tiger. We'd hide. Even Jack 'ud hide."
Jack still looked at the sand.
"What about my hunters?"
Simon came stealing out of the shadows by the shelters.
Ralph ignored Jack's question. He pointed to the touch of yellow above the sea.
"As long as there's light we're brave enough. But
then? And now that thing squats by the fire as though it didn't want us to be
rescued--"
He was twisting his hands now, unconsciously. His voice
rose.
"So we can't have a signal fire. . . . We're
beaten."
A point of gold appeared above the sea and at once all
the sky lightened.
"What about my hunters?"
"Boys armed with sticks."
Jack got to his feet. His face was red as he marched
away. Piggy put on his one glass and looked at Ralph.
"Now you done it. You been rude about his
hunters."
"Oh shut up!"
The sound of the inexpertly blown conch interrupted them.
As though he were serenading the rising sun, Jack went on blowing till the
shelters were astir and the hunters crept to the platform and the littluns
whimpered as now they so frequently did. Ralph rose obediently, and Piggy, and
they went to the platform.
"Talk," said Ralph bitterly, "talk, talk,
talk."
He took the conch from Jack.
"This meeting--"
Jack interrupted him.
"I called it."
"If you hadn't called it I should have. You just
blew the conch."
"Well, isn't that calling it?"
"Oh, take it! Go on--talk!"
Ralph thrust the conch into Jack's arms and sat down on
the trunk.
"I've called an assembly," said Jack,
"because of a lot of things. First, you know now, we've seen the beast. We
crawled up. We were only a few feet away. The beast sat up and looked at us. I
don't know what it does. We don't even know what it is--"
"The beast comes out of the sea--"
"Out of the dark--"
"Trees--"
"Quiet!" shouted Jack. "You, listen. The
beast is sitting up there, whatever it is--"
"Perhaps it's waiting--"
"Hunting--"
"Yes, hunting."
"Hunting," said Jack. He remembered his age-old
tremors in the forest. "Yes. The beast is a hunter. Only-- shut up! The
next thing is that we couldn't kill it. And the next is that Ralph said my
hunters are no good."
"I never said that!"
"I've got the conch. Ralph thinks you're cowards,
running away from the boar and the beast. And that's not all."
There was a kind of sigh on the platform as if everyone
knew what was coming. Jack's voice went up, tremulous yet determined, pushing
against the uncooperative silence.
"He's like Piggy. He says things like Piggy. He
isn't a proper chief."
Jack clutched the conch to him.
"He's a coward himself."
For a moment he paused and then went on.
"On top, when Roger and me went on--he stayed
back."
"I went too!"
"After."
The two boys glared at each other through screens of
hair.
"I went on too," said Ralph, "then I ran away.
So did you."
"Call me a coward then."
Jack turned to the hunters.
"He's not a hunter. He'd never have got us meat. He
isn't a prefect and we don't know anything about him. He just gives orders and
expects people to obey for nothing. All this talk--"
"All this talk!" shouted Ralph. "Talk,
talk! Who wanted it? Who called the meeting?"
Jack turned, red in the face, his chin sunk back. He
glowered up under his eyebrows.
"All right then," he said in tones of deep
meaning, and menace, "all right."
He held the conch against his chest with one hand and
stabbed the air with his index finger.
"Who thinks Ralph oughtn't to be chief?"
He looked expectantly at the boys ranged round, who had
frozen. Under the palms there was deadly silence.
"Hands up," said Jack strongly, "whoever
wants Ralph not to be chief?"
The silence continued, breathless and heavy and full of
shame. Slowly the red drained from Jack's cheeks, then came back with a painful
rush. He licked his lips and turned his head at an angle, so that his gaze
avoided the embarrassment of linking with another's eye.
"How many think--"
His voice tailed off. The hands that held the conch
shook. He cleared his throat, and spoke loudly.
"All right then."
He laid the conch with great care in the grass at his
feet. The humiliating tears were running from the corner of each eye.
"I'm not going to play any longer. Not with
you."
Most of the boys were looking down now, at the grass or
their feet. Jack cleared his throat again.
"I'm not going to be a part of Ralph's lot--"
He looked along the right-hand logs, numbering the
hunters that had been a choir.
"I'm going off by myself. He can catch his own pigs.
Anyone who wants to hunt when I do can come too."
He blundered out of the triangle toward the drop to the
white sand.
"Jack!"
Jack turned and looked back at Ralph. For a moment he
paused and then cried out, high-pitched, enraged.
"--No!"
He leapt down from the platform and ran along the beach,
paying no heed to the steady fall of his tears; and until he dived into the
forest Ralph watched him.
Piggy was indignant.
"I been talking, Ralph, and you just stood there
like--"
Softly, looking at Piggy and not seeing him, Ralph spoke
to himself.
"He'll come back. When the sun goes down he'll
come." He looked at the conch in Piggy's hand.
"What?"
"Well there!"
Piggy gave up the attempt to rebuke Ralph. He polished
his glass again and went back to his subject.
"We can do without Jack Merridew. There's others
besides him on this island. But now we really got a beast, though I can't
hardly believe it, we'll need to stay close to the platform; there'll be less
need of him and his hunting. So now we can really decide on what's what."
"There's no help, Piggy. Nothing to be done."
For a while they sat in depressed silence. Then Simon
stood up and took the conch from Piggy, who was so astonished that he remained
on his feet. Ralph looked up at Simon.
"Simon? What is it this time?"
A half-sound of jeering ran round the circle and Simon
shrank from it.
"I thought there might be something to do. Something
we-"
Again the pressure of the assembly took his voice away.
He sought for help and sympathy and chose Piggy. He turned half toward him,
clutching the conch to his brown chest.
"I think we ought to climb the mountain."
The circle shivered with dread. Simon broke off and
turned to Piggy who was looking at him with an expression of derisive
incomprehension.
"What's the good of climbing up to this here beast
when Ralph and the other two couldn't do nothing?"
Simon whispered his answer.
"What else is there to do?"
His speech made, he allowed Piggy to lift the conch out
of his hands. Then he retired and sat as far away from the others as possible.
Piggy was speaking now with more assurance and with what,
if the circumstances had not been so serious, the others would have recognized
as pleasure.
"I said we could all do without a certain person.
Now I say we got to decide on what can be done. And I think I could tell you
what Ralph's going to say next. The most important thing on the island is the
smoke and you can't have no smoke without a fire."
Ralph made a restless movement.
"No go, Piggy. We've got no fire. That thing sits up
there--we'll have to stay here."
Piggy lifted the conch as though to add power to his next
words.
"We got no fire on the mountain. But what's wrong
with a fire down here? A fire could be built on them rocks. On the sand, even.
We'd make smoke just the same."
"That's right!"
"Smoke!"
"By the bathing pool!"
The boys began to babble. Only Piggy could have the
intellectual daring to suggest moving the fire from the mountain.
"So we'll have the fire down here," said Ralph.
He looked about him. "We can build it just here between the bathing pool
and the platform. Of course--"
He broke off, frowning, thinking the thing out,
unconsciously tugging at the stub of a nail with his teeth.
"Of course the smoke won't show so much, not be seen
so far away. But we needn't go near, near the--"
The others nodded in perfect comprehension. There would
be no need to go near.
"We'll build the fire now."
The greatest ideas are the simplest. Now there was
something to be done they worked with passion. Piggy was so full of delight and
expanding liberty in Jack's departure, so full of pride in his contribution to
the good of society, that he helped to fetch wood. The wood he fetched was
close at hand, a fallen tree on the platform that they did not need for the
assembly, yet to the others the sanctity of the platform had protected even
what was useless there. Then the twins realized they would have a fire near
them as a comfort in the night and this set a few littluns dancing and clapping
hands.
The wood was not so dry as the fuel they had used on the
mountain. Much of it was damply rotten and full of insects that scurried; logs
had to be lifted from the soil with care or they crumbled into sodden powder.
More than this, in order to avoid going deep into the forest the boys worked
near at hand on any fallen wood no matter how tangled with new growth. The
skirts of the forest and the scar were familiar, near the conch and the
shelters and sufficiently friendly in daylight. What they might become in
darkness nobody cared to think. They worked therefore with great energy and
cheerfulness, though as time crept by there was a suggestion of panic in the
energy and hysteria in the cheerfulness. They built a pyramid of leaves and
twigs, branches and logs, on the bare sand by the platform. For the first time
on the island, Piggy himself removed his one glass, knelt down and focused the
sun on tinder. Soon there was a ceiling of smoke and a bush of yellow flame.
The littluns who had seen few fires since the first
catastrophe became wildly excited. They danced and sang and there was a
partyish air about the gathering.
At last Ralph stopped work and stood up, smudging the
sweat from his face with a dirty forearm.
"We'll have to have a small fire. This one's too big
to keep up."
Piggy sat down carefully on the sand and began to polish
his glass.
"We could experiment. We could find out how to make
a small hot fire and then put green branches on to make smoke. Some of them
leaves must be better for that than the others."
As the fire died down so did the excitement. The littluns
stopped singing and dancing and drifted away toward the sea or the fruit trees
or the shelters.
Ralph dropped down in the sand.
"We'll have to make a new list of who's to look
after the fire."
"If you can find 'em."
He looked round. Then for the first time he saw how few
biguns there were and understood why the work had been so hard.
"Where's Maurice?"
Piggy wiped his glass again.
"I expect . . . no, he wouldn't go into the forest
by himself, would he?"
Ralph jumped up, ran swiftly round the fire and stood by
Piggy, holding up his hair.
"But we've got to have a list! There's you and me
and Samneric and--"
He would not look at Piggy but spoke casually.
"Where's Bill and Roger?"
Piggy leaned forward and put a fragment of wood on the
fire.
"I expect they've gone. I expect they won't play
either."
Ralph sat down and began to poke little holes in the
sand. He was surprised to see that one had a drop of blood by it. He examined
his bitten nail closely and watched the little globe of blood that gathered
where the quick was gnawed away.
Piggy went on speaking.
"I seen them stealing off when we was gathering
wood. They went that way. The same way as he went himself."
Ralph finished his inspection and looked up into the air.
The sky, as if in sympathy with the great changes among them, was different
today and so misty that in some places the hot air seemed white. The disc of
the sun was dull silver as though it were nearer and not so hot, yet the air
stifled.
"They always been making trouble, haven't
they?"
The voice came near his shoulder and sounded anxious.
"We can do without 'em. We'll be happier now, won't we?"
Ralph sat. The twins came, dragging a great log and
grinning in their triumph. They dumped the log among the embers so that sparks
flew.
"We can do all right on our own, can't we?"
For a long time while the log dried, caught fire and
turned red hot, Ralph sat in the sand and said nothing. He did not see Piggy go
to the twins and whisper to them, nor how the three boys went together into the
forest.
"Here you are."
He came to himself with a jolt. Piggy and the other two
were by him. They were laden with fruit.
"I thought perhaps," said Piggy, "we ought
to have a feast, kind of."
The three boys sat down. They had a great mass of the
fruit with them and all of it properly ripe. They grinned at Ralph as he took
some and began to eat.
"Thanks," he said. Then with an accent of
pleased surprise--"Thanks!"
"Do all right on our own," said Piggy.
"It's them that haven't no common sense that make trouble on this island.
We'll make a little hot fire--"
Ralph remembered what had been worrying him.
"Where's Simon?"
"I don't know."
"You don't think he's climbing the mountain?"
Piggy broke into noisy laughter and took more fruit.
"He might be." He gulped his mouthful. "He's cracked."
Simon had passed through the area of fruit trees but
today the littluns had been too busy with the fire on the beach and they had
not pursued him there. He went on among the creepers until he reached the great
mat that was woven by the open space and crawled inside. Beyond the screen of
leaves the sunlight pelted down and the butterflies danced in the middle their
unending dance. He knelt down and the arrow of the sun fell on him. That other
time the air had seemed to vibrate with heat; but now it threatened. Soon the
sweat was running from his long coarse hair. He shifted restlessly but there
was no avoiding the sun. Presently he was thirsty, and then very thirsty. He
continued to sit.
Far off along the beach, Jack was standing before a small
group of boys. He was looking brilliantly happy.
"Hunting," he said. He sized them up. Each of
them wore the remains of a black cap and ages ago they had stood in two demure
rows and their voices had been the song of angels.
"We'll hunt. I'm going to be chief."
They nodded, and the crisis passed easily.
"And then--about the beast."
They moved, looked at the forest.
"I say this. We aren't going to bother about the
beast."
He nodded at them.
"We're going to forget the beast."
"That's right!"
"Yes!"
"Forget the beast!"
If Jack was astonished by their fervor he did not show
it.
"And another thing. We shan't dream so much down
here. This is near the end of the island."
They agreed passionately out of the depths of their
tormented private lives.
"Now listen. We might go later to the castle rock.
But now I'm going to get more of the biguns away from the conch and all that.
We'll kill a pig and give a feast." He paused and went on more slowly.
"And about the beast. When we kill we'll leave some of the kill for it.
Then it won't bother us, maybe."
He stood up abruptly.
"We'll go into the forest now and hunt."
He turned and trotted away and after a moment they
followed him obediently.
They spread out, nervously, in the forest. Almost at once
Jack found the dung and scattered roots that told of pig and soon the track was
fresh. Jack signaled the rest of the hunt to be quiet and went forward by
himself. He was happy and wore the damp darkness of the forest like his old
clothes. He crept down a slope to rocks and scattered trees by the sea.
The pigs lay, bloated bags of fat, sensuously enjoying
the shadows under the trees. There was no wind and they were unsuspicious; and
practice had made Jack silent as the shadows. He stole away again and
instructed his hidden hunters. Presently they all began to inch forward
sweating in the silence and heat. Under the trees an ear flapped idly. A little
apart from the rest, sunk in deep maternal bliss, lay the largest sow of the
lot. She was black and pink; and the great bladder of her belly was fringed
with a row of piglets that slept or burrowed and squeaked.
Fifteen yards from the drove Jack stopped, and his arm,
straightening, pointed at the sow. He looked round in inquiry to make sure that
everyone understood and the other boys nodded at him. The row of right arms
slid back.
"Now!"
The drove of pigs started up; and at a range of only ten
yards the wooden spears with fire-hardened points flew toward the chosen pig.
One piglet, with a demented shriek, rushed into the sea trailing Roger's spear
behind it. The sow gave a gasping squeal and staggered up, with two spears
sticking in her fat flank. The boys shouted and rushed forward, the piglets
scattered and the sow burst the advancing line and went crashing away through
the forest.
"After her!"
They raced along the pig-track, but the forest was too
dark and tangled so that Jack, cursing, stopped them and cast among the trees.
Then he said nothing for a time but breathed fiercely so that they were awed by
him and looked at each other in uneasy admiration. Presently he stabbed down at
the ground with his finger.
"There--"
Before the others could examine the drop of blood, Jack
had swerved off, judging a trace, touching a bough that gave. So he followed,
mysteriously right and assured, and the hunters trod behind him.
He stopped before a covert.
"In there."
They surrounded the covert but the sow got away with the
sting of another spear in her flank. The trailing butts hindered her and the
sharp, cross-cut points were a torment. She blundered into a tree, forcing a
spear still deeper; and after that any of the hunters could follow her easily
by the drops of vivid blood. The afternoon wore on, hazy and dreadful with damp
heat; the sow staggered her way ahead of them, bleeding and mad, and the
hunters followed, wedded to her in lust, excited by the long chase and the
dropped blood. They could see her now, nearly got up with her, but she spurted
with her last strength and held ahead of them again. They were just behind her
when she staggered into an open space where bright flowers grew and butterflies
danced round each other and the air was hot and still.
Here, struck down by the heat, the sow fell and the
hunters hurled themselves at her. This dreadful eruption from an unknown world
made her frantic; she squealed and bucked and the air was full of sweat and
noise and blood and terror. Roger ran round the heap, prodding with his spear
whenever pigflesh appeared. Jack was on top of the sow, stabbing downward with
his knife. Roger found a lodgment for his point and began to push till he was
leaning with his whole weight. The spear moved forward inch by inch and the
terrified squealing became a highpitched scream. Then Jack found the throat and
the hot blood spouted over his hands. The sow collapsed under them and they
were heavy and fulfilled upon her. The butterflies still danced, preoccupied in
the center of the clearing.
At last the immediacy of the kill subsided. The boys drew
back, and Jack stood up, holding out his hands.
"Look."
He giggled and flicked them while the boys laughed at his
reeking palms. Then Jack grabbed Maurice and rubbed the stuff over his cheeks.
Roger began to withdraw his spear and boys noticed it for the first time.
Robert stabilized the thing in a phrase which was received uproariously.
"Right up her ass!"
"Did you hear?"
"Did you hear what he said?"
"Right up her ass!"
This time Robert and Maurice acted the two parts; and
Maurice's acting of the pig's efforts to avoid the advancing spear was so funny
that the boys cried with laughter.
At length even this palled. Jack began to clean his
bloody hands on the rock. Then he started work on the sow and paunched her,
lugging out the hot bags of colored guts, pushing them into a pile on the rock
while the others watched him. He talked as he worked.
"We'll take the meat along the beach. I'll go back
to the platform and invite them to a feast. That should give us time."
Roger spoke.
"Chief--"
"Uh--?"
"How can we make a fire?"
Jack squatted back and frowned at the pig.
"We'll raid them and take fire. There must be four
of you; Henry and you, Robert and Maurice. We'll put on paint and sneak up;
Roger can snatch a branch while I say what I want. The rest of you can get this
back to where we were. We'll build the fire there. And after that--"
He paused and stood up, looking at the shadows under the
trees. His voice was lower when he spoke again.
"But we'll leave part of the kill for . . ."
He knelt down again and was busy with his knife. The boys
crowded round him. He spoke over his shoulder to Roger.
"Sharpen a stick at both ends."
Presently he stood up, holding the dripping sow's head in
his hands.
"Where's that stick?"
"Here."
"Ram one end in the earth. Oh--it's rock. Jam it in
that crack. There."
Jack held up the head and jammed the soft throat down on
the pointed end of the stick which pierced through into the mouth. He stood
back and the head hung there, a little blood dribbling down the stick.
Instinctively the boys drew back too; and the forest was
very still. They listened, and the loudest noise was the buzzing of flies over
the spilled guts.
Jack spoke in a whisper.
"Pick up the pig."
Maurice and Robert skewered the carcass, lifted the dead
weight, and stood ready. In the silence, and standing over the dry blood, they
looked suddenly furtive.
Jack spoke loudly.
"This head is for the beast. It's a gift."
The silence accepted the gift and awed them. The head
remained there, dim-eyed, grinning faintly, blood blackening between the teeth.
All at once they were running away, as fast as they could, through the forest
toward the open beach.
Simon stayed where he was, a small brown image, concealed
by the leaves. Even if he shut his eyes the sow's head still remained like an
after-image. The half-shut eyes were dim with the infinite cynicism of adult
life. They assured Simon that everything was a bad business.
"I know that."
Simon discovered that he had spoken aloud. He opened his
eyes quickly and there was the head grinning amusedly in the strange daylight,
ignoring the flies, the spilled guts, even ignoring the indignity of being
spiked on a stick.
He looked away, licking his dry lips.
A gift for the beast. Might not the beast come for it?
The head, he thought, appeared to agree with him. Run away, said the head
silently, go back to the others. It was a joke really--why should you bother?
You were just wrong, that's all. A little headache, something you ate, perhaps.
Go back, child, said the head silently.
Simon looked up, feeling the weight of his wet hair, and
gazed at the sky. Up there, for once, were clouds, great bulging towers that
sprouted away over the island, grey and cream and copper-colored. The clouds
were sitting on the land; they squeezed, produced moment by moment this close,
tormenting heat. Even the butterflies deserted the open space where the obscene
thing grinned and dripped. Simon lowered his head, carefully keeping his eyes
shut, then sheltered them with his hand. There were no shadows under the trees
but everywhere a pearly stillness, so that what was real seemed illusive and
without definition. The pile of guts was a black blob of flies that buzzed like
a saw. After a while these flies found Simon. Gorged, they alighted by his
runnels of sweat and drank. They tickled under his nostrils and played leapfrog
on his thighs. They were black and iridescent green and without number; and in
front of Simon, the Lord of the Flies hung on his stick and grinned. At last
Simon gave up and looked back; saw the white teeth and dim eyes, the blood--and
his gaze was held by that ancient, inescapable recognition. In Simon's right
temple, a pulse began to beat on the brain.
Ralph and Piggy lay in the sand, gazing at the fire and
idly flicking pebbles into its smokeless heart.
"That branch is gone."
"Where's Samneric?"
"We ought to get some more wood. We're out of green
branches."
Ralph sighed and stood up. There were no shadows under
the palms on the platform; only this strange light that seemed to come from
everywhere at once. High up among the bulging clouds thunder went off like a
gun.
"We're going to get buckets of rain."
"What about the fire?"
Ralph trotted into the forest and returned with a wide
spray of green which he dumped on the fire. The branch crackled, the leaves
curled and the yellow smoke expanded.
Piggy made an aimless little pattern in the sand with his
fingers.
"Trouble is, we haven't got enough people for a
fire. You got to treat Samnenc as one turn. They do everything together--"
"Of course."
"Well, that isn't fair. Don't you see? They ought to
do two turns."
Ralph considered this and understood. He was vexed to
find how little he thought like a grownup and sighed again. The island was
getting worse and worse.
Piggy looked at the fire.
"You'll want another green branch soon."
Ralph rolled over.
"Piggy. What are we going to do?"
"Just have to get on without 'em."
"But--the fire."
He frowned at the black and white mess in which lay the
unburnt ends of branches. He tried to formulate.
"I'm scared."
He saw Piggy look up; and blundered on.
"Not of the beast. I mean I'm scared of that too.
But nobody else understands about the fire. If someone threw you a rope when
you were drowning. If a doctor said take this because if you don't take it
you'll die--you would, wouldn't you? I mean?"
"'Course I would."
"Can't they see? Can't they understand? Without the
smoke signal we'll die here? Look at that!"
A wave of heated air trembled above the ashes but without
a trace of smoke.
"We can't keep one fire going. And they don't care.
And what's more--" He looked intensely into Piggy's streaming face.
"What's more, _I_ don't sometimes. Supposing I got
like the others--not caring. What 'ud become of us?"
Piggy took off his glasses, deeply troubled.
"I dunno, Ralph. We just got to go on, that's all.
That's what grownups would do."
Ralph, having begun the business of unburdening himself,
continued.
"Piggy, what's wrong?"
Piggy looked at him in astonishment.
"Do you mean the--?"
"No, not it . . . I mean . . . what makes things
break up like they do?"
Piggy rubbed his glasses slowly and thought. When he
understood how far Ralph had gone toward accepting him he flushed pinkly with
pride.
"I dunno, Ralph. I expect it's him."
"Jack?"
"Jack." A taboo was evolving round that word
too.
Ralph nodded solemnly.
"Yes," he said, "I suppose it must
be."
The forest near them burst into uproar. Demoniac figures
with faces of white and red and green rushed out howling, so that the littluns
fled screaming. Out of the corner of his eye, Ralph saw Piggy running. Two
figures rushed at the fire and he prepared to defend himself but they grabbed
half-burnt branches and raced away along the beach. The three others stood
still, watching Ralph; and he saw that the tallest of them, stark naked save
for paint and a belt, was Jack.
Ralph had his breath back and spoke.
"Well?"
Jack ignored him, lifted his spear and began to shout.
"Listen all of you. Me and my hunters, we're living
along the beach by a flat rock. We hunt and feast and have fun. If you want to
join my tribe come and see us. Perhaps I'll let you join. Perhaps not."
He paused and looked round. He was safe from shame or
self-consciousness behind the mask of his paint and could look at each of them
in turn. Ralph was kneeling by the remains of the fire like a sprinter at his
mark and his face was half-hidden by hair and smut. Samneric peered together
round a palm tree at the edge of the forest. A littlun howled, creased and
crimson, by the bathing pool and Piggy stood on the platform, the white conch
gripped in his hands.
"Tonight we're having a feast. We've killed a pig
and we've got meat. You can come and eat with us if you like."
Up in the cloud canyons the thunder boomed again. Jack
and the two anonymous savages with him swayed, looking up, and then recovered.
The littlun went on howling. Jack was waiting for something. He whispered
urgently to the others.
"Go on--now!"
The two savages murmured. Jack spoke sharply.
"Go on!"
The two savages looked at each other, raised their spears
together and spoke in time.
"The Chief has spoken."
Then the three of them turned and trotted away. Presently
Ralph rose to his feet, looking at the place where the savages had vanished.
Samneric came, talking in an awed whisper.
"I thought it was--"
"--and I was--"
"--scared."
Piggy stood above them on the platform, still holding the
conch.
"That was Jack and Maurice and Robert," said
Ralph. "Aren't they having fun?"
"I thought I was going to have asthma."
"Sucks to your ass-mar."
"When I saw Jack I was sure he'd go for the conch.
Can't think why."
The group of boys looked at the white shell with
affectionate respect. Piggy placed it in Ralph's hand and the littluns, seeing
the familiar symbol, started to come back.
"Not here."
He turned toward the platform, feeling the need for
ritual. First went Ralph, the white conch cradled, then Piggy very grave, then
the twins, then the littluns and the others.
"Sit down all of you. They raided us for fire.
They're having fun. But the--"
Ralph was puzzled by the shutter that flickered in his
brain. There was something he wanted to say; then the shutter had come down.
"But the--"
They were regarding him gravely, not yet troubled by any
doubts about his sufficiency. Ralph pushed the idiot hair out of his eyes and
looked at Piggy.
"But the . . . oh . . . the fire! Of course, the
fire!"
He started to laugh, then stopped and became fluent
instead.
"The fire's the most important thing. Without the
fire we can't be rescued. I'd like to put on war-paint and be a savage. But we
must keep the fire burning. The fire's the most important thing on the island,
because, because--"
He paused again and the silence became full of doubt and
wonder.
Piggy whispered urgently. "Rescue."
"Oh yes. Without the fire we can't be rescued. So we
must stay by the fire and make smoke."
When he stopped no one said anything. After the many
brilliant speeches that had been made on this very spot Ralph's remarks seemed
lame, even to the littluns.
At last Bill held out his hands for the conch.
"Now we can't have the fire up there--because we
can't have the fire up there--we need more people to keep it going. Let's go to
this feast and tell them the fire's hard on the rest of us. And the hunting and
all that, being savages I mean--it must be jolly good fun."
Samneric took the conch.
"That must be fun like Bill says--and as he's
invited us--"
"--to a feast--"
"--meat--"
"--crackling--"
"--I could do with some meat--"
Ralph held up his hand.
"Why shouldn't we get our own meat?"
The twins looked at each other. Bill answered.
"We don't want to go in the jungle."
Ralph grimaced.
"He--you know--goes."
"He's a hunter. They're all hunters. That's
different."
No one spoke for a moment, then Piggy muttered to the
sand.
"Meat--"
The littluns sat, solemnly thinking of meat, and
dribbling. Overhead the cannon boomed again and the dry palm fronds clattered
in a sudden gust of hot wind.
"You are a silly little boy," said the Lord of
the Flies, "just an ignorant, silly little boy."
Simon moved his swollen tongue but said nothing.
"Don't you agree?" said the Lord of the Flies.
"Aren't you just a silly little boy?"
Simon answered him in the same silent voice.
"Well then," said the Lord of the Flies,
"you'd better run off and play with the others. They think you're batty.
You don't want Ralph to think you're batty, do you? You like Ralph a lot, don't
you? And Piggy, and Jack?"
Simon's head was tilted slightly up. His eyes could not
break away and the Lord of the Flies hung in space before him.
"What are you doing out here all alone? Aren't you
afraid of me?"
Simon shook.
"There isn't anyone to help you. Only me. And I'm
the Beast."
Simon's mouth labored, brought forth audible words.
"Pig's head on a stick."
"Fancy thinking the Beast was something you could
hunt and kill!" said the head. For a moment or two the forest and all the
other dimly appreciated places echoed with the parody of laughter. "You
knew, didn't you? I'm part of you? Close, close, close! I'm the reason why it's
no go? Why things are what they are?"
The laughter shivered again.
"Come now," said the Lord of the Flies.
"Get back to the others and we'll forget the whole thing."
Simon's head wobbled. His eyes were half closed as though
he were imitating the obscene thing on the stick. He knew that one of his times
was coming on. The Lord of the Flies was expanding like a balloon.
"This is ridiculous. You know perfectly well you'll
only meet me down there--so don't try to escape!"
Simon's body was arched and stiff. The Lord of the Flies
spoke in the voice of a schoolmaster.
"This has gone quite far enough. My poor, misguided
child, do you think you know better than I do?"
There was a pause.
"I'm warning you. I'm going to get angry. D'you see?
You're not wanted. Understand? We are going to have fun on this island.
Understand? We are going to have fun on this island! So don't try it on, my
poor misguided boy, or else--"
Simon found he was looking into a vast mouth. There was
blackness within, a blackness that spread.
"--Or else," said the Lord of the Flies,
"we shall do you? See? Jack and Roger and Maurice and Robert and Bill and
Piggy and Ralph. Do you. See?"
Simon was inside the mouth. He fell down and lost
consciousness.
A View to a Death
Over the island the build-up of clouds continued. A
steady current of heated air rose all day from the mountain and was thrust to
ten thousand feet; revolving masses of gas piled up the static until the air
was ready to explode. By early evening the sun had gone and a brassy glare had
taken the place of clear daylight. Even the air that pushed in from the sea was
hot and held no refreshment. Colors drained from water and trees and pink
surfaces of rock, and the white and brown clouds brooded. Nothing prospered but
the flies who blackened their lord and made the spilt guts look like a heap of
glistening coal. Even when the vessel broke in Simon's nose and the blood
gushed out they left him alone, preferring the pig's high flavor.
With the running of the blood Simon's fit passed into the
weariness of sleep. He lay in the mat of creepers while the evening advanced
and the cannon continued to play. At last he woke and saw dimly the dark earth
close by his cheek. Still he did not move but lay there, his face sideways on
the earth, his eyes looking dully before him. Then he turned over, drew his
feet under him and laid hold of the creepers to pull himself up. When the
creepers shook the flies exploded from the guts with a vicious note and clamped
back on again. Simon got to his feet. The light was unearthly. The Lord of the
Flies hung on his stick like a black ball.
Simon spoke aloud to the clearing.
"What else is there to do?"
Nothing replied. Simon turned away from the open space
and crawled through the creepers till he was in the dusk of the forest. He
walked drearily between the trunks, his face empty of expression, and the blood
was dry round his mouth and chin. Only sometimes as he lifted the ropes of
creeper aside and chose his direction from the trend of the land, he mouthed
words that did not reach the air.
Presently the creepers festooned the trees less
frequently and there was a scatter of pearly light from the sky down through
the trees. This was the backbone of the island, the slightly higher land that
lay beneath the mountain where the forest was no longer deep jungle. Here there
were wide spaces interspersed with thickets and huge trees and the trend of the
ground led him up as the forest opened. He pushed on, staggering sometimes with
his weariness but never stopping. The usual brightness was gone from his eyes
and he walked with a sort of glum determination like an old man.
A buffet of wind made him stagger and he saw that he was
out in the open, on rock, under a brassy sky. He found his legs were weak and
his tongue gave him pain all the time. When the wind reached the mountain-top
he could see something happen, a flicker of blue stuff against brown clouds. He
pushed himself forward and the wind came again, stronger now, cuffing the
forest heads till they ducked and roared. Simon saw a humped thing suddenly sit
up on the top and look down at him. He hid his face, and toiled on.
The flies had found the figure too. The life-like
movement would scare them off for a moment so that they made a dark cloud round
the head. Then as the blue material of the parachute collapsed the corpulent
figure would bow forward, sighing, and the flies settle once more.
Simon felt his knees smack the rock. He crawled forward
and soon he understood. The tangle of lines showed him the mechanics of this
parody; he examined the white nasal bones, the teeth, the colors of corruption.
He saw how pitilessly the layers of rubber and canvas held together the poor
body that should be rotting away. Then the wind blew again and the figure
lifted, bowed, and breathed foully at him. Simon knelt on all fours and was
sick till his stomach was empty. Then he took the lines in his hands; he freed
them from the rocks and the figure from the wind's indignity.
At last he turned away and looked down at the beaches.
The fire by the platform appeared to be out, or at least making no smoke.
Further along the beach, beyond the little river and near a great slab of rock,
a thin trickle of smoke was climbing into the sky. Simon, forgetful of the
flies, shaded his eyes with both hands and peered at the smoke. Even at that
distance it was possible to see that most of the boys--perhaps all of the
boys--were there. So they had shifted camp then, away from the beast. As Simon
thought this, he turned to the poor broken thing that sat stinking by his side.
The beast was harmless and horrible; and the news must reach the others as soon
as possible. He started down the mountain and his legs gave beneath him. Even
with great care the best he could do was a stagger.
"Bathing," said Ralph, "that's the only
thing to do." Piggy was inspecting the looming-sky through his glass.
"I don't like them clouds. Remember how it rained just after we
landed?"
"Going to rain again."
Ralph dived into the pool. A couple of littluns were
playing at the edge, trying to extract comfort from a wetness warmer than
blood. Piggy took off his glasses, stepped primly into the water and then put
them on again. Ralph came to the surface and squirted a jet of water at him.
"Mind my specs," said Piggy. "If I get
water on the glass I got to get out and clean 'em."
Ralph squirted again and missed. He laughed at Piggy,
expecting him to retire meekly as usual and in pained silence. Instead, Piggy
beat the water with his hands.
"Stop it!" he shouted. "D'you hear?"
Furiously he drove the water into Ralph's face.
"All right, all right," said Ralph. "Keep
your hair on."
Piggy stopped beating the water.
"I got a pain in my head. I wish the air was
cooler."
"I wish the rain would come."
"I wish we could go home."
Piggy lay back against the sloping sand side of the pool.
His stomach protruded and the water dried on it. Ralph squinted up at the sky.
One could guess at the movement of the sun by the progress of a light patch
among the clouds. He knelt in the water and looked round.
"Where's everybody?"
Piggy sat up.
"P'raps they're lying in the shelter."
"Where's Samneric?"
"And Bill?"
Piggy pointed beyond the platform.
"That's where they've gone. Jack's party."
"Let them go," said Ralph, uneasily, "I
don't care."
"Just for some meat--"
"And for hunting," said Ralph, wisely,
"and for pretending to be a tribe, and putting on war-paint."
Piggy stirred the sand under water and did not look at
Ralph.
"P'raps we ought to go too."
Ralph looked at him quickly and Piggy blushed.
"I mean--to make sure nothing happens."
Ralph squirted water again.
Long before Ralph and Piggy came up with Jack's lot, they
could hear the party. There was a stretch of grass in a place where the palms
left a wide band of turf between the forest and the shore. Just one step down
from the edge of the turf was the white, blown sand of above high water, warm,
dry, trodden. Below that again was a rock that stretched away toward the lagoon.
Beyond was a short stretch of sand and then the edge of the water. A fire
burned on the rock and fat dripped from the roasting pigmeat into the invisible
flames. All the boys of the island, except Piggy, Ralph, Simon, and the two
tending the pig, were grouped on the turf. They were laughing, singing, lying,
squatting, or standing on the grass, holding food in their hands. But to judge
by the greasy faces, the meat eating was almost done; and some held coconut
shells in their hands and were drinking from them. Before the party had started
a great log had been dragged into the center of the lawn and Jack, painted and
garlanded, sat there like an idol. There were piles of meat on green leaves
near him, and fruit, and coconut shells full of drink.
Piggy and Ralph came to the edge of the grassy platform;
and the boys, as they noticed them, fell silent one by one till only the boy
next to Jack was talking. Then the silence intruded even there and Jack turned
where he sat. For a time he looked at them and the crackle of the fire was the
loudest noise over the droning of the reef. Ralph looked away; and Sam,
thinking that Ralph had turned to him accusingly, put down his gnawed bone with
a nervous giggle. Ralph took an uncertain step, pointed to a palm tree, and whispered
something inaudible to Piggy; and they both giggled like Sam. Lifting his feet
high out of the sand, Ralph started to stroll past. Piggy tried to whistle.
At this moment the boys who were cooking at the fire
suddenly hauled off a great chunk of meat and ran with it toward the grass.
They bumped Piggy, who was burnt, and yelled and danced. Immediately, Ralph and
the crowd of boys were united and relieved by a storm of laughter. Piggy once
more was the center of social derision so that everyone felt cheerful and
normal.
Jack stood up and waved his spear.
"Take them some meat."
The boys with the spit gave Ralph and Piggy each a
succulent chunk. They took the gift, dribbling. So they stood and ate beneath a
sky of thunderous brass that rang with the storm-coming.
Jack waved his spear again.
"Has everybody eaten as much as they want?"
There was still food left, sizzling on the wooden spits,
heaped on the green platters. Betrayed by his stomach, Piggy threw a picked
bone down on the beach and stooped for more.
Jack spoke again, impatiently.
"Has everybody eaten as much as they want?"
His tone conveyed a warning, given out of the pride of
ownership, and the boys ate faster while there was still time. Seeing there was
no immediate likelihood of a pause, Jack rose from the log that was his throne
and sauntered to the edge of the grass. He looked down from behind his paint at
Ralph and Piggy. They moved a little farther off over the sand and Ralph
watched the fire as he ate. He noticed, without understanding, how the flames
were visible now against the dull light. Evening was come, not with calm beauty
but with the threat of violence.
Jack spoke.
"Give me a drink."
Henry brought him a shell and he drank, watching Piggy
and Ralph over the jagged rim. Power lay in the brown swell of his forearms:
authority sat on his shoulder and chattered in his ear like an ape.
"All sit down."
The boys ranged themselves in rows on the grass before
him but Ralph and Piggy stayed a foot lower, standing on the soft sand. Jack
ignored them for the moment, turned his mask down to the seated boys and
pointed at them with the spear.
"Who's going to join my tribe?"
Ralph made a sudden movement that became a stumble. Some
of the boys turned toward him.
"I gave you food," said Jack, "and my
hunters will protect you from the beast. Who will join my tribe?"
"I'm chief," said Ralph, "because you
chose me. And we were going to keep the fire going. Now you run after
food--"
"You ran yourself!" shouted Jack. "Look at
that bone in your hands!"
Ralph went crimson.
"I said you were hunters. That was your job."
Jack ignored him again.
"Who'll join my tribe and have fun?"
"I'm chief," said Ralph tremulously. "And
what about the fire? And I've got the conch--"
"You haven't got it with you," said Jack,
sneering. "You left it behind. See, clever? And the conch doesn't count at
this end of the island--"
All at once the thunder struck. Instead of the dull boom
there was a point of impact in the explosion.
"The conch counts here too," said Ralph,
"and all over the island."
"What are you going to do about it then?"
Ralph examined the ranks of boys. There was no help in
them and he looked away, confused and sweating. Piggy whispered.
"The fire--rescue."
"Who'll join my tribe?"
"I will."
"Me."
"I will."
"I'll blow the conch," said Ralph breathlessly,
"and call an assembly."
"We shan't hear it."
Piggy touched Ralph's wrist.
"Come away. There's going to be trouble. And we've
had our meat."
There was a blink of bright light beyond the forest and
the thunder exploded again so that a littlun started to whine. Big drops of
rain fell among them making individual sounds when they struck.
"Going to be a storm," said Ralph, "and
you'll have rain like when we dropped here. Who's clever now? Where are your
shelters? What are you going to do about that?"
The hunters were looking uneasily at the sky, flinching
from the stroke of the drops. A wave of restlessness set the boys swaying and
moving aimlessly. The flickering light became brighter and the blows of the
thunder were only just bearable. The littluns began to run about, screaming.
Jack leapt on to the sand.
"Do our dance! Come on! Dance!"
He ran stumbling through the thick sand to the open space
of rock beyond the fire. Between the flashes of lightning the air was dark and
terrible; and the boys followed him, clamorously. Roger became the pig,
grunting and charging at Jack, who side-stepped. The hunters took their spears,
the cooks took spits, and the rest clubs of firewood. A circling movement
developed and a chant. While Roger mimed the terror of the pig, the littluns
ran and jumped on the outside of the circle. Piggy and Ralph, under the threat
of the sky, found themselves eager to take a place in this demented but partly
secure society. They were glad to touch the brown backs of the fence that
hemmed in the terror and made it governable.
"_Kill the beast! Cut his throat! Spill his
blood!_"
The movement became regular while the chant lost its
first superficial excitement and began to beat like a steady pulse. Roger
ceased to be a pig and became a hunter, so that the center of the ring yawned
emptily. Some of the littluns started a ring on their own; and the
complementary circles went round and round as though repetition would achieve
safety of itself. There was the throb and stamp of a single organism.
The dark sky was shattered by a blue-white scar. An
instant later the noise was on them like the blow of a gigantic whip. The chant
rose a tone in agony.
"_Kill the beast! Cut his throat! Spill his
blood!_"
Now out of the terror rose another desire, thick, urgent,
blind.
"_Kill the beast! Cut his throat! Spill his
blood!_"
Again the blue-white scar jagged above them and the
sulphurous explosion beat down. The littluns screamed and blundered about,
fleeing from the edge of the forest, and one of them broke the ring of biguns
in his terror.
"Him! Him!"
The circle became a horseshoe. A thing was crawling out
of the forest. It came darkly, uncertainly. The shrill screaming that rose
before the beast was like a pain. The beast stumbled into the horseshoe.
"_Kill the beast! Cut his throat! Spill his
blood!_"
The blue-white scar was constant, the noise unendurable.
Simon was crying out something about a dead man on a hill.
"_Kill the beast! Cut his throat! Spill his blood!
Do him in!_"
The sticks fell and the mouth of the new circle crunched
and screamed. The beast was on its knees in the center, its arms folded over
its face. It was crying out against the abominable noise something about a body
on the hill. The beast struggled forward, broke the ring and fell over the
steep edge of the rock to the sand by the water. At once the crowd surged after
it, poured down the rock, leapt on to the beast, screamed, struck, bit, tore.
There were no words, and no movements but the tearing of teeth and claws.
Then the clouds opened and let down the rain like a
waterfall. The water bounded from the mountain-top, tore leaves and branches
from the trees, poured like a cold shower over the struggling heap on the sand.
Presently the heap broke up and figures staggered away. Only the beast lay
still, a few yards from the sea. Even in the rain they could see how small a
beast it was; and already its blood was staining the sand.
Now a great wind blew the rain sideways, cascading the
water from the forest trees. On the mountain-top the parachute filled and
moved; the figure slid, rose to its feet, spun, swayed down through a vastness
of wet air and trod with ungainly feet the tops of the high trees; falling,
still falling, it sank toward the beach and the boys rushed screaming into the
darkness. The parachute took the figure forward, furrowing the lagoon, and
bumped it over the reef and out to sea.
Toward midnight the rain ceased and the clouds drifted
away, so that the sky was scattered once more with the incredible lamps of
stars. Then the breeze died too and there was no noise save the drip and
trickle of water that ran out of clefts and spilled down, leaf by leaf, to the
brown earth of the island. The air was cool, moist, and clear; and presently
even the sound of the water was still. The beast lay huddled on the pale beach
and the stains spread, inch by inch.
The edge of the lagoon became a streak of phosphorescence
which advanced minutely, as the great wave of the tide flowed. The clear water
mirrored the clear sky and the angular bright constellations. The line of
phosphorescence bulged about the sand grains and little pebbles; it held them
each in a dimple of tension, then suddenly accepted them with an inaudible
syllable and moved on.
Along the shoreward edge of the shallows the advancing
clearness was full of strange, moonbeam-bodied creatures with fiery eyes. Here
and there a larger pebble clung to its own air and was covered with a coat of
pearls. The tide swelled in over the rain-pitted sand and smoothed everything
with a layer of silver. Now it touched the first of the stains that seeped from
the broken body and the creatures made a moving patch of light as they gathered
at the edge. The water rose farther and dressed Simon's coarse hair with
brightness. The line of his cheek silvered and the turn of his shoulder became
sculptured marble. The strange attendant creatures, with their fiery eyes and
trailing vapors, busied themselves round his head. The body lifted a fraction
of an inch from the sand and a bubble of air escaped from the mouth with a wet
plop. Then it turned gently in the water.
Somewhere over the darkened curve of the world the sun
and moon were pulling, and the film of water on the earth planet was held,
bulging slightly on one side while the solid core turned. The great wave of the
tide moved farther along the island and the water lifted. Softly, surrounded by
a fringe of inquisitive bright creatures, itself a silver shape beneath the
steadfast constellations, Simon's dead body moved out toward the open sea.
The Shell and the Glasses
Piggy eyed the advancing figure carefully. Nowadays he
sometimes found that he saw more clearly if he removed his glasses and shifted
the one lens to the other eye; but even through the good eye, after what had
happened, Ralph remained unmistakably Ralph. He came now out of the coconut
trees, limping, dirty, with dead leaves hanging from his shock of yellow hair.
One eye was a slit in his puffy cheek and a great scab had formed on his right
knee. He paused for a moment and peered at the figure on the platform.
"Piggy? Are you the only one left?"
"There's some littluns."
"They don't count. No biguns?"
"Oh--Samneric. They're collecting wood."
"Nobody else?"
"Not that I know of."
Ralph climbed on to the platform carefully. The coarse
grass was still worn away where the assembly used to sit; the fragile white
conch still gleamed by the polished seat. Ralph sat down in the grass facing
the chief's seat and the conch. Piggy knelt at his left, and for a long minute
there was silence.
At last Ralph cleared his throat and whispered something.
Piggy whispered back.
"What you say?"
Ralph spoke up.
"Simon."
Piggy said nothing but nodded, solemnly. They continued
to sit, gazing with impaired sight at the chief's seat and the glittering
lagoon. The green light and the glossy patches of sunshine played over their
befouled bodies.
At length Ralph got up and went to the conch. He took the
shell caressingly with both hands and knelt, leaning against the trunk.
"Piggy."
"Uh?"
"What we going to do?"
Piggy nodded at the conch.
"You could--"
"Call an assembly?"
Ralph laughed sharply as he said the word and Piggy
frowned.
"You're still chief."
Ralph laughed again.
"You are. Over us."
"I got the conch."
"Ralph! Stop laughing like that. Look, there ain't
no need, Ralph! What's the others going to think?"
At last Ralph stopped. He was shivering.
"Piggy."
"Uh?"
"That was Simon."
"You said that before."
"Piggy."
"Uh?"
"That was murder."
"You stop it!" said Piggy, shrilly. "What
good're you doing talking like that?"
He jumped to his feet and stood over Ralph.
"It was dark. There was that--that bloody dance.
There was lightning and thunder and rain. We was scared!"
"I wasn't scared," said Ralph slowly, "I
was--I don't know what I was."
"We was scared!" said Piggy excitedly.
"Anything might have happened. It wasn't--what you said."
He was gesticulating, searching for a formula.
"Oh, Piggy!"
Ralph's voice, low and stricken, stopped Piggy's
gestures. He bent down and waited. Ralph, cradling the conch, rocked himself to
and fro.
"Don't you understand, Piggy? The things we
did--"
"He may still be--"
"No."
"P'raps he was only pretending--"
Piggy's voice trailed off at the sight of Ralph's face.
"You were outside. Outside the circle. You never
really came in. Didn't you see what we--what they did?"
There was loathing, and at the same time a kind of
feverish excitement, in his voice.
"Didn't you see, Piggy?"
"Not all that well. I only got one eye now. You
ought to know that, Ralph."
Ralph continued to rock to and fro.
"It was an accident," said Piggy suddenly,
"that's what it was. An accident." His voice shrilled again.
"Coming in the dark--he hadn't no business crawling like that out of the
dark. He was batty. He asked for it." He gesticulated widely again.
"It was an accident."
"You didn't see what they did--"
"Look, Ralph. We got to forget this. We can't do no
good thinking about it, see?"
"I'm frightened. Of us. I want to go home. Oh God, I
want to go home."
"It was an accident," said Piggy stubbornly,
"and that's that."
He touched Ralph's bare shoulder and Ralph shuddered at
the human contact.
"And look, Ralph"--Piggy glanced round quickly,
then leaned close--"don't let on we was in that dance. Not to
Samneric."
"But we were! All of us!"
Piggy shook his head.
"Not us till last. They never noticed in the dark.
Anyway you said I was only on the outside."
"So was I," muttered Ralph, "I was on the
outside too."
Piggy nodded eagerly.
"That's right. We was on the outside. We never done
nothing, we never seen nothing."
Piggy paused, then went on.
"We'll live on our own, the four of us--"
"Four of us. We aren't enough to keep the fire
burning."
"We'll try. See? I lit it."
Samneric came dragging a great log out of the forest.
They dumped it by the fire and turned to the pool. Ralph jumped to his feet.
"Hi! You two!"
The twins checked a moment, then walked on.
"They're going to bathe, Ralph."
"Better get it over."
The twins were very surprised to see Ralph. They flushed
and looked past him into the air.
"Hullo. Fancy meeting you, Ralph."
"We just been in the forest--"
"--to get wood for the fire--"
"--we got lost last night."
Ralph examined his toes.
"You got lost after the . . ."
Piggy cleaned his lens.
"After the feast," said Sam in a stifled voice.
Eric nodded. "Yes, after the feast."
"We left early," said Piggy quickly,
"because we were tired."
"So did we--"
"--very early--"
"--we were very tired."
Sam touched a scratch on his forehead and then hurriedly
took his hand away. Eric fingered his split lip.
"Yes. We were very tired," repeated Sam,
"so we left early. Was it a good--"
The air was heavy with unspoken knowledge. Sam twisted
and the obscene word shot out of him. "--dance?"
Memory of the dance that none of them had attended shook
all four boys convulsively.
"We left early."
When Roger came to the neck of land that joined the
Castle Rock to the mainland he was not surprised to be challenged. He had
reckoned, during the terrible night, on finding at least some of the tribe
holding out against the horrors of the island in the safest place.
The voice rang out sharply from on high, where the
diminishing crags were balanced one on another.
"Halt! Who goes there?"
"Roger."
"Advance, friend."
Roger advanced.
"You could see who I was."
"The chief said we got to challenge everyone."
Roger peered up.
"You couldn't stop me coming if I wanted."
"Couldn't I? Climb up and see."
Roger clambered up the ladder-like cliff.
"Look at this."
A log had been jammed under the topmost rock and another
lever under that. Robert leaned lightly on the lever and the rock groaned. A
full effort would send the rock thundering down to the neck of land. Roger
admired.
"He's a proper chief, isn't he?"
Robert nodded.
"He's going to take us hunting."
He jerked his head in the direction of the distant
shelters where a thread of white smoke climbed up the sky. Roger, sitting on
the very edge of the cliff, looked somberly back at the island as he worked
with his fingers at a loose tooth. His gaze settled on the top of the distant
mountain and Robert changed the unspoken subject.
"He's going to beat Wilfred."
"What for?"
Robert shook his head doubtfully.
"I don't know. He didn't say. He got angry and made
us tie Wilfred up. He's been"--he giggled excitedly--"he's been tied
for hours, waiting--"
"But didn't the chief say why?"
"I never heard him."
Sitting on the tremendous rock in the torrid sun, Roger
received this news as an illumination. He ceased to work at his tooth and sat
still, assimilating the possibilities of irresponsible authority. Then, without
another word, he climbed down the back of the rocks toward the cave and the
rest of the tribe.
The chief was sitting there, naked to the waist, his face
blocked out in white and red. The tribe lay in a semicircle before him. The
newly beaten and untied Wilfred was sniffing noisily in the background. Roger
squatted with the rest.
"Tomorrow," went on the chief, "we shall
hunt again."
He pointed at this savage and that with his spear.
"Some of you will stay here to improve the cave and
defend the gate. I shall take a few hunters with me and bring back meat. The
defenders of the gate will see that the others don't sneak in."
A savage raised his hand and the chief turned a bleak,
painted face toward him.
"Why should they try to sneak in, Chief?"
The chief was vague but earnest.
"They will. They'll try to spoil things we do. So
the watchers at the gate must be careful. And then--"
The chief paused. They saw a triangle of startling pink
dart out, pass along his lips and vanish again.
"--and then, the beast might try to come in. You
remember how he crawled--"
The semicircle shuddered and muttered in agreement.
"He came--disguised. He may come again even though
we gave him the head of our kill to eat. So watch; and be careful."
"Well?"
"But didn't we, didn't we--?"
He squirmed and looked down.
"No!"
In the silence that followed, each savage flinched away
from his individual memory.
"No! How could we--kill--it?"
Half-relieved, half-daunted by the implication of further
terrors, the savages murmured again.
"So leave the mountain alone," said the chief,
solemnly, "and give it the head if you go hunting."
"I expect the beast disguised itself."
"Perhaps," said the chief. A theological
speculation presented itself. "We'd better keep on the right side of him,
anyhow. You can't tell what he might do."
The tribe considered this; and then were shaken, as if by
a flow of wind. The chief saw the effect of his words and stood abruptly.
"But tomorrow we'll hunt and when we've got meat
we'll have a feast--"
Bill put up his hand.
"Chief."
"Yes?"
"What'll we use for lighting the fire?"
The chief's blush was hidden by the white and red clay.
Into his uncertain silence the tribe spilled their murmur once more. Then the
chief held up his hand.
"We shall take fire from the others. Listen.
Tomorrow we'll hunt and get meat. Tonight I'll go along with two
hunters--who'll come?"
Maurice and Roger put up their hands.
"Maurice--"
"Yes, Chief?"
"Where was their fire?"
"Back at the old place by the fire rock."
The chief nodded.
"The rest of you can go to sleep as soon as the sun
sets. But us three, Maurice, Roger and me, we've got work to do. We'll leave
just before sunset--"
Maurice put up his hand.
"But what happens if we meet--"
The chief waved his objection aside.
"We'll keep along by the sands. Then if he comes
we'll do our, our dance again."
"Only the three of us?"
Again the murmur swelled and died away.
Piggy handed Ralph his glasses and waited to receive back
his sight. The wood was damp; and this was the third time they had lighted it.
Ralph stood back, speaking to himself.
"We don't want another night without fire."
He looked round guiltily at the three boys standing by.
This was the first time he had admitted the double function of the fire.
Certainly one was to send up a beckoning column of smoke; but the other was to
be a hearth now and a comfort until they slept. Eric breathed on the wood till
it glowed and sent out a little flame. A billow of white and yellow smoke
reeked up. Piggy took back his glasses and looked at the smoke with pleasure.
"If only we could make a radio!"
"Or a plane--"
"--or a boat."
Ralph dredged in his fading knowledge of the world.
"We might get taken prisoner by the Reds."
Eric pushed back his hair.
"They'd be better than--"
He would not name people and Sam finished the sentence
for him by nodding along the beach.
Ralph remembered the ungainly figure on a parachute.
"He said something about a dead man." He
flushed painfully at this admission that he had been present at the dance. He
made urging motions at the smoke and with his body. "Don't stop--go on
up!"
"Smoke's getting thinner."
"We need more wood already, even when it's
wet."
"My asthma--"
The response was mechanical.
"Sucks to your ass-mar."
"If I pull logs, I get my asthma bad. I wish I
didn't, Ralph, but there it is."
The three boys went into the forest and fetched armfuls
of rotten wood. Once more the smoke rose, yellow and thick.
"Let's get something to eat."
Together they went to the fruit trees, carrying their
spears, saying little, cramming in haste. When they came out of the forest
again the sun was setting and only embers glowed in the fire, and there was no
smoke.
"I can't carry any more wood," said Eric.
"I'm tired."
Ralph cleared his throat.
"We kept the fire going up there."
"Up there it was small. But this has got to be a big
one."
Ralph carried a fragment to the fire and watched the smoke
that drifted into the dusk.
"We've got to keep it going."
Eric flung himself down.
"I'm too tired. And what's the good?"
"Eric!" cried Ralph in a shocked voice.
"Don't talk like that!"
Sam knelt by Eric.
"Well--what is the good?"
Ralph tried indignantly to remember. There was something
good about a fire. Something overwhelmingly good.
"Ralph's told you often enough," said Piggy
moodily. "How else are we going to be rescued?"
"Of course! If we don't make smoke--"
He squatted before them in the crowding dusk.
"Don't you understand? What's the good of wishing
for radios and boats?"
He held out his hand and twisted the fingers into a fist.
"There's only one thing we can do to get out of this mess. Anyone can play
at hunting, anyone can get us meat--"
He looked from face to face. Then, at the moment of
greatest passion and conviction, that curtain flapped in his head and he forgot
what he had been driving at. He knelt there, his fist clenched, gazing solemnly
from one to the other. Then the curtain whisked back.
"Oh, yes. So we've got to make smoke; and more
smoke--"
"But we can't keep it going! Look at that!"
The fire was dying on them.
"Two to mind the fire," said Ralph, half to
himself, "that's twelve hours a day."
"We can't get any more wood, Ralph--"
"--not in the dark--"
"--not at night--"
"We can light it every morning," said Piggy.
"Nobody ain't going to see smoke in the dark."
Sam nodded vigorously.
"It was different when the fire was--"
"--up there."
Ralph stood up, feeling curiously defenseless with the
darkness pressing in.
"Let the fire go then, for tonight."
He led the way to the first shelter, which still stood,
though battered. The bed leaves lay within, dry and noisy to the touch. In the
next shelter a littlun was talking in his sleep. The four biguns crept into the
shelter and burrowed under the leaves. The twins lay together and Ralph and
Piggy at the other end. For a while there was the continual creak and rustle of
leaves as they tried for comfort.
"Piggy."
"Yeah?"
"All right?"
"S'pose so."
At length, save for an occasional rustle, the shelter was
silent. An oblong of blackness relieved with brilliant spangles hung before
them and there was the hollow sound of surf on the reef. Ralph settled himself
for his nightly game of supposing. . . .
Supposing they could be transported home by jet, then
before morning they would land at that big airfield in Wiltshire. They would go
by car; no, for things to be perfect they would go by train; all the way down
to
Ralph turned restlessly in the leaves.
His mind skated to a consideration of a tamed town where
savagery could not set foot. What could be safer than the bus center with its
lamps and wheels?
All at once, Ralph was dancing round a lamp standard.
There was a bus crawling out of the bus station, a strange bus. . . .
"Ralph! Ralph!"
"What is it?"
"Don't make a noise like that--"
"Sorry."
From the darkness of the further end of the shelter came
a dreadful moaning and they shattered the leaves in their fear. Sam and Eric,
locked in an embrace, were fighting each other.
"Sam! Sam!"
"Hey--Eric!"
Presently all was quiet again.
Piggy spoke softly to Ralph.
"We got to get out of this."
"What d'you mean?"
"Get rescued."
For the first time that day, and despite the crowding
blackness, Ralph sniggered.
"I mean it," whispered Piggy. "If we don't
get home soon we'll be barmy."
"Round the bend."
"Bomb happy."
"Crackers;"
Ralph pushed the damp tendrils of hair out of his eyes.
"You write a letter to your auntie."
Piggy considered this solemnly.
"I don't know where she is now. And I haven't got an
envelope and a stamp. An' there isn't a mailbox. Or a postman."
The success of his tiny joke overcame Ralph. His sniggers
became uncontrollable, his body jumped and twitched.
Piggy rebuked him with dignity.
"I haven't said anything all that funny."
Ralph continued to snigger though his chest hurt. His
twitchings exhausted him till he lay, breathless and woebegone, waiting for the
next spasm. During one of these pauses he was ambushed by sleep.
"Ralph! You been making a noise again. Do be quiet,
Ralph--because."
Ralph heaved over among the leaves. He had reason to be
thankful that his dream was broken, for the bus had been nearer and more
distinct.
"Why--because?"
"Be quiet--and listen."
Ralph lay down carefully, to the accompaniment of a long
sigh from the leaves. Eric moaned something and then lay still. The darkness,
save for the useless oblong of stars, was blanket-thick.
"I can't hear anything."
"There's something moving outside."
Ralph's head prickled. The sound of his blood drowned all
else and then subsided.
"I still can't hear anything."
"Listen. Listen for a long time."
Quite clearly and emphatically, and only a yard or so
away from the back of the shelter, a stick cracked. The blood roared again in
Ralph's ears, confused images chased each other through his mind. A composite
of these things was prowling round the shelters. He could feel Piggy's head
against his shoulder and the convulsive grip of a hand.
"Ralph! Ralph!"
"Shut up and listen."
Desperately, Ralph prayed that the beast would prefer
littluns.
A voice whispered horribly outside.
"Piggy--Piggy--"
"It's come!" gasped Piggy. "It's
real!"
He clung to Ralph and reached to get his breath.
"Piggy, come outside. I want you, Piggy."
Ralph's mouth was against Piggy's ear.
"Don't say anything."
"Piggy--where are you, Piggy?"
Something brushed against the back of the shelter. Piggy
kept still for a moment, then he had his asthma. He arched his back and crashed
among the leaves with his legs. Ralph rolled away from him.
Then there was a vicious snarling in the mouth of the
shelter and the plunge and thump of living things. Someone tripped over Ralph
and Piggy's corner became a complication of snarls and crashes and flying
limbs. Ralph hit out; then he and what seemed like a dozen others were rolling
over and over, hitting, biting, scratching. He was torn and jolted, found
fingers in his mouth and bit them. A fist withdrew and came back like a piston,
so that the whole shelter exploded into light. Ralph twisted sideways on top of
a writhing body and felt hot breath on his cheek. He began to pound the mouth
below him, using his clenched fist as a hammer; he hit with more and more
passionate hysteria as the face became slippery. A knee jerked up between his
legs and he fell sideways, busying himself with his pain, and the fight rolled
over him. Then the shelter collapsed with smothering finality; and the
anonymous shapes fought their way out and through. Dark figures drew themselves
out of the wreckage and flitted away, till the screams of the littluns and
Piggy's gasps were once more audible.
Ralph called out in a quavering voice.
"All you littluns, go to sleep. We've had a fight
with the others. Now go to sleep."
Samneric came close and peered at Ralph.
"Are you two all right?"
"I think so--"
"--I got busted."
"So did I. How's Piggy?"
They hauled Piggy clear of the wreckage and leaned him
against a tree. The night was cool and purged of immediate terror. Piggy's
breathing was a little easier.
"Did you get hurt, Piggy?"
"Not much."
"That was Jack and his hunters," said Ralph
bitterly. "Why can't they leave us alone?"
"We gave them something to think about," said
Sam. Honesty compelled him to go on. "At least you did. I got mixed up
with myself in a corner."
"I gave one of 'em what for," said Ralph,
"I smashed him up all right. He won't want to come and fight us again in a
hurry."
"So did I," said Eric. "When I woke up one
was kicking me in the face. I got an awful bloody face, I think, Ralph. But I
did him in the end."
"What did you do?"
"I got my knee up," said Eric with simple
pride, "and I hit him with it in the pills. You should have heard him
holler! He won't come back in a hurry either. So we didn't do too badly."
Ralph moved suddenly in the dark; but then he heard Eric
working his mouth.
"What's the matter?"
"Jus' a tooth loose."
Piggy drew up his legs.
"You all right, Piggy?"
"I thought they wanted the conch."
Ralph trotted down the pale beach and jumped on to the
platform. The conch still glimmered by the chief's seat. He gazed for a moment
or two, then went back to Piggy.
"They didn't take the conch."
"I know. They didn't come for the conch. They came
for something else. Ralph--what am I going to do?"
Far off along the bowstave of beach, three figures
trotted toward the Castle Rock. They kept away from the forest and down by the
water. Occasionally they sang softly; occasionally they turned cartwheels down
by the moving streak of phosphorescence. The chief led then, trotting steadily,
exulting in his achievement. He was a chief now in truth; and he made stabbing
motions with his spear. From his left hand dangled Piggy's broken glasses.
Castle Rock
In the short chill of dawn the four boys gathered round
the black smudge where the fire had been, while Ralph knelt and blew. Grey,
feathery ashes scurried hither and thither at his breath but no spark shone
among them. The twins watched anxiously and Piggy sat expressionless behind the
luminous wall of his myopia. Ralph continued to blow till his ears were singing
with the effort, but then the first breeze of dawn took the job off his hands
and blinded him with ashes. He squatted back, swore, and rubbed water out of
his eyes.
"No use."
Eric looked down at him through a mask of dried blood.
Piggy peered in the general direction of Ralph.
" 'Course it's no use, Ralph. Now we got no
fire."
Ralph brought his face within a couple of feet of
Piggy's.
"Can you see me?"
"A bit."
Ralph allowed the swollen flap of his cheek to close his
eye again.
"They've got our fire."
Rage shrilled his voice.
"They stole it!"
"That's them," said Piggy. "They blinded
me. See? That's Jack Merridew. You call an assembly, Ralph, we got to decide
what to do."
"An assembly for only us?"
"It's all we got. Sam--let me hold on to you."
They went toward the platform.
"Blow the conch," said Piggy. "Blow as
loud as you can."
The forests re-echoed; and birds lifted, crying out of
the treetops, as on that first morning ages ago. Both ways the beach was
deserted. Some littluns came from the shelters. Ralph sat down on the polished
trunk and the three others stood before him. He nodded, and Samneric sat down
on the right. Ralph pushed the conch into Piggy's hands. He held the shining
thing carefully and blinked at Ralph.
"Go on, then."
"I just take the conch to say this. I can't see no
more and I got to get my glasses back. Awful things has been done on this
island. I voted for you for chief. He's the only one who ever got anything
done. So now you speak, Ralph, and tell us what. Or else--"
Piggy broke off, sniveling. Ralph took back the conch as
he sat down.
"Just an ordinary fire. You'd think we could do
that, wouldn't you? Just a smoke signal so we can be rescued. Are we savages or
what? Only now there's no signal going up. Ships may be passing. Do you
remember how he went hunting and the fire went out and a ship passed by? And
they all think he's best as chief. Then there was, there was . . . that's his
fault, too. If it hadn't been for him it would never have happened. Now Piggy
can't see, and they came, stealing--" Ralph's voice ran up "--at
night, in darkness, and stole our fire. They stole it. We'd have given them
fire if they'd asked. But they stole it and the signal's out and we can't ever
be rescued. Don't you see what I mean? We'd have given them fire for themselves
only they stole it. I--"
He paused lamely as the curtain flickered in his brain.
Piggy held out his hands for the conch.
"What you goin' to do, Ralph? This is jus' talk
without deciding. I want my glasses."
"I'm trying to think. Supposing we go, looking like
we used to, washed and hair brushed--after all we aren't savages really and
being rescued isn't a game--"
He opened the flap of his cheek and looked at the twins.
"We could smarten up a bit and then go--"
"We ought to take spears," said Sam. "Even
Piggy."
"--because we may need them."
"You haven't got the conch!"
Piggy held up the shell.
"You can take spears if you want but I shan't.
What's the good? I'll have to be led like a dog, anyhow. Yes, laugh. Go on,
laugh. There's them on this island as would laugh at anything. And what
happened? What's grownups goin' to think? Young Simon was murdered. And there
was that other kid what had a mark on his face. Who's seen him since we first
come here?"
"Piggy! Stop a minute!"
"I got the conch. I'm going to that Jack Merridew
an' tell him, I am."
"You'll get hurt."
"What can he do more than he has? I'll tell him
what's what. You let me carry the conch, Ralph. I'll show him the one thing he
hasn't got."
Piggy paused for a moment and peered round at the dim
figures. The shape of the old assembly, trodden in the grass, listened to him.
"I'm going to him with this conch in my hands. I'm
going to hold it out. Look, I'm goin' to say, you're stronger than I am and you
haven't got asthma. You can see, I'm goin' to say, and with both eyes. But I
don't ask for my glasses back, not as a favor. I don't ask you to be a sport,
I'll say, not because you're strong, but because what's right's right. Give me
my glasses, I'm going to say--you got to!"
Piggy ended, flushed and trembling. He pushed the conch
quickly into Ralph's hands as though in a hurry to be rid of it and wiped the
tears from his eyes. The green light was gentle about them and the conch lay at
Ralph's feet, fragile and white. A single drop of water that had escaped
Piggy's fingers now flashed on the delicate curve like a star.
At last Ralph sat up straight and drew back his hair.
"All right. I mean--you can try if you like. We'll
go with you."
"He'll be painted," said Sam, timidly.
"You know how he'll be--"
"--he won't think much of us--"
"--if he gets waxy we've had it--"
Ralph scowled at Sam. Dimly he remembered something Simon
had said to him once, by the rocks.
"Don't be silly," he said. And then he added
quickly, "Let's go."
He held out the conch to Piggy who flushed, this time
with pride.
"You must carry it."
"When we're ready I'll carry it--"
Piggy sought in his mind for words to convey his
passionate willingness to carry the conch against all odds.
"I don't mind. I'll be glad, Ralph, only I'll have
to be led."
Ralph put the conch back on the shining log.
"We better eat and then get ready."
They made their way to the devastated fruit trees. Piggy
was helped to his food and found some by touch. While they ate, Ralph thought
of the afternoon.
"We'll be like we were. We'll wash--"
Sam gulped down a mouthful and protested.
"But we bathe every day!"
Ralph looked at the filthy objects before him and sighed.
"We ought to comb our hair. Only it's too
long."
"I've got both socks left in the shelter," said
Eric, "so we could pull them over our heads like caps, sort of."
"We could find some stuff," said Piggy, "and
tie your hair back."
"Like a girl!"
"No. 'Course not."
"Then we must go as we are," said Ralph,
"and they won't be any better."
Eric made a detaining gesture.
"But they'll be painted! You know how it is."
The others nodded. They understood only too well the liberation into savagery
that the concealing paint brought.
"Well, we won't be painted," said Ralph,
"because we aren't savages."
Samneric looked at each other.
"All the same--"
Ralph shouted.
"No paint!"
He tried to remember.
"Smoke," he said, "we want smoke."
He turned on the twins fiercely.
"I said 'smoke'! We've got to have smoke."
There was silence, except for the multitudinous murmur of
the bees. As last Piggy spoke, kindly.
" 'Course we have. 'Cos the smoke's a signal and we
can't be rescued if we don't have smoke."
"I knew that!" shouted Ralph. He pulled his arm
away from Piggy. "Are you suggesting--?"
"I'm jus' saying what you always say," said
Piggy hastily. "I'd thought for a moment--"
"I hadn't," said Ralph loudly. "I knew it
all the time. I hadn't forgotten."
Piggy nodded propitiatingly.
"You're chief, Ralph. You remember everything."
"I hadn't forgotten."
" 'Course not."
The twins were examining Ralph curiously, as though they
were seeing him for the first time.
They set off along the beach in formation. Ralph went
first, limping a little, his spear carried over one shoulder. He saw things
partially, through the tremble of the heat haze over the flashing sands, and
his own long hair and injuries. Behind him came the twins, worried now for a
while but full of unquenchable vitality. They said little but trailed the butts
of their wooden spears; for Piggy had found that, by looking down and shielding
his tired sight from the sun, he could just see these moving along the sand. He
walked between the trailing butts, therefore, the conch held carefully between
his two hands. The boys made a compact little group that moved over the beach,
four plate-like shadows dancing and mingling beneath them. There was no sign
left of the storm, and the beach was swept clean like a blade that has been
scoured. The sky and the mountain were at an immense distance, shimmering in
the heat; and the reef was lifted by mirage, floating in a kind of silver pool
halfway up the sky.
They passed the place where the tribe had danced. The
charred sticks still lay on the rocks where the rain had quenched them but the
sand by the water was smooth again. They passed this in silence. No one doubted
that the tribe would be found at the Castle Rock and when they came in sight of
it they stopped with one accord. The densest tangle on the island, a mass of
twisted stems, black and green and impenetrable, lay on their left and tall
grass swayed before them. Now Ralph went forward.
Here was the crushed grass where they had all lain when
he had gone to prospect. There was the neck of land, the ledge skirting the
rock, up there were the red pinnacles.
Sam touched his arm.
"Smoke."
There was a tiny smudge of smoke wavering into the air on
the other side of the rock.
"Some fire--I don't think."
Ralph turned.
"What are we hiding for?"
He stepped through the screen of grass on to the little
open space that led to the narrow neck.
"You two follow behind. I'll go first, then Piggy a
pace behind me. Keep your spears ready."
Piggy peered anxiously into the luminous veil that hung
between him and the world.
"Is it safe? Ain't there a cliff? I can hear the
sea."
"You keep right close to me."
Ralph moved forward on to the neck. He kicked a stone and
it bounded into the water. Then the sea sucked down, revealing a red, weedy
square forty feet beneath Ralph's left arm.
"Am I safe?" quavered Piggy. "I feel
awful--"
High above them from the pinnacles came a sudden shout
and then an imitation war-cry that was answered by a dozen voices from behind
the rock.
"Give me the conch and stay still."
"Halt! Who goes there?"
Ralph bent back his head and glimpsed Roger's dark face
at the top.
"You can see who I am!" he shouted. "Stop
being silly!"
He put the conch to his lips and began to blow. Savages
appeared, painted out of recognition, edging round the ledge toward the neck.
They carried spears and disposed themselves to defend the entrance. Ralph went
on blowing and ignored Piggy's terrors.
Roger was shouting.
"You mind out--see?"
At length Ralph took his lips away and paused to get his
breath back. His first words were a gasp, but audible.
"--calling an assembly."
The savages guarding the neck muttered among themselves
but made no motion. Ralph walked forwards a couple of steps. A voice whispered
urgently behind him.
"Don't leave me, Ralph."
"You kneel down," said Ralph sideways,
"and wait till I come back."
He stood halfway along the neck and gazed at the savages
intently. Freed by the paint, they had tied their hair back and were more
comfortable than he was. Ralph made a resolution to tie his own back
afterwards. Indeed he felt like telling them to wait and doing it there and
then; but that was impossible. The savages sniggered a bit and one gestured at
Ralph with his spear. High above, Roger took his hands off the lever and leaned
out to see what was going on. The boys on the neck stood in a pool of their own
shadow, diminished to shaggy heads. Piggy crouched, his back shapeless as a
sack.
"I'm calling an assembly."
Silence.
Roger took up a small stone and flung it between the
twins, aiming to miss. They started and Sam only just kept his footing. Some
source of power began to pulse in Roger's body.
Ralph spoke again, loudly.
"I'm calling an assembly."
He ran his eye over them.
"Where's Jack?"
The group of boys stirred and consulted. A painted face
spoke with the voice of Robert.
"He's hunting. And he said we weren't to let you
in."
"I've come to see about the fire," said Ralph,
"and about Piggy's specs."
The group in front of him shifted and laughter shivered
outwards from among them, light, excited laughter that went echoing among the
tall rocks.
A voice spoke from behind Ralph.
"What do you want?"
The twins made a bolt past Ralph and got between him and
the entry. He turned quickly. Jack, identifiable by personality and red hair,
was advancing from the forest. A hunter crouched on either side. All three were
masked in black and green. Behind them on the grass the headless and paunched
body of a sow lay where they had dropped it.
Piggy wailed.
"Ralph! Don't leave me!"
With ludicrous care he embraced the rock, pressing
himself to it above the sucking sea. The sniggering of the savages became a
loud derisive jeer.
Jack shouted above the noise.
"You go away, Ralph. You keep to your end. This is
my end and my tribe. You leave me alone."
The jeering died away.
"You pinched Piggy's specs," said Ralph,
breathlessly. "You've got to give them back."
"Got to? Who says?"
Ralph's temper blazed out.
"I say! You voted for me for chief. Didn't you hear
the conch? You played a dirty trick--we'd have given you fire if you'd asked
for it--"
The blood was flowing in his cheeks and the bunged-up eye
throbbed.
"You could have had fire whenever you wanted. But
you didn't. You came sneaking up like a thief and stole Piggy's glasses!"
"Say that again!"
"Thief! Thief!"
Piggy screamed.
"Ralph! Mind me!"
Jack made a rush and stabbed at Ralph's chest with his
spear. Ralph sensed the position of the weapon from the glimpse he caught of
Jack's arm and put the thrust aside with his own butt. Then he brought the end
round and caught Jack a stinger across the ear. They were chest to chest,
breathing fiercely, pushing and glaring.
"Who's a thief?"
"You are!"
Jack wrenched free and swung at Ralph with his spear. By
common consent they were using the spears as sabers now, no longer daring the
lethal points. The blow struck Ralph's spear and slid down, to fall agonizingly
on his fingers. Then they were apart once more, their positions reversed, Jack
toward the Castle Rock and Ralph on the outside toward the island.
Both boys were breathing very heavily.
"Come on then--"
"Come on--"
Truculently they squared up to each other but kept just
out of fighting distance.
"You come on and see what you get!"
"You come on--"
Piggy clutching the ground was trying to attract Ralph's
attention. Ralph moved, bent down, kept a wary eye on Jack.
"Ralph--remember what we came for. The fire. My
specs."
Ralph nodded. He relaxed his fighting muscles, stood
easily and grounded the butt of his spear. Jack watched him inscrutably through
his paint. Ralph glanced up at the pinnacles, then toward the group of savages.
"Listen. We've come to say this. First you've got to
give back Piggy's specs. If he hasn't got them he can't see. You aren't playing
the game--"
The tribe of painted savages giggled and Ralph's mind
faltered. He pushed his hair up and gazed at the green and black mask before
him, trying to remember what Jack looked like.
Piggy whispered.
"And the fire."
"Oh yes. Then about the fire. I say this again. I've
been saying it ever since we dropped in."
He held out his spear and pointed at the savages.
"Your only hope is keeping a signal fire going as long as there's light to
see. Then maybe a ship'll notice the smoke and come and rescue us and take us
home. But without that smoke we've got to wait till some ship comes by
accident. We might wait years; till we were old--"
The shivering, silvery, unreal laughter of the savages sprayed
out and echoed away. A gust of rage shook Ralph. His voice cracked.
"Don't you understand, you painted fools? Sam, Eric,
Piggy and me--we aren't enough. We tried to keep the fire going, but we
couldn't. And then you, playing at hunting. . . ."
He pointed past them to where the trickle of smoke
dispersed in the pearly air.
"Look at that! Call that a signal fire? That's a
cooking fire. Now you'll eat and there'll be no smoke. Don't you understand?
There may be a ship out there--"
He paused, defeated by the silence and the painted
anonymity of the group guarding the entry. Jack opened a pink mouth and
addressed Samneric, who were between him and his tribe.
"You two. Get back."
No one answered him. The twins, puzzled, looked at each
other; while Piggy, reassured by the cessation of violence, stood up carefully.
Jack glanced back at Ralph and then at the twins.
"Grab them!"
No one moved. Jack shouted angrily.
"I said 'grab them'!"
The painted group moved round Samneric nervously and
unhandily. Once more the silvery laughter scattered.
Samneric protested out of the heart of civilization.
"Oh, I say!"
"--honestly!"
Their spears were taken from them.
"Tie them up!"
Ralph cried out hopelessly against the black and green
mask.
"Jack!"
"Go on. Tie them."
Now the painted group felt the otherness of Samneric,
felt the power in their own hands. They felled the twins clumsily and
excitedly. Jack was inspired. He knew that Ralph would attempt a rescue. He
struck in a humming circle behind him and Ralph only just parried the blow.
Beyond them the tribe and the twins were a loud and writhing heap. Piggy
crouched again. Then the twins lay, astonished, and the tribe stood round them.
Jack turned to Ralph and spoke between his teeth.
"See? They do what I want."
There was silence again. The twins lay, inexpertly tied
up, and the tribe watched Ralph to see what he would do. He numbered them
through his fringe, glimpsed the ineffectual smoke.
His temper broke. He screamed at Jack.
"You're a beast and a swine and a bloody, bloody
thief!"
He charged.
Jack, knowing this was the crisis, charged too. They met
with a jolt and bounced apart. Jack swung with his fist at Ralph and caught him
on the ear. Ralph hit Jack in the stomach and made him grunt. Then they were
facing each other again, panting and furious, but unnerved by each other's
ferocity. They became aware of the noise that was the background to this fight,
the steady shrill cheering of the tribe behind them.
Piggy's voice penetrated to Ralph.
"Let me speak."
He was standing in the dust of the fight, and as the
tribe saw his intention the shrill cheer changed to a steady booing.
Piggy held up the conch and the booing sagged a little,
then came up again to strength.
"I got the conch!"
He shouted.
"I tell you, I got the conch!"
Surprisingly, there was silence now; the tribe were
curious to hear what amusing thing he might have to say.
Silence and pause; but in the silence a curious
air-noise, close by Ralph's head. He gave it half his attention--and there it
was again; a faint "Zup!" Someone was throwing stones: Roger was
dropping them, his one hand still on the lever. Below him, Ralph was a shock of
hair and Piggy a bag of fat.
"I got this to say. You're acting like a crowd of
kids." The booing rose and died again as Piggy lifted the white, magic
shell.
"Which is better--to be a pack of painted Indians
like you are, or to be sensible like Ralph is?"
A great clamor rose among the savages. Piggy shouted
again.
"Which is better--to have rules and agree, or to
hunt and kill?"
Again the clamor and again--"Zup!"
Ralph shouted against the noise.
"Which is better, law and rescue, or hunting and
breaking things up?"
Now Jack was yelling too and Ralph could no longer make
himself heard. Jack had backed right against the tribe and they were a solid
mass of menace that bristled with spears. The intention of a charge was forming
among them; they were working up to it and the neck would be swept clear. Ralph
stood facing them, a little to one side, his spear ready. By him stood Piggy
still holding out the talisman, the fragile, shining beauty of the shell. The
storm of sound beat at them, an incantation of hatred. High overhead, Roger,
with a sense of delirious abandonment, leaned all his weight on the lever.
Ralph heard the great rock before he saw it. He was aware
of a jolt in the earth that came to him through the soles of his feet, and the
breaking sound of stones at the top of the cliff. Then the monstrous red thing
bounded across the neck and he flung himself flat while the tribe shrieked.
The rock struck Piggy a glancing blow from chin to knee;
the conch exploded into a thousand white fragments and ceased to exist. Piggy,
saying nothing, with no time for even a grunt, traveled through the air
sideways from the rock, turning over as he went. The rock bounded twice and was
lost in the forest. Piggy fell forty feet and landed on his back across the
square red rock in the sea. His head opened and stuff came out and turned red.
Piggy's arms and legs twitched a bit, like a pig's after it has been killed.
Then the sea breathed again in a long, slow sigh, the water boiled white and
pink over the rock; and when it went, sucking back again, the body of Piggy was
gone.
This time the silence was complete. Ralph's lips formed a
word but no sound came.
Suddenly Jack bounded out from the tribe and began
screaming wildly.
"See? See? That's what you'll get! I meant that!
There isn't a tribe for you any more! The conch is gone--"
He ran forward, stooping.
"I'm chief!"
Viciously, with full intention, he hurled his spear at
Ralph. The point tore the skin and flesh over Ralph's ribs, then sheared off
and fell in the water. Ralph stumbled, feeling not pain but panic, and the
tribe, screaming now like the chief, began to advance. Another spear, a bent
one that would not fly straight, went past his face and one fell from on high
where Roger was. The twins lay hidden behind the tribe and the anonymous
devils' faces swarmed across the neck. Ralph turned and ran. A great noise as
of sea gulls rose behind him. He obeyed an instinct that he did not know he
possessed and swerved over the open space so that the spears went wide. He saw
the headless body of the sow and jumped in time. Then he was crashing through
foliage and small boughs and was hidden by the forest.
The chief stopped by the pig, turned and held up his
hands.
"Back! Back to the fort!"
Presently the tribe returned noisily to the neck where
Roger joined them.
The chief spoke to him angrily.
"Why aren't you on watch?"
Roger looked at him gravely.
"I just came down--"
The hangman's horror clung round him. The chief said no
more to him but looked down at Samneric.
"You got to join the tribe."
"You lemme go--"
"--and me."
The chief snatched one of the few spears that were left
and poked Sam in the ribs.
"What d'you mean by it, eh?" said the chief
fiercely. "What d'you mean by coming with spears? What d'you mean by not
joining my tribe?"
The prodding became rhythmic. Sam yelled.
"That's not the way."
Roger edged past the chief, only just avoiding pushing
him with his shoulder. The yelling ceased, and Samneric lay looking up in quiet
terror. Roger advanced upon them as one wielding a nameless authority.
Cry of the Hunters
Ralph lay in a covert, wondering about his wounds. The
bruised flesh was inches in diameter over his right ribs, with a swollen and
bloody scar where the spear had hit him. His hair was full of dirt and tapped
like the tendrils of a creeper. All over he was scratched and bruised from his
flight through the forest. By the time his breathing was normal again, he had
worked out that bathing these injuries would have to wait. How could you listen
for naked feet if you were splashing in water? How could you be safe by the
little stream or on the open beach?
Ralph listened. He was not really far from the Castle
Rock, and during the first panic he had thought he heard sounds of pursuit. But
the hunters had only sneaked into the fringes of the greenery, retrieving spears
perhaps, and then had rushed back to the sunny rock as if terrified of the
darkness under the leaves. He had even glimpsed one of them, striped brown,
black, and red, and had judged that it was Bill. But really, thought Ralph,
this was not Bill. This was a savage whose image refused to blend with that
ancient picture of a boy in shorts and shirt.
The afternoon died away; the circular spots of sunlight
moved steadily over green fronds and brown fiber but no sound came from behind
the rock. At last Ralph wormed out of the ferns and sneaked forward to the edge
of that impenetrable thicket that fronted the neck of land. He peered with
elaborate caution between branches at the edge and could see Robert sitting on
guard at the top of the cliff. He held a spear in his left hand and was tossing
up a pebble and catching it again with the right. Behind him a column of smoke
rose thickly, so that Ralph's nostrils flared and his mouth dribbled. He wiped
his nose and mouth with the back of his hand and for the first time since the
morning felt hungry. The tribe must be sitting round the gutted pig, watching
the fat ooze and burn among the ashes. They would be intent.
Another figure, an unrecognizable one, appeared by Robert
and gave him something, then turned and went back behind the rock. Robert laid
his spear on the rock beside him and began to gnaw between his raised hands. So
the feast was beginning and the watchman had been given his portion.
Ralph saw that for the time being he was safe. He limped
away through the fruit trees, drawn by the thought of the poor food yet bitter
when he remembered the feast. Feast today, and then tomorrow. . . .
He argued unconvincingly that they would let him alone,
perhaps even make an outlaw of him. But then the fatal unreasoning knowledge
came to him again. The breaking of the conch and the deaths of Piggy and Simon
lay over the island like a vapor. These painted savages would go further and
further. Then there was that indefinable connection between himself and Jack;
who therefore would never let him alone; never.
He paused, sun-flecked, holding up a bough, prepared to
duck under it. A spasm of terror set him shaking and he cried aloud.
"No. They're not as bad as that. It was an
accident."
He ducked under the bough, ran clumsily, then stopped and
listened.
He came to the smashed acres of fruit and ate greedily.
He saw two littluns and, not having any idea of his own appearance, wondered
why they screamed and ran.
When he had eaten he went toward the beach. The sunlight
was slanting now into the palms by the wrecked shelter. There was the platform
and the pool. The best thing to do was to ignore this leaden feeling about the
heart and rely on their common sense, their daylight sanity. Now that the tribe
had eaten, the thing to do was to try again. And anyway, he couldn't stay here
all night in an empty shelter by the deserted platform. His flesh crept and he
shivered in the evening sun. No fire; no smoke; no rescue. He turned and limped
away through the forest toward Jack's end of the island.
The slanting sticks of sunlight were lost among the
branches. At length he came to a clearing in the forest where rock prevented
vegetation from growing. Now it was a pool of shadows and Ralph nearly flung
himself behind a tree when he saw something standing in the center; but then he
saw that the white face was bone and that the pig's skull grinned at him from
the top of a stick. He walked slowly into the middle of the clearing and looked
steadily at the skull that gleamed as white as ever the conch had done and
seemed to jeer at him cynically. An inquisitive ant was busy in one of the eye
sockets but otherwise the thing was lifeless.
Or was it?
Little prickles of sensation ran up and down his back. He
stood, the skull about on a level with his face, and held up his hair with two
hands. The teeth grinned, the empty sockets seemed to hold his gaze masterfully
and without effort.
What was it?
The skull regarded Ralph like one who knows all the
answers and won't tell. A sick fear and rage swept him. Fiercely he hit out at
the filthy thing in front of him that bobbed like a toy and came back, still
grinning into his face, so that he lashed and cried out in loathing. Then he
was licking his bruised knuckles and looking at the bare stick, while the skull
lay in two pieces, its grin now six feet across. He wrenched the quivering
stick from the crack and held it as a spear between him and the white pieces.
Then he backed away, keeping his face to the skull that lay grinning at the
sky.
When the green glow had gone from the horizon and night
was fully accomplished, Ralph came again to the thicket in front of the Castle
Rock. Peeping through, he could see that the height was still occupied, and
whoever it was up there had a spear at the ready.
He knelt among the shadows and felt his isolation
bitterly. They were savages it was true; but they were human, and the ambushing
fears of the deep night were coming on.
Ralph moaned faintly. Tired though he was, he could not
relax and fall into a well of sleep for fear of the tribe. Might it not be
possible to walk boldly into the fort, say-- "I've got pax," laugh
lightly and sleep among the others? Pretend they were still boys, schoolboys
who had said, "Sir, yes, Sir"--and worn caps? Daylight might have answered
yes; but darkness and the horrors of death said no. Lying there in the
darkness, he knew he was an outcast.
" 'Cos I had some sense."
He rubbed his cheek along his forearm, smelling the acrid
scent of salt and sweat and the staleness of dirt. Over to the left, the waves
of ocean were breathing, sucking down, then boiling back over the rock.
There were sounds coming from behind the Castle Rock.
Listening carefully, detaching his mind from the swing of the sea, Ralph could
make out a familiar rhythm.
"_Kill the beast! Cut his throat! Spill his
blood!_"
The tribe was dancing. Somewhere on the other side of
this rocky wall there would be a dark circle, a glowing fire, and meat. They
would be savoring food and the comfort of safety.
A noise nearer at hand made him quiver. Savages were
clambering up the Castle Rock, right up to the top, and he could hear voices.
He sneaked forward a few yards and saw the shape at the top of the rock change
and enlarge. There were only two boys on the island who moved or talked like
that.
Ralph put his head down on his forearms and accepted this
new fact like a wound. Samneric were part of the tribe now. They were guarding
the Castle Rock against him. There was no chance of rescuing them and building
up an outlaw tribe at the other end of the island. Samneric were savages like
the rest; Piggy was dead, and the conch smashed to powder.
At length the guard climbed down. The two that remained
seemed nothing more than a dark extension of the rock. A star appeared behind
them and was momentarily eclipsed by some movement.
Ralph edged forward, feeling his way over the uneven
surface as though he were blind. There were miles of vague water at his right
and the restless ocean lay under his left hand, as awful as the shaft of a pit.
Every minute the water breathed round the death rock and flowered into a field
of whiteness. Ralph crawled until he found the ledge of the entry in his grasp.
The lookouts were immediately above him and he could see the end of a spear
projecting over the rock.
He called very gently.
"Samneric--"
There was no reply. To carry he must speak louder; and
this would rouse those striped and inimical creatures from their feasting by
the fire. He set his teeth and started to climb, finding the holds by touch.
The stick that had supported a skull hampered him but he would not be parted
from his only weapon. He was nearly level with the twins before he spoke again.
"Samneric--"
He heard a cry and a flurry from the rock. The twins had
grabbed each other and were gibbering.
"It's me. Ralph."
Terrified that they would run and give the alarm, he
hauled himself up until his head and shoulders stuck over the top. Far below
his armpit he saw the luminous flowering round the rock.
"It's only me. Ralph."
At length they bent forward and peered in his face.
"We thought it was--"
"--we didn't know what it was--"
"--we thought--"
Memory of their new and shameful loyalty came to them.
Eric was silent but Sam tried to do his duty.
"You got to go, Ralph. You go away now--"
He wagged his spear and essayed fierceness.
"You shove off. See?"
Eric nodded agreement and jabbed his spear in the air.
Ralph leaned on his arms and did not go.
"I came to see you two."
His voice was thick. His throat was hurting him now though
it had received no wound.
"I came to see you two--"
Words could not express the dull pain of these things. He
fell silent, while the vivid stars were spilt and danced all ways.
Sam shifted uneasily.
"Honest, Ralph, you'd better go."
Ralph looked up again.
"You two aren't painted. How can you--? If it were
light--"
If it were light shame would burn them at admitting these
things. But the night was dark. Eric took up; and then the twins started their
antiphonal speech.
"You got to go because it's not safe--"
"--they made us. They hurt us--"
"Who? Jack?"
"Oh no--"
They bent to him and lowered their voices.
"Push off, Ralph--"
"--it's a tribe--"
"--they made us--"
"--we couldn't help it--"
When Ralph spoke again his voice was low, and seemed
breathless.
"What have I done? I liked him--and I wanted us to
be rescued--"
Again the stars spilled about the sky. Eric shook his
head, earnestly.
"Listen, Ralph. Never mind what's sense. That's
gone--"
"Never mind about the chief--"
"--you got to go for your own good."
"The chief and Roger--"
"--yes, Roger--"
"They hate you, Ralph. They're going to do
you."
"They're going to hunt you tomorrow."
"But why?"
"I dunno. And Ralph, Jack, the chief, says it'll be
dangerous--"
"--and we've got to be careful and throw our spears
like at a pig."
"We're going to spread out in a line across the
island--"
"--we're going forward from this end--"
"--until we find you."
"We've got to give signals like this."
Eric raised his head and achieved a faint ululation by
beating on his open mouth. Then he glanced behind him nervously.
"Like that--"
"--only louder, of course."
"But I've done nothing," whispered Ralph,
urgently. "I only wanted to keep up a fire!"
He paused for a moment, thinking miserably of the morrow.
A matter of overwhelming importance occurred to him.
"What are you--?"
He could not bring himself to be specific at first; but
then fear and loneliness goaded him.
"When they find me, what are they going to do?"
The twins were silent. Beneath him, the death rock
flowered again.
"What are they--oh God! I'm hungry--"
The towering rock seemed to sway under him.
"Well--what--?"
The twins answered his question indirectly.
"You got to go now, Ralph."
"For your own good."
"Keep away. As far as you can."
"Won't you come with me? Three of us--we'd stand a
chance."
After a moment's silence, Sam spoke in a strangled voice.
"You don't know Roger. He's a terror."
"And the chief--they're both--"
"--terrors--"
"--only Roger--"
Both boys froze. Someone was climbing toward them from
the tribe.
"He's coming to see if we're keeping watch. Quick,
Ralph!"
As he prepared to let himself down the cliff, Ralph
snatched at the last possible advantage to be wrung out of this meeting.
"I'll lie up close; in that thicket down
there," he whispered, "so keep them away from it. They'll never think
to look so close--"
The footsteps were still some distance away.
"Sam--I'm going to be all right, aren't I?"
The twins were silent again.
"Here!" said Sam suddenly. "Take
this--"
Ralph felt a chunk of meat pushed against him and grabbed
it.
"But what are you going to do when you catch
me?"
Silence above. He sounded silly to himself. He lowered
himself down the rock.
"What are you going to do--?"
From the top of the towering rock came the
incomprehensible reply.
"Roger sharpened a stick at both ends."
Roger sharpened a stick at both ends. Ralph tried to
attach a meaning to this but could not. He used all the bad words he could
think of in a fit of temper that passed into yawning. How long could you go
without sleep? He yearned for a bed and sheets--but the only whiteness here was
the slow spilt milk, luminous round the rock forty feet below, where Piggy had
fallen. Piggy was everywhere, was on this neck, was become terrible in darkness
and death. If Piggy were to come back now out of the water, with his empty
head--Ralph whimpered and yawned like a littlun. The stick in his hand became a
crutch on which he reeled.
Then he tensed again. There were voices raised on the top
of the Castle Rock. Samneric were arguing with someone. But the ferns and the
grass were near. That was the place to be in, hidden, and next to the thicket
that would serve for tomorrow's hideout. Here--and his hands touched grass--was
a place to be in for the night, not far from the tribe, so that if the horrors
of the supernatural emerged one could at least mix with humans for the time
being, even if it meant . . .
What did it mean? A stick sharpened at both ends. What
was there in that? They had thrown spears and missed; all but one. Perhaps they
would miss next time, too.
He squatted down in the tall grass, remembered the meat
that Sam had given him, and began to tear at it ravenously. While he was
eating, he heard fresh noises--cries of pain from Samneric, cries of panic,
angry voices. What did it mean? Someone besides himself was in trouble, for at
least one of the twins was catching it. Then the voices passed away down the
rock and he ceased to think of them. He felt with his hands and found cool,
delicate fronds backed against the thicket. Here then was the night's lair. At
first light he would creep into the thicket, squeeze between the twisted stems,
ensconce himself so deep that only a crawler like himself could come through,
and that crawler would be jabbed. There he would sit, and the search would pass
him by, and the cordon waver on, ululating along the island, and he would be
free.
He pulled himself between the ferns, tunneling in. He
laid the stick beside him, and huddled himself down in the blackness. One must
remember to wake at first light, in order to diddle the savages--and he did not
know how quickly sleep came and hurled him down a dark interior slope.
He was awake before his eyes were open, listening to a
noise that was near. He opened an eye, found the mold an inch or so from his
face and his fingers gripped into it, light filtering between the fronds of
fern. He had just time to realize that the age-long nightmares of falling and
death were past and that the morning was come, when he heard the sound again.
It was an ululation over by the seashore-- and now the next savage answered and
the next. The cry swept by him across the narrow end of the island from sea to
lagoon, like the cry of a flying bird. He took no time to consider but grabbed
his sharp stick and wriggled back among the ferns. Within seconds he was
worming his way into the thicket; but not before he had glimpsed the legs of a
savage coming toward him. The ferns were thumped and beaten and he heard legs
moving in the long grass. The savage, whoever he was, ululated twice; and the
cry was repeated in both directions, then died away. Ralph crouched still,
tangled in the ferns, and for a time he heard nothing.
At last he examined the thicket itself. Certainly no one
could attack him here--and moreover he had a stroke of luck. The great rock
that had killed Piggy had bounded into this thicket and bounced there, right in
the center, making a smashed space a few feet in extent each way. When Ralph
had wriggled into this he felt secure, and clever. He sat down carefully among
the smashed stems and waited for the hunt to pass. Looking up between the
leaves he caught a glimpse of something red. That must be the top of the Castle
Rock, distant and unmenacing. He composed himself triumphantly, to hear the
sounds of the hunt dying away.
Yet no one made a sound; and as the minutes passed, in
the green shade, his feeling of triumph faded.
At last he heard a voice--Jack's voice, but hushed.
"Are you certain?"
The savage addressed said nothing. Perhaps he made a
gesture.
Roger spoke.
"If you're fooling us--"
Immediately after this, there came a gasp, and a squeal
of pain. Ralph crouched instinctively. One of the twins was there, outside the
thicket, with Jack and Roger.
"You're sure he meant in there?"
The twin moaned faintly and then squealed again.
"He meant he'd hide in there?"
"Yes--yes--oh--!"
Silver laughter scattered among the trees.
So they knew.
Ralph picked up his stick and prepared for battle. But
what could they do? It would take them a week to break a path through the
thicket; and anyone who wormed his way in would be helpless. He felt the point
of his spear with his thumb and grinned without amusement. Whoever tried that
would be stuck, squealing like a pig.
They were going away, back to the tower rock. He could
hear feet moving and then someone sniggered. There came again that high,
bird-like cry that swept along the line. So some were still watching for him;
but some--?
There was a long, breathless silence. Ralph found that he
had bark in his mouth from the gnawed spear. He stood and peered upwards to the
Castle Rock.
As he did so, he heard Jack's voice from the top.
"Heave! Heave! Heave!"
The red rock that he could see at the top of the cliff
vanished like a curtain, and he could see figures and blue sky. A moment later
the earth jolted, there was a rushing sound in the air, and the top of the
thicket was cuffed as with a gigantic hand. The rock bounded on, thumping and
smashing toward the beach, while a shower of broken twigs and leaves fell on
him. Beyond the thicket, the tribe was cheering.
Silence again.
Ralph put his fingers in his mouth and bit them. There
was only one other rock up there that they might conceivably move; but that was
half as big as a cottage, big as a car, a tank. He visualized its probable
progress with agonizing clearness--that one would start slowly, drop from ledge
to ledge, trundle across the neck like an outsize steamroller.
"Heave! Heave! Heave!"
Ralph put down his spear, then picked it up again. He
pushed his hair back irritably, took two hasty steps across the little space
and then came back. He stood looking at the broken ends of branches.
Still silence.
He caught sight of the rise and fall of his diaphragm and
was surprised to see how quickly he was breathing. Just left of center his
heart-beats were visible. He put the spear down again.
"Heave! Heave! Heave!"
A shrill, prolonged cheer.
Something boomed up on the red rock, then the earth
jumped and began to shake steadily, while the noise as steadily increased.
Ralph was shot into the air, thrown down, dashed against branches. At his right
hand, and only a few feet away, the whole thicket bent and the roots screamed
as they came out of the earth together. He saw something red that turned over
slowly as a mill wheel. Then the red thing was past and the elephantine
progress diminished toward the sea.
Ralph knelt on the plowed-up soil, and waited for the
earth to come back. Presently the white, broken stumps, the split sticks and
the tangle of the thicket refocused. There was a kind of heavy feeling in his
body where he had watched his own pulse.
Silence again.
Yet not entirely so. They were whispering out there; and
suddenly the branches were shaken furiously at two places on his right. The
pointed end of a stick appeared. In panic, Ralph thrust his own stick through
the crack and struck with all his might.
"Aaa-ah!"
His spear twisted a little in his hands and then he
withdrew it again.
"Ooh-ooh--"
Someone was moaning outside and a babble of voices rose.
A fierce argument was going on and the wounded savage kept groaning. Then when
there was silence, a single voice spoke and Ralph decided that it was not
Jack's.
"See? I told you--he's dangerous."
The wounded savage moaned again.
What else? What next?
Ralph fastened his hands round the chewed spear and his
hair fell. Someone was muttering, only a few yards away toward the Castle Rock.
He heard a savage say "No!" in a shocked voice; and then there was
suppressed laughter. He squatted back on his heels and showed his teeth at the
wall of branches. He raise his spear, snarled a little, and waited.
Once more the invisible group sniggered. He heard a
curious trickling sound and then a louder crepitation as if someone were
unwrapping great sheets of cellophane. A stick snapped and he stifled a cough.
Smoke was seeping through the branches in white and yellow wisps, the patch of
blue sky overhead turned to the color of a storm cloud, and then the smoke
billowed round him.
Someone laughed excitedly, and a voice shouted.
"Smoke!"
He wormed his way through the thicket toward the forest,
keeping as far as possible beneath the smoke. Presently he saw open space, and
the green leaves of the edge of the thicket. A smallish savage was standing
between him and the rest of the forest, a savage striped red and white, and
carrying a spear. He was coughing and smearing the paint about his eyes with
the back of his hand as he tried to see through the increasing smoke. Ralph launched
himself like a cat; stabbed, snarling, with the spear, and the savage doubled
up. There was a shout from beyond the thicket and then Ralph was running with
the swiftness of fear through the undergrowth. He came to a pig-run, followed
it for perhaps a hundred yards, and then swerved off. Behind him the ululation
swept across the island once more and a single voice shouted three times. He
guessed that was the signal to advance and sped away again, till his chest was
like fire. Then he flung himself down under a bush and waited for a moment till
his breathing steadied. He passed his tongue tentatively over his teeth and
lips and heard far off the ululation of the pursuers.
There were many things he could do. He could climb a
tree; but that was putting all his eggs in one basket. If he were detected,
they had nothing more difficult to do than wait.
If only one had time to think!
Another double cry at the same distance gave him a clue
to their plan. Any savage balked in the forest would utter the double shout and
hold up the line till he was free again. That way they might hope to keep the
cordon unbroken right across the island. Ralph thought of the boar that had
broken through them with such ease. If necessary, when the chase came too
close, he could charge the cordon while it was still thin, burst through, and
run back. But run back where? The cordon would turn and sweep again. Sooner or
later he would have to sleep or eat--and then he would awaken with hands
clawing at him; and the hunt would become a running down.
What was to be done, then? The tree? Burst the line like
a boar? Either way the choice was terrible.
A single cry quickened his heart-beat and, leaping up, he
dashed away toward the ocean side and the thick jungle till he was hung up
among creepers; he stayed there for a moment with his calves quivering. If only
one could have quiet, a long pause, a time to think!
And there again, shrill and inevitable, was the ululation
sweeping across the island. At that sound he shied like a horse among the
creepers and ran once more till he was panting. He flung himself down by some
ferns. The tree, or the charge? He mastered his breathing for a moment, wiped
his mouth, and told himself to be calm. Samneric were somewhere in that line,
and hating it. Or were they? And supposing, instead of them, he met the chief,
or Roger who carried death in his hands?
Ralph pushed back his tangled hair and wiped the sweat
out of his best eye. He spoke aloud.
"Think."
What was the sensible thing to do?
There was no Piggy to talk sense. There was no solemn
assembly for debate nor dignity of the conch.
"Think."
Most, he was beginning to dread the curtain that might
waver in his brain, blacking out the sense of danger, making a simpleton of
him.
A third idea would be to hide so well that the advancing
line would pass without discovering him.
He jerked his head off the ground and listened. There was
another noise to attend to now, a deep grumbling noise, as though the forest
itself were angry with him, a somber noise across which the ululations were
scribbled excruciatingly as on slate. He knew he had heard it before somewhere,
but had no time to remember.
Break the line.
A tree.
Hide, and let them pass.
A nearer cry stood him on his feet and immediately he was
away again, running fast among thorns and brambles. Suddenly he blundered into
the open, found himself again in that open space--and there was the fathom-wide
grin of the skull, no longer ridiculing a deep blue patch of sky but jeering up
into a blanket of smoke. Then Ralph was running beneath trees, with the grumble
of the forest explained. They had smoked him out and set the island on fire.
Hide was better than a tree because you had a chance of
breaking the line if you were discovered.
Hide, then.
He wondered if a pig would agree, and grimaced at
nothing. Find the deepest thicket, the darkest hole on the island, and creep
in. Now, as he ran, he peered about him. Bars and splashes of sunlight flitted
over him and sweat made glistening streaks on his dirty body. The cries were
far now, and faint.
At last he found what seemed to him the right place,
though the decision was desperate. Here, bushes and a wild tangle of creeper
made a mat that kept out all the light of the sun. Beneath it was a space,
perhaps a foot high, though it was pierced everywhere by parallel and rising
stems. If you wormed into the middle of that you would be five yards from the
edge, and hidden, unless the savage chose to lie down and look for you; and
even then, you would be in darkness--and if the worst happened and he saw you,
then you had a chance to burst out at him, fling the whole line out of step and
double back.
Cautiously, his stick trailing behind him, Ralph wormed
between the rising stems. When he reached the middle of the mat he lay and
listened.
The fire was a big one and the drum-roll that he had
thought was left so far behind was nearer. Couldn't a fire outrun a galloping
horse? He could see the sun-splashed ground over an area of perhaps fifty yards
from where he lay, and as he watched, the sunlight in every patch blinked at
him. This was so like the curtain that flapped in his brain that for a moment
he thought the blinking was inside him. But then the patches blinked more
rapidly, dulled and went out, so that he saw that a great heaviness of smoke
lay between the island and the sun.
If anyone peered under the bushes and chanced to glimpse
human flesh it might be Samneric who would pretend not to see and say nothing.
He laid his cheek against the chocolate-colored earth, licked his dry lips and
closed his eyes. Under the thicket, the earth was vibrating very slightly; or
perhaps there was a sound beneath the obvious thunder of the fire and scribbled
ululations that was too low to hear.
Someone cried out. Ralph jerked his cheek off the earth
and looked into the dulled light. They must be near now, he thought, and his
chest began to thump. Hide, break the line, climb a tree--which was the best
after all? The trouble was you only had one chance.
Now the fire was nearer; those volleying shots were great
limbs, trunks even, bursting. The fools! The fools! The fire must be almost at
the fruit trees--what would they eat tomorrow?
Ralph stirred restlessly in his narrow bed. One chanced
nothing! What could they do? Beat him? So what? Kill him? A stick sharpened at
both ends.
The cries, suddenly nearer, jerked him up. He could see a
striped savage moving hastily out of a green tangle, and coming toward the mat
where he hid, a savage who carried a spear. Ralph gripped his fingers into the
earth. Be ready now, in case.
Ralph fumbled to hold his spear so that it was point
foremost; and now he saw that the stick was sharpened at both ends.
The savage stopped fifteen yards away and uttered his
cry.
Perhaps he can hear my heart over the noises of the fire.
Don't scream. Get ready.
The savage moved forward so that you could only see him
from the waist down. That was the butt of his spear. Now you could see him from
the knee down. Don't scream.
A herd of pigs came squealing out of the greenery behind
the savage and rushed away into the forest. Birds were screaming, mice
shrieking, and a little hopping thing came under the mat and cowered.
Five yards away the savage stopped, standing right by the
thicket, and cried out. Ralph drew his feet up and crouched. The stake was in
his hands, the stake sharpened at both ends, the stake that vibrated so wildly,
that grew long, short, light, heavy, light again.
The ululation spread from shore to shore. The savage
knelt down by the edge of the thicket, and there were lights flickering in the
forest behind him. You could see a knee disturb the mold. Now the other. Two
hands. A spear.
A face.
The savage peered into the obscurity beneath the thicket.
You could tell that he saw light on this side and on that, but not in the
middle--there. In the middle was a blob of dark and the savage wrinkled up his
face, trying to decipher the darkness.
The seconds lengthened. Ralph was looking straight into
the savage's eyes.
Don't scream.
You'll get back.
Now he's seen you. He's making sure. A stick sharpened.
Ralph screamed, a scream of fright and anger and
desperation. His legs straightened, the screams became continuous and foaming.
He shot forward, burst the thicket, was in the open, screaming, snarling, bloody.
He swung the stake and the savage tumbled over; but there were others coming
toward him, crying out. He swerved as a spear flew past and then was silent,
running. All at once the lights flickering ahead of him merged together, the
roar of the forest rose to thunder and a tall bush directly in his path burst
into a great fan-shaped flame. He swung to the right, running desperately fast,
with the heat beating on his left side and the fire racing forward like a tide.
The ululation rose behind him and spread along, a series of short sharp cries,
the sighting call. A brown figure showed up at his right and fell away. They
were all running, all crying out madly. He could hear them crashing in the
undergrowth and on the left was the hot, bright thunder of the fire. He forgot
his wounds, his hunger and thirst, and became fear; hopeless fear on flying
feet, rushing through the forest toward the open beach. Spots jumped before his
eyes and turned into red circles that expanded quickly till they passed out of
sight. Below him someone's legs were getting tired and the desperate ululation
advanced like a jagged fringe of menace and was almost overhead.
He stumbled over a root and the cry that pursued him rose
even higher. He saw a shelter burst into flames and the fire flapped at his
right shoulder and there was the glitter of water. Then he was down, rolling
over and over in the warm sand, crouching with arm to ward off, trying to cry
for mercy.
He staggered to his feet, tensed for more terrors, and
looked up at a huge peaked cap. It was a white-topped cap, and above the green
shade of the peak was a crown, an anchor, gold foliage. He saw white drill,
epaulettes, a revolver, a row of gilt buttons down the front of a uniform.
A naval officer stood on the sand, looking down at Ralph
in wary astonishment. On the beach behind him was a cutter, her bows hauled up
and held by two ratings. In the stern-sheets another rating held a sub-machine
gun.
The ululation faltered and died away.
The officer looked at Ralph doubtfully for a moment, then
took his hand away from the butt of the revolver.
"Hullo."
Squirming a little, conscious of his filthy appearance,
Ralph answered shyly.
"Hullo."
The officer nodded, as if a question had been answered.
"Are there any adults--any grownups with you?"
Dumbly, Ralph shook his head. He turned a halfpace on the
sand. A semicircle of little boys, their bodies streaked with colored clay,
sharp sticks in their hands, were standing on the beach making no noise at all.
"Fun and games," said the officer.
The fire reached the coconut palms by the beach and
swallowed them noisily. A flame, seemingly detached, swung like an acrobat and
licked up the palm heads on the platform. The sky was black.
The officer grinned cheerfully at Ralph.
"We saw your smoke. What have you been doing? Having
a war or something?"
Ralph nodded.
The officer inspected the little scarecrow in front of
him. The kid needed a bath, a haircut, a nose-wipe and a good deal of ointment.
"Nobody killed, I hope? Any dead bodies?"
"Only two. And they've gone."
The officer leaned down and looked closely at Ralph.
"Two? Killed?"
Ralph nodded again. Behind him, the whole island was
shuddering with flame. The officer knew, as a rule, when people were telling
the truth. He whistled softly.
Other boys were appearing now, tiny tots some of them,
brown, with the distended bellies of small savages. One of them came close to
the officer and looked up.
"I'm, I'm--"
But there was no more to come. Percival Wemys Madison
sought in his head for an incantation that had faded clean away.
The officer turned back to Ralph.
"We'll take you off. How many of you are
there?"
Ralph shook his head. The officer looked past him to the
group of painted boys.
"Who's boss here?"
"I am," said Ralph loudly.
A little boy who wore the remains of an extraordinary
black cap on his red hair and who carried the remains of a pair of spectacles
at his waist, started forward, then changed his mind and stood still.
"We saw your smoke. And you don't know how many of
you there are?"
"No, sir."
"I should have thought," said the officer as he
visualized the search before him, "I should have thought that a pack of
British boys--you're all British, aren't you?--would have been able to put up a
better show than that--I mean--"
"It was like that at first," said Ralph,
"before things--"
He stopped.
"We were together then--"
The officer nodded helpfully.
"I know. Jolly good show. Like the Coral
Island."
Ralph looked at him dumbly. For a moment he had a fleeting
picture of the strange glamour that had once invested the beaches. But the
island was scorched up like dead wood--Simon was dead--and Jack had. . . . The
tears began to flow and sobs shook him. He gave himself up to them now for the
first time on the island; great, shuddering spasms of grief that seemed to
wrench his whole body. His voice rose under the black smoke before the burning
wreckage of the island; and infected by that emotion, the other little boys
began to shake and sob too. And in the middle of them, with filthy body, matted
hair, and unwiped nose, Ralph wept for the end of innocence, the darkness of
man's heart, and the fall through the air of the true, wise friend called
Piggy.
The officer, surrounded by these noises, was moved and a
little embarrassed. He turned away to give them time to pull themselves
together; and waited, allowing his eyes to rest on the trim cruiser in the
distance.
((*The above Notes pretend to
be no more than a series of reflections on aspects of LORD OF THE FLIES. An
exhaustive study of its symbolism has not yet been attempted.))
In answer to a publicity questionnaire from the American
publishers of LORD OF THE FLIES, William Golding (born Cornwall, 1911) declared
that he was brought up to be a scientist, and revolted; after two years of
Oxford he changed his educational emphasis from science to English literature,
and became devoted to Anglo-Saxon. After publishing a volume of poetry he
"wasted the next four years," and when Word War II broke out he
joined the Royal Navy. For the next five years he was involved in naval matters
except for a few months in New York and six months with Lord Cherwell in a
"research establishment." He finished his naval career as a lieutenant
in command of a rocket ship; he had seen action against battleships, submarines
and aircraft, and had participated in the Walcheren and D-Day operations. After
the war he began teaching and writing. Today, his novels include LORD OF THE
FLIES (Coward-McCann), THE INHERITORS (which may loosely be described as a
novel of prehistory but is, like all of Golding's work, much more), and PINCHER
MARTIN published in hardcover by Harcourt Brace as THE TWO DEATHS OF
CHRISTOPHER MARTIN). He lists his Hobbies as thinking, classical Greek, sailing
and archaeology, and his Literary Influences as Euripides and the anonymous
Anglo-Saxon author of THE BATTLE OF MALDON.
The theme of LORD OF THE FLIES is described by Golding as
follows (in the same publicity questionnaire): "The theme is an attempt to
trace the defects of society back to the defects of human nature. The moral is
that the shape of a society must depend on the ethical nature of the individual
and not on any political system however apparently logical or respectable. The
whole book is symbolic in nature except the rescue in the end where adult life
appears, dignified and capable, but in reality enmeshed in the same evil as the
symbolic life of the children on the island. The officer, having interrupted a
man-hunt, prepares to take the children off the island in a cruiser which will
presently be hunting its enemy in the same implacable way. And who will rescue
the adult and his cruiser?"
This is, of course, merely a casual summing-up on Mr.
Golding's part of his extremely complex and beautifully woven symbolic web
which becomes apparent as we follow through the book, but it does indicate that
LORD OF THE FLIES is not, to say the least, a simple adventure story of boys on
a desert island. In fact, the implications of the story go far beyond the
degeneration of a few children. What is unique about the work of Golding is the
way he has combined and synthesized all of the characteristically
twentieth-century methods of analysis of the human being and human society and
used this unified knowledge to comment on a "test situation." In this
book, as in few others at the present time, are findings of psychoanalysis of
all schools, anthropologists, social psychologists and philosophical historians
mobilized into an attack upon the central problem of modern thought: the nature
of the human personality and the reflection of personality on society.
Another feature of Golding's work is the superb use of
symbolism, a symbolism that "works." The central symbol itself, the
"lord of the flies," is, like any true symbol, much more than the sum
of its parts; but some elements of it may be isolated. The "lord of the
flies" is a translation of the Hebrew Ba'alzevuv (Beelzebub in Greek). It
has been suggested that it was a mistranslation of a mistransliterated word
which gave us this pungent and suggestive name for the Devil, a devil whose
name suggests that he is devoted to decay, destruction, demoralization,
hysteria and panic and who therefore fits in very well with Golding's theme.
The Devil is not present in any traditional religious
sense; Golding's Beelzebub is the modern equivalent, the anarchic, amoral,
driving force that Freudians call the Id, whose only function seems to be to
insure the survival of the host in which it is embedded or embodied, which
function it performs with tremendous and single-minded tenacity. Although it is
possible to find other names for this force, the modern picture of the
personality, whether drawn by theologians or psychoanalysts, inevitably
includes this force or psychic structure as the fundamental principle of the
Natural Man. The tenets of civilization, the moral and social codes, the Ego,
the intelligence itself, form only a veneer over this white-hot power, this
uncontrollable force, "the fury and the mire of human veins."
Dostoievsky found salvation in this freedom, although he found damnation in it
also. Yeats found in it the only source of creative genius ("Whatever
flames upon the night, Man's own resinous heart has fed."). Conrad was
appalled by this "heart of darkness," and existentialists find in the
denial of this freedom the source of perversion of all human values. Indeed one
could, if one were so minded, go through the entire canon of modern literature,
philosophy and psychology and find this great basic drive defined as underlying
the most fundamental conclusions of modem thought.
The emergence of this concealed, basic wildness is the
theme of the book; the struggle between Ralph, the representative of
civilization with his parliaments and his brain trust (Piggy, the intellectual
whose shattering spectacles mark the progressive decay of rational influence as
the story progresses), and Jack, in whom the spark of wildness burns hotter and
closer to the surface than in Ralph and who is the leader of the forces of
anarchy on the island, is also, of course, the struggle in modern society
between those same forces translated onto a worldwide scale.
The turning point in the struggle between Ralph and Jack
is the killing of the sow (pp. 133--144). The sow is a mother: "sunk in
deep maternal bliss lay the largest of the lot . . . the great bladder of her
belly was fringed with a row of piglets that slept or burrowed and
squeaked." The killing of the sow is accomplished in terms of sexual
intercourse.
They were just behind her when she staggered
into an open
space where bright flowers grew and butterflies danced
round each
other and the air was hot and still.
Here, struck down by the heat, the sow fell
and the
hunters hurled themselves at her. This dreadful eruption
from an
unknown world made her frantic; she squealed and bucked
and the
air was full of sweat and noise and blood and terror.
Roger ran
round the heap, prodding with his spear whenever pigflesh
appeared. Jack was on top of the sow, stabbing downward
with his
knife. Roger (a natural sadist, who becomes the
"official"
torturer and executioner for the tribe) found a lodgment
for his
point and began to push till he was leaning with his
whole weight.
The spear moved forward inch by inch, and the terrified
squealing
became a high-pitched scream. Then Jack found the throat
and the
hot blood spouted over his hands. The sow collapsed under
them and
they were heavy and fulfilled upon her. The butterflies
still
danced, preoccupied in the center of the clearing.
The pig's head is cut off; a stick is sharpened at both
ends and "jammed in a crack" in the earth. (The death planned for
Ralph at the end of the book involves a stick sharpened at both ends.) The
pig's head is impaled on the stick; ". . . the head hung there, a little
blood dribbling down the stick. Instinctively the boys drew back too; and the
forest was very still. They listened, and the loudest noise was the buzzing of
flies over the spilled guts." Jack offers this grotesque trophy to
"the Beast," the terrible animal that the littler children had been
dreaming of, and which seems to be lurking on the island wherever they were not
looking. The entire incident forms a horrid parody of an Oedipal wedding night;
these emotions, the sensations aroused by murder and death, and the
overpowering and unaccustomed emotions of sexual love experienced by the
half-grown boys, plus their own irrational fears and blind terrors, release the
forces of death and the devil on the island.
After this occurs the most deeply symbolic incident in
the book, the "interview" of Simon, an embryo mystic, with the head.
The head seems to be saying, to Simon's heightened perceptions, that
"everything was a bad business. . . . The half-shut eyes were dim with the
infinite cynicism of adult life." Simon fights with all his feeble power
against the message of the head, against the "ancient, inescapable
recognition," the recognition of human capacities for evil and the
superficial nature of human moral systems. It is the knowledge of the end of
innocence, for which Ralph is to weep at the close of the book. "'Fancy
thinking the Beast was something you could hunt and kill!' said the head. For a
moment or two the forest and all the other dimly appreciated places echoes with
the parody of laughter. 'You knew, didn't you? I'm part of you? Close, close,
close! I'm the reason why it's no go? Why things are what they are?'"
At the end of this fantastic scene Simon imagines he is
looking into a vast mouth. "There was blackness within, a blackness that
spread. . . . Simon was inside the mouth. He fell down and lost
consciousness." This mouth, * the symbol of ravenous, unreasoning and
eternally insatiable nature, appears again in PINCHER MARTIN, in which the
development of the theme of a Nature inimical to the conscious personality of
man is developed in a stunning fashion. In LORD OF THE FLIES, however, only the
outline of a philosophy is sketched, and the boys of the island are figures in
a parable or fable which like all great parables or fables reveals to the
reader an intimate, disquieting connection between the innocent, time-passing,
story-telling aspect of its surface and the great, "dimly
appreciated" depths of its interior.
((* cf. Conrad's "Heart
of Darkness": "I saw (the dying Kurtz) open his mouth wide--it gave
him a weirdly voracious aspect, as though he wanted to swallow all the air, all
the earth, all the men before him." Indeed Golding seems very close to
Conrad, both in basic principles and in artistic method.))
--E. L. Epstein